Chapter Ninety-Three: Love Is Hard to Tell
Yan Xining knew that she couldn't hide it from her anymore, she buried her head in her knees and said in a low voice: "Princess, I'm afraid!" ”
"What are you afraid of?" Xie Muyan was surprised, "Are you worried about Teng Xuan?" Afraid that Ronghua can't protect you? ”
Yan Xining shook her head, and when she raised it again, there was a hazy mist in her eyes, and she said: "I'm afraid that my mud feet will sink deeply, I'm afraid that I can't leave him, I'm afraid that I will fall in love with him." Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info" she muttered, "I can't fall in love with him." ”
Xie Muyan didn't expect her to say this, and said in surprise: "You know that Rong Hua likes you, why can't you fall in love with him, I have never seen him care so much about any girl, you are together, isn't it good?" ”
Yan Xining shook her head and smiled miserably: "Princess, I can't be with him, the relationship I want is unique, it is a weak water of three thousand and only one scoop, just like the relationship between you and the concubine, but I know that his identity is a prince, and he will marry a woman with a prominent family as a concubine in the future, that person, how can it not be me, share feelings with other women, I can't do it, rather than suffering like this in the future, then between me and him, it is better not to start." ”
Xie Muyan listened to her words and was slightly shocked in her heart, Wen Dayou never took a concubine, people outside said that it was because she was too strong, Wen Dayou was afraid of her so she didn't dare, only she understood that it was because they loved each other enough, if one day he took a concubine, she must not be able to bear it, compared to Yan Xining, she was very lucky, she and Wen Dayou were right and loved each other deeply, so they could live their own lives without caring about the eyes of others, but Yan Xining was different, her identity, her father would never agree to her being the princess of Qin, It turned out that she thought that Rong Hua liked her so much, and it would be a good thing to make her a side concubine in the future, but now it seems that this is not what she wants, and even the title of Princess Qin is not what she wants, she wants that person, but she can't afford it. Xie Muyan looked at Yan Xining's eyes with more pity, she took her hand, wrapped it in her palm, and sighed: "But, you're already in love with him now, aren't you?" ”
Yan Xining smiled miserably and replied: "Yes, so I can't get close to him anymore, as long as I stay away from him, one day, I will forget him, and he will forget me." Princess, can you help me keep this secret? Don't tell him, don't tell anyone, just let it rot in my heart. ”
Xie Muyan looked at Yan Xining's lonely expression, slightly distressed, she said regretfully: "Why are you so troubled, Xining, emotional things, I can't help myself at all, if you force yourself like this, you will only make yourself uncomfortable and make him uncomfortable, you may be able to tell him these things." ”
Yan Xining shook her head and said in a low voice: "I know it will be uncomfortable, but it is better to be uncomfortable now than in the future, don't worry, princess, I will find a chance to make it clear to him, he is so good, there are so many women who like it, he will soon forget me." ”
Xie Muyan knew that no matter what she said about Yan Xining's thoughts, she would not change, this woman was gentle and virtuous on the surface, but she was as stubborn and stubborn as Xie Ronghua in her heart, these two people may not be suitable for being together, she sighed and said, "You have a good rest, don't worry, I won't talk about this matter with others, and I won't interfere in the matter between you and Ronghua." ”
Yan Xi stared at her and said with gratitude: "Thank you, princess." ”
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In the dead of night, a figure jumped into the princess's mansion under the cover of night, dodged the guards on night patrol, and quickly walked towards the small courtyard in the southwest corner.
"Princess, that person entered Miss Yan's courtyard." Xie Muyan had been hiding outside Yan Xining's courtyard tonight, and when he saw that familiar figure, he sighed and instructed the guards behind him: "That's King Qin, don't chase it." Sure enough, as she thought, Xie Ronghua couldn't rest assured that Yan Xining, although he was refused to meet during the day, he still sneaked into the princess's mansion at night.
"His Royal Highness the King of Qin?" The guard raised his mouth and said in surprise.
"Don't talk about this to anyone tonight, let's go back." Xie Muyan spoke, she stood up and glanced at Yan Xining's courtyard, with a thick look of worry in her eyes, Rong Hua cares like this, will she really forget her as Yan Xining said? I hope there won't be any mess in the future.
The window of Yan Xining's room was pushed open silently, Xie Ronghua tapped his toes lightly, and entered the room quietly, the moonlight shone into the room from the window, injecting a trace of light into the dark room, Xie Ronghua walked to the side of the bed gently, hesitated for a moment, and slowly lifted the curtain.
Yan Xining's sleeping face showed in front of him little by little, she breathed smoothly, and her face was slightly pale because of illness.
Xie Ronghua sat down along the edge of the bed, looking at the sleeping woman with a gentle expression, reaching out to caress her face, his heart was surprisingly calm and soft, it would be good if he could keep looking at her like this, he thought, holding her bare hand and touching his face lightly, there was a slight coolness coming, he frowned slightly, put her hand into the quilt, leaned down and imprinted a kiss on her forehead, and laughed in a low voice: "You can't take care of yourself so much, how can you reassure me." His hand swept over Yan Xining's eyebrows, as if talking to himself, as if asking her: "When you get better, I will take you into the palace, okay?" I don't feel at ease when I put you next to others, and I can only feel at ease if you are by my side. ”
Yan Xining's eyelashes trembled slightly, as if she was going to wake up in the next moment, but she just turned over, and then calmed down again, Xie Ronghua was a little flustered when he thought she would wake up, but seeing that she didn't wake up, he couldn't help but feel a little lost, he secretly laughed at his appearance, shook his head slightly, and sat quietly on the edge of Yan Xining's bed for a while, before getting up and leaving lightly.
The sound of carefully closing the window came, and after a while, the room returned to darkness and silence, the woman who should have been asleep slowly opened her eyes, her eyes were clear, Yan Xining stroked the forehead that had been kissed by him, her eyes were sad, she thought, she must leave the princess's mansion as soon as possible.
The next day, Yan Xining proposed to Xie Muyan about leaving the princess's mansion, and Xie Muyan sighed clearly: "That's okay, I'm going to leave Chang'an in a few days!" ”
"The princess wants to leave Chang'an?" Yan Xi was surprised.
"Today, my father summoned me and my concubine into the palace, hoping that I and my concubine can go to Jinyang with Teng Xuan, Wei Feng is still too young, and my father is afraid that his prestige is insufficient, so I will go to Jinyang to help him, so as not to make anything wrong with him." She smiled and said, "I will help you keep an eye on Teng Xuan, and I won't let him trouble you again." ”
"Xi Ning thanked the princess here, but the princess went to Jinyang, and we don't know if there will be a chance to see each other again in the future." Yan Xining was a little melancholy.
"When I return to Chang'an, we will naturally see each other again." Xie Muyan held her hand and said seriously: "Xi Ning, no matter what happens to you and Rong Hua in the future, we are all friends, right?" ”
Yan Xining looked at her and nodded seriously: "In this life, the princess is my friend, and I will not forget the princess." ”
"That's good." Xie Muyan said with a smile, "I won't be in Chang'an in the future, you have to take good care of yourself, don't support everything alone, I will leave the phantom qin in the princess's mansion, if you have any difficulties, you can find her." ”
Yan Xining stood up, hugged her lightly, and said in a low voice: "Princess, you also have to take care of yourself, I will wait for you to come back in Chang'an." ”