The work has gradually stabilized, these days is nothing more than to do some marketing and reception of customers and the like, I have been in the mall for many years, and I am also handy at work. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

In the evening, after work, I came to the bar opened in Gongchuan.

As soon as you enter the bar, you are greeted by a wave of indulgence, with men and women squirming around the dance floor.

"Luo Bing, how is it? Do you feel a much better mood? Gong Chuan came out of nowhere, put his arm on my shoulder and said drunkenly.

"Alright, thank you."

Gong Chuan took me to the bar and took two cocktails to drink.

The heavy metal music and dancing melodies made me feel a little depressed, and he clinked glasses with me, but his eyes stayed on the dance floor, and said, "What do you think of the bar?" ”

I was surprised why he asked me such a question, and after thinking about it, I replied, "It's okay, it's a good place to relax after work." ”

Gong Chuan smiled and said, "You are relaxed, but I can't leave here......"

Lighting a cigarette, he continued: "This was my dream, rock 'n' roll was like my soul, I loved the feeling of indulgence, but there was one person who never understood ......."

I chuckled, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "It's Sister An Yue......."

Gong Chuan smiled bitterly, and then swallowed a glass of wine in one go.

Looking at Gong Chuan's lost appearance, the scene three years ago resurfaced in front of him, it was raining heavily that day, and Gong Chuan knelt in front of An Yue in the rainstorm and begged her to accept herself, but An Yue slapped him hard, and then said: You never know how to love someone, you will only use your own love to possess everything she has, I have never liked you, please let me go.........

At that time, Gong Chuan was in addition to prodigal, he rode a motorcycle everywhere to cause trouble, had long hair that killed Matt, carried a guitar everywhere and a group of brothers sang on the street, and he also said that he would definitely become the world's No. 1 rock king in the future.

He has integrated rock music into the deepest part of his heart and can't extricate himself, I understand him, but I also know An Yue, An Yue will never like a man like Gong Chuan who is free and unrestrained for his dreams.

But feelings are so unreasonable, falling in love with someone who doesn't love you........

Three years have passed, Gong Chuan has matured a lot, he still loves rock music, what hasn't changed is that he still can't let go of someone in his heart.......

Three years ago, I may not have understood how heartbroken Gong Chuan's heart was, but today, three years later, I can feel the intensity and despair of love.

Gong Chuan changed the topic and said, "An Yue and Shishi, it's okay." ”

I took a sip of wine, perhaps he didn't know why I had fled Suzhou to Xiamen.

"Very good, in the past few years, Shi has been progressing all the way and has become the general manager of the BMW outlet store in Suzhou."

"Oh, that's good........"

Gong Chuan smiled bitterly, his smile was so bitter, he also suffered the same injury as me........ For the sake of love, give up love.......

The air of indulgence always makes people feel endlessly sad, and at this moment I tried to empty myself and sit alone at the bar and drink a drink.

I suddenly missed the days when I used to be in Tianyue, when I never had to worry about work, and I would not be alone, waiting for Jiang Yan to get off work in Qiao Yi's coffee shop every day, playing billiards with Wang Zishi in my spare time, and returning to my hometown to have two drinks with Uncle Wang in my free time...........

I went to the toilet and was about to go back to sleep when suddenly a woman in a pink trench coat and a down hat appeared in my sight.

I was stunned at first, and then immediately turned around and hid behind the bar, only to see the pink back, looking left and right everywhere, and taking out my mobile phone to ask left and ask, and finally a friend in Gongchuan pointed at me with his hand.

it! How did Liu Wei find this, this Nima........

At this moment, I was very anxious and depressed, in a panic, I half-bowed under the bar, the waitress next to me looked at me in surprise, I raised my head, hehe, smiled, and made a 'shhh' gesture to her, signaling her not to speak.

My heart trembled, and then I moved my body to the other side of the bar, and I suddenly felt like a thief, but unfortunately I stole a heart.........

I raised my head and looked around, but I didn't notice Liu Wei's anxious voice.

Self-comforting: Maybe let's go.......

With a long sigh, I stood up and walked to the door, but it was at this time.......

Liu Wei walked out of the bar and looked at me with tears in her eyes.

I blinked, my heart trembled violently, guilt and suffocation followed, I looked at each other, I subconsciously took two steps back, turned around to run.

I don't know why I feel that way, but I just don't dare look at her.

Liu Wei seemed to know my intentions, so she ran over and slammed into my chest.

The soft delicate body threw herself into my arms, and instantly I felt Liu Wei's endless thoughts about me and being tormented by all kinds of helplessness of love, my heart became heavier and heavier, some suffocated, some out of control, I felt that I owed this woman too much..........

Liu Wei whimpered, kept beating me with her fists, my heart was filled with inexplicable sadness, after struggling, I wrapped my hands around her, and said softly: "I'm sorry........"

The noise gradually stopped, and Liu Wei and I became the focus of attention at this moment, and some of the drummers around us applauded, and some shouted 'together, together'

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Liu Wei whimpered, lost control of her emotions, pushed me away, and said, "Why are you leaving, why don't you tell me anything......"

"Why are you avoiding me, why, why, ahhhh........h

Every word and sentence of her was like a sharp blade, mercilessly tearing through the deepest part of my heart.

I closed my eyes and tried to empty myself, and then said to her fiercely: I don't love you, I never loved you, I can't stand your love for me, I'm a scumbag, an out-and-out scumbag.........

But there was a force in the darkness that stuck in my throat the words I had to say, unconsciously manipulating me to walk over and hug her........

This night, I was once again haunted by the heart-rending pain in my heart.

Liu Wei wiped away her tears and hooked my hand and walked on the side of the road, afraid that I would accidentally run away.

I bought a few roasted sweet potatoes and ate them while walking, and when we were tired of walking, we sat under the street lamp, and I let her lean on my shoulder.

I asked myself: Luo Bing, there is a woman who loves you so much, what are you not satisfied with? Jiang Yan has already left you, can you bear to hurt a woman who loves you so much again.......