Chapter 408: Ambition
When the words fell, Shang Xuesleeve hurriedly turned her head, Xu Bixiao could see that her hand had covered her mouth, but she couldn't suppress her crying, she got up again and walked quickly to the window, her shoulders shrugged for a long time, and then slowly calmed down. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Xu Bixiao didn't make a sound, until she returned to the table again, and then said: "You also know the intention of the sixth master, the music department belongs to the Ministry of Rites, no matter how big or small, no matter how much the court looks down on this music department, that is also the court official - there is no reason for a woman to serve as a woman." But the sixth master knew it, but he still wrote it like that, because he wanted to use the voices of so many people to rescue you from there," he looked at Shang Xuesleeve and said, "You were in the palace at that time, something has already happened, right?" β
But Shang Xuesleeve didn't answer him, her thoughts had already returned to Liancheng Palace.
Her situation at that time was so bleak that the sixth master saw it with his own eyes.
Xu Bixiao's pair of peach blossom eyes showed a rare look of admiration, and said, "I really envy you, there is Xiao Qian behind me." β
Shang Xue's sleeves choked for a while, and she didn't know how to answer.
After a long time, she said, "Do you remember when I asked people to send you off the ship after you came out of Sioux City?" β
Xu Bixiao didn't understand why she suddenly mentioned this matter, and only looked at her with blinking eyes.
"Because at that time, I really knew that Lingren's body was involuntary and helpless, you were a jade-like figure above the clouds, and Lingren, there were too many bad things that people didn't know about, I couldn't bear to let you step into the circle of Lingren like this......" Shang Xuesleeve whispered, as if telling the story of others.
Step by step, from Jiulingxiu on the theater boat, to Shang Xiu'er in Xiao Garden, to the world-famous Shang Xuesleeve, the concubine who entered the Liancheng Palace incognito......
Along the way, because of the word "Lingren", every step was so difficult, and every step had a hand from the bottom trying to pull her into the abyss.
She has walked hand in hand with others, and feels that this extremely bumpy road, as long as there are these hands, it is not hard, and it can even be said to be sweet.
But in the end, it was these hands, because of all kinds of inexplicable, unclear, irrefutable, and unproven past events and causes and consequences, that pushed her into the abyss with her own hands.
Shang Xue's voice did not have the slightest ripple, but Xu Bixiao listened with mixed feelings.
His eyes were a little red, and his forehead showed green tendons, and he gritted his teeth and said, "The emperor shouldn't treat you like this, and he shouldn't treat the sixth master ......."
Xu Bixiao clenched her fists, but in the end she still put it weakly on her knees and lowered her head.
No matter how unruly he is, he also knows that Tianwei cannot be underestimated, and he can't even say such things in person!
Shang Xuesleeve shook his head: "Let's not talk about this." β
Her eyes brightened again, and she said, "But now, I'm really glad that you didn't give up Ming Opera because I drove you off the boat." β
Xu Bixiao was a little radiant, and said, "Just say yes!" I'm going to surpass your ......"
Speaking of this, he felt that he had said the wrong thing again, and poured salt on Shang Xue's wound, Jun blushed, and said, "I'm sorry......" and raised his head and said stiffly: "Then you are also sorry for me first." β
Shang Xue's sleeves were a little inexplicable, why did she make this young master unhappy again?
Xu Bixiao's eyes were red and said: "Back then, you had to go to Xijun, and you originally said that you would play "Huilong Pavilion" with me, but the result was ......."
As a result, they have never met again.
Now that they met, her voice couldn't come back.
Shang Xuesleeve said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I failed to keep my word." Fortunately, there is still a you in Ming Opera Da Tsing Yi, but I am not only happy about this," said: "That year, I just felt that Lingren was humble and lowly, and you didn't need to surrender your identity, but ......"
Her body straightened up slightly, and even with a feeling of tightness, she looked at Xu Bixiao, who had an upright temperament, no one's account, and even a scholar of literature, and said, "Tell me, where are we humble and lowly?" β
Xu Bixiao's face turned red and she was about to speak, but she had already answered first:
"I put myself so low, even down to the dust...... the corners of her mouth showed a sarcastic smile, "But there are people in the world who think that Lingren is originally such a lowly existence." I don't understand, who will tell me, this 'original', who prescribed? What's the point? After getting out of the palace by luck, I wandered around, and I couldn't figure it out in my heart, and I kept asking, why? Later, I finally understood that I, Shang Xuesleeve, were not inferior to others, nor inferior to them. β
Not inferior to others, nor inferior to them!
More than a dozen words, like a heavy hammer, hammered Xu Bixiao's heart, and like bursts of thunder, echoing in his ears repeatedly.
If you talk about the warmth and coldness of people after entering the industry, he feels no less than Shang Xue's sleeves.
Shang Xuesleeve is sailing against the current, entering the palace with a humble body, and under the noble title, he has experienced discrimination and cold eyes from others, and unwarranted suspicion from the only one of his closest relatives.
And he was originally a son of a Sucheng family who was not low, but he went to the sea to sing operas, and was said by his relatives countless times to be "willing to be cheap", as if he had done something unseemly filthy, and even severed the relationship.
But he, she, has always been upright, eats with skills, has never laughed and feasted in a private house, nor has he ever seen the guests show off their amorousness, let alone those bad deeds, and never messed with!
It's not just him and her, there are many clean and self-righteous servants in the world, why? Why?
Shang Xuesleeve was extremely excited when she saw Xu Bixiao's expression, how could she not know that he felt sympathy for his fate......
It's just that she doesn't feel anything to pity herself now, she said: "Qingyou has been twelve years, the sixth master has been running in many ways, joining the Qu Department, and the talent is no longer a cheap person." This is not easy, so I should encourage myself even more. β
She already has an idea in her heart, but she is really limited in power alone, but she can manage her apprentices well, and if she says more, she can only standardize a team.
It wasn't until she heard Xu Bixiao talk about the joint letter that she suddenly had a sense of courage and pride!
She said: "In addition to the music department, Liyuan should also set up a guild for the children of the servants, and the guild should have rules, self-discipline, and removal!" Only in this way can we get rid of bad habits and clean up the atmosphere. β
She got up, and suddenly said to Xu Bixiao very formally: "Please help me." β
People who admire Xu Bixiao say that he is really temperamental, innocent, romantic, and informal, but he is not really naΓ―ve.
When he first debuted, someone invited him to accompany him to drink, and it was the first time he went to such a banquet, which he will never forget.
The worm does not grow old
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