Chapter 34: Zen in a Dream
I wanted to talk to Huang Tianyu for a while, but my mother had already called me outside for dinner. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Huang Tianfu may have heard my mother calling me, and disappeared all of a sudden. I suddenly felt empty again. Every time they came, I always felt a lump of air in my chest, which was neither uncomfortable nor uncomfortable. When they leave my body, I will clearly feel that the qi is gone, and my heart is empty, but it is also very relaxed.
My mom asked me what I had for lunch while serving me food. I didn't tell her what Wang Xiaochen ate at his house, so I made up a nonsense and told her that the noodles I bought at the stall were taken to the unit to eat.
After eating, I was just about to go back to the house when my mother stopped me and said she had something for me. Curious, I went to her room with my mother, and saw that she took out a small bag wrapped in red cloth from her bag, and slowly opened it, and there was a string of one hundred and eight Buddha beads inside.
I looked at my mom in wonder and asked her, "Where did you get that?" Why did you come back with a red envelope? ”
My mother said to me mysteriously, "I saw a monk when I was shopping for vegetables this afternoon, and I invited him from him!" ”
As soon as I heard it, it was over, my mother was deceived eighty percent, and I asked my mother, "How much did it cost?" ”
Who knew that when my mother heard this, she was immediately unhappy and told me: "This is not for money, this is from the monk!" ”
Is it popular to give Buddhist beads now? Wan'er's string of Buddhist beads was given to me by the old master in the temple, how can my mother also encounter this good thing?
I hurriedly asked my mother what was going on, and my mother told me: "When I went to buy vegetables in the afternoon, I happened to see a monk on the side of the road. Look at the lively people and don't want to give money, this is a master! They all went to worship him, but he didn't let these people worship him, and told these people a bunch of benefits of learning Buddhism. I've listened to it too, and it's good. ”
I interjected, "To get to the point, what do you want for the Buddha beads?" ”
My mother glared at me and said, "What's the hurry, can't you say it little by little!" The group watched the excitement for a while and then dispersed, and the monk kept kowtowing, and I kept following behind, and then they all followed to the other side of Erdao Street, and the monk finally stopped and asked me what was wrong, and I told him that you were sick, and when he heard it, he said to me: 'The cycle of cause and effect, I didn't understand it, so I asked him what he meant, and he told me that your future destiny is in your own hands, and it depends on you how to grasp it, and the heavens have not erased your fate, or have it hidden, I didn't remember it, anyway, I was stunned. ”
I listened to my mother's narration of the monk, and my curiosity was piqued. Can the monk see my fate in the future? I quickly asked my mom to continue.
My mother continued: "Then the monk will continue to kowtow after speaking. Let me stop you, I said that you are not in good health, good tricks, can you ask for something to bless you. He said that as long as you are dedicated to the Buddha, the Buddha and Bodhisattva will naturally bless you. I didn't give up, I saw him take a string of Buddhist beads, so I asked him if he could give it to me. He agreed, and let me tell you when he was done, so that you can devote yourself to the Buddha and eventually attain immeasurable samadhi. I memorized this sentence! You remember, when it's over, you'll have a chance to ask what it means! I'll just take the Buddha beads like this, I'm afraid that it won't work, and I still have to buy vegetables! So I went to the department store and bought a red cloth and wrapped it up. I see that the young ones are all wrapped around their arms now, and you happen to wear a string too, which the master gave them, than their spirits! ”
I took the beads from my mother's hand, the beads were very small, I don't know what the material was, they were very heavy, they seemed to be stones, they were black, and I couldn't really see how good they were from the outside. Compared to the string that the old mage gave me, it was much more ugly, and the old mage gave me it was ebony, which was black and shiny, and very crisp. Wan'er is wearing it now, but it is eighteen, and the beads are much bigger than this string. The string my mother asked me for was one hundred and eight beads, and I took it and wrapped it around my wrist, exactly four times.
My mother looked very happy when she saw me put it on, and told me to keep it on and not take it off when I went to bed. I said yes and turned back to my room.
Since I had already meditated before eating, I went back to my room and lay down directly. I don't know if the master will toss me around for the night like last night when he gets the hang of it. I quickly took this opportunity to get some sleep.
I dreamed when I fell asleep, and there was a young monk in the dream, who looked like he was about thirty years old, wearing very torn clothes, and the monk's clothes were patched with several patches, and he walked over from me step by step, of course, he didn't kowtow to me, I didn't know where I was in the dream, but I could distinguish the southeast and northwest, and the monk was very devout kowtowing to the west. When I approached him, I noticed that he was holding a string of Buddhist beads in his hand, exactly the same one my mother gave me, and I looked at it, oh, isn't this the monk my mother told me today?
I hurriedly bowed to him, he saw me worship him, he didn't kowtow anymore, stood up and smiled at me, I looked at him and I wanted to laugh, I laughed with him, I didn't expect him to say to me: "I can laugh, but you can't laugh!" ”
I got angry, "Why can you laugh but I can't?" ”
The monk said, "Where do you see me?" ”
Before he finished speaking, I saw him standing in the sky, the clouds under his feet were colorful, and behind him were full of gods and Buddhas, everyone was shining with colorful light, and everyone was smiling at me.
And he said to me again on the clouds, "Now look where you are?" ”
I looked down and saw that my lower body had fallen into the quagmire, and as far as I could see, it was full of dead trees and branches, black rocks and black rocks, and I didn't know what was swimming in the quagmire, it seemed to be a fish, and it seemed to be a snake, all of which were black, and I felt a behemoth wriggling under my feet, so frightened that I quickly called for help to him.
He stretched out his hand to me, but he was in the sky, I was in the mire, I couldn't reach him, and the more anxious I was, the deeper I sank, and soon the mire reached my chest, and I screamed in fright, and the monk stood in the sky and said to me, "If you wait for me to save you, you will soon be sunk in." You don't save yourself! ”
The last five words were so loud that I felt my heart tremble, yes, why didn't I try to save myself? Why do I have to wait for him to pull me out?
Thinking of this, I left all my fears behind, my hands kept pulling the mud on my chest, and my whole body was as flat as possible, I watched TV and said that if you fall into a swamp or quicksand, you must lie down as much as possible, otherwise the more you struggle, the deeper you fall, and the end of the game will definitely be over!
I was working hard, I felt the sludge in my chest retreat slightly, and my breathing was smooth, I suddenly felt empty under my feet, and the thing that was wriggling under my feet suddenly disappeared from under my feet, and before I could react, I felt a strong wind mixed with a foul smell rushing towards me, I looked up hard, and I saw a thing covered in mud like a big snake, biting me with a big mouth, I couldn't move in the mud at all, I quickly asked the monk standing in the sky for help, the monk saw the big snake coming out to bite, Eyebrows raised, hands folded, and a loud noise came out of his mouth: "Om!" ”
The serpent vanished at once, and I was shaken by the loud noise, and I woke up from my dream.
(Thank you [Little Pure Little Shy] for rewarding one hundred starting coins, eternity has a dinner tonight, I can't refuse, but I try to rush back as soon as possible, if I can't watch five more today, I will definitely make up for it tomorrow, in order to thank [Little Pure Little Shy] for your strong support!) Eternity is from what you say to what you do! )