Chapter 146: Opening Your Heart (1)

"Oops!" Fan Xuezhi felt that he didn't make any effort, but He Anan was in pain, and stretched out his hand to cover his face: "What's wrong, you are!" How can you still pinch people! ”

Fan Xuezhi withdrew his hand and looked at He An'an with a satisfied expression. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

He Anan rubbed his face and glared at him: "I really owe my hand!" ”

"Actually, I owe it a lot!" Fan Xuezhi's throat moved, and he muttered in a low voice.

"What?" He Anan didn't hear clearly.

Fan Xuezhi shook his head and stretched out his hand to the door of the store: "The cold drink is here." ”

He An'an's attention was immediately attracted by ice cream.

He Anan ate two bites of his peanut-flavored ice cream, stretched out his head and asked Fan Xuezhi, "Is it delicious?" You're his signature staple. ”

Fan Xuezhi tasted it, and it was okay, the milk was very fragrant, a little greasy, he raised his eyebrows and deliberately teased He An'an: "Why don't you order it?" What are you talking about, it's delicious to look at nuts. ”

"I love nuts." He Anan pushed his own in front of him: "Peanuts, they are fragrant, why don't you taste them?" ”

Fan Xuezhi took the spoon and dug a little, the ice cream was sandwiched with nuts, which was better than his own, and he reached out and dug again.

"Is it delicious?" He Anan asked.

Fan Xuezhi nodded: "I've never eaten like this." ”

"And what do you eat?" He Anan is quite curious, Fan Xuezhi's family conditions are also very good, and he has never seen anything good.

Fan Xuezhi picked up the one with nuts and dug up another spoonful: "The popsicles sold in the supermarket at the entrance of the compound, but my grandmother didn't let me eat them all the time, saying that it was too cold and not good for my health." ”

He Anan nodded understandingly: "As soon as people get older, they pay attention to health preservation. ”

Fan Xuezhi stuffed the spoon into his mouth and smiled indistinctly: "It seems that you know a lot." ”

He Anan can't talk about this, she used to understand, that's because Song Liang's mother loves to do this, and if she has nothing to do, she just talks about eating this is good for the body, and that can't hurt the body. Song Liang occasionally remembered it, so he complained to her.

Fan Xuezhi picked up a crispy crispy crisp and ate it directly, clicking, sweet and silky, very delicious.

He Anan laughed at him: "It's the first time I've eaten it when I see you, this crispy crispy is eaten with ice cream." ”

She picked up a stick of ice cream dipped in the cup and took a bite: "You try." ”

Fan Xuezhi has the same example, the sweetness of the ice cream is mixed with the crispy and crispy aroma, and the ice is cold and quite chewy.

"Delicious, right?" He Anan asked.

Fan Xuezhi nodded.

He Anan smiled: "Actually, when I ate it for the first time, like you, if I hadn't told me quietly, I would have thought that the crispy crispy was eaten directly, I had never eaten this kind of thing when I was a child." ”

He Anan casually talked about living in the countryside when he was a child.

"There is no supermarket in the village at all, if you are hungry, I will eat cucumbers and persimmons grown in my own yard in autumn, and my grandfather also planted a small strawberry field for me, in fact, at the beginning it was moved back from the neighbor's house to two trees, and then the strawberries themselves ran the seedlings and occupied a piece of land."

"You haven't seen it, have you? Have you ever picked vegetables from the seedlings yourself? Have you ever eaten a small apple plucked straight from a tree? ”

"When I was younger, I went to the garden, I picked strawberries and I picked grapes." Fan Xuezhi took the crispy crispy ice cream and took a bite, his voice was vague and a little low.

He Anan looked at Fan Xuezhi and bit her lip, she knew who Fan Xuezhi said he spent with when he was a child, and she could understand the regrets and longings in his heart.

"Actually, I'm quite similar to you, you lost your parents all of a sudden, I only had a mother, and then I lost her." He An'an was astringent and a little bitter in his heart.

Fan Xuezhi looked up at He An'an, his eyes were deep, and he didn't speak.

He Anan smiled bitterly: "I have more fathers than you now, but you still have more grandmothers than me, your grandmother hurts you, it must be much stronger than my father, your grandmother is your eldest grandson, and my father has three children." ”

He Anan said this, she didn't mean to complain, her current life is much smoother than in her previous life, she is quite content, she just doesn't want Fan Xuezhi to fall into the shadow of her parents' car accident death.

"When I was young, since I can remember, my mother has been sick in bed, there is always a particularly smoky smell of Chinese medicine at home, and then I got used to it, I don't feel anything, go out to play with people, others will always ask, what is this smell? It smells so bad. ”

In He An'an's childhood memories, in addition to the endless jars of bitter medicine boiled one after another, it was the look of regret, loss, and nostalgia on his mother's face.

"When I was older and knew what death was, and after I understood what it meant, I was always scared, especially worried that if I got up one morning, my mother would die."

That kind of fear used to be deeply lingering in her mind, lingering, it was precisely because of this that in her previous life, whenever she saw He Fangyao could accompany Fang Huimin and enjoy the love of her mother's love, she would always want to be jealous and hateful uncontrollably.

"But when my mother really died and left me, I was not as sad and sad as I imagined."

He Anan looked at Fan Xuezhi: "I don't know if it's more painful to lose suddenly like you, or it's more sad to be tortured slowly like me." ”

Fan Xuezhi pinched the plastic spoon, his eyes were red, since his parents died, this matter has been a taboo in the family, and everyone will pay attention not to mention it in front of him, for fear that he will be sad and sad.

He kept this matter in his heart alone, covering it, hiding it, hugging it to death, vomiting and rotten.

He never thought that one day, he would face one person, two people, and dig up this piece of rotten meat to dry, or directly pick it off with his hands and dig it out with a knife.

"When I had a car accident, my mother turned around and told me that when I got to the place, she wanted to take me to the local amusement park to play, and I heard that there was a new entertainment project there, so she started to settle in, which was very fun. My mom was talking, and suddenly she crashed, and I heard my mom screaming my name, and then it was dark, and when I opened my eyes again, the world was red, and I was leaning on my mom's arms, and she was slimy and wet, and I reached out and touched it, and I saw that my hands were bright red. ”

For the first time, Fan Xuezhi took the initiative to recall the scene at the time of this incident, and it was also the first time to explain to a person his state of mind when he was afraid of helplessness.

When Fan Xuezhi spoke, his eyebrows were lowered, his lips trembled, his emotions began to become confused, and he talked over and over all the pictures he saw at that time, scene after scene, vividly. He spoke in detail, from the big hand that the rescuer reached in to his grandfather's frown as he hugged him and cried. (To be continued.) )