"That...... Pray? It's time to get up......"

"Hmm......? Yes...... I'm sorry, Lily, I think you're bothering me to wake me up again......"

"I'm nothing...... But is it really okay for you to keep doing this? ”

"It's okay, after a while, you should be able to get used to it...... So I'm going to bother you during this time, Lily. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info The guys...... I can't count on them. ”

It hadn't been long since I got back from Fu Hailin, and the same thing happened almost every morning. The reason is actually quite simple...... It's just that if no one takes the initiative to wake up the girl, she seems to be able to sleep like this forever. At first, the others didn't take it very seriously, just when she was too lazy to reach a new level, and she was able to sleep for a few days in a row. Until one day, Liliana really had something to confirm with her, so she really couldn't go in and shake her...... Only then did I find out that it wasn't that the other party had been trying to sleep until now - but that she couldn't wake up voluntarily!

Since then, it has become her new job to count the time when the other party sleeps every day and be responsible for waking up the other party who is in a nightmare at the right time.

"I'm sorry, if I could have studied more deeply in the Clock Tower......"

"No, it has nothing to do with you, Lily...... It's entirely my own problem. ”

That's right, it's all her own doing...... No one is to blame.

"So, have you at least consulted with Lord Athena? If it were Athena-sama, there would be a way to do it. ”

“…… I went to her as soon as I could, but as I said earlier, it's all my own problem, so even she can't do anything about it......"

As she spoke, the girl's eyes lost focus again, and her mind wandered again.

"Pray, sir? Pray, sir! Wake up! ”

“…… I really can't relax for a moment, this troublesome thing. ”

The girl sighed speechlessly, her own inherent enchantment...... It's a nuisance.

That's right, the reason why she has become the way she is now is completely due to her inherent enchantment.

As mentioned before, her inherent enchantment ...... That's completely a mad dog type, and when you see someone, you go up, and your six relatives don't recognize it. This is the effect when I put it out, and when I didn't put it out...... Naturally, she is the only victim~ This is why she always feels that she has lost - her enemies are not as many as some people, so strong...... No matter how you look at it, it's more when she herself is affected!

So, every night, when her spirit has relaxed a little, she will enter a dream like this: she is alone, in a city full of gray. It's not that the city is really all grey, it's just that ...... No matter how bright the other colors are, they will only give people this feeling. She walked alone in the city, like an ordinary little girl. Except for the endless lifespan that still followed her, all powers, including superpowers, were completely wiped out of her body...... There is not a trace of it.

And the city itself is very, very strange...... Here, everyone lives in an orderly manner, and there are enough people to do every job, and all the people who do it are dedicated and will never do anything that violates professional ethics. Walking into a bookstore, the girl opened a few history books. The history of the city is recorded in the book, how glorious and proud it is. The currency is still in circulation in the city - even though the inhabitants don't need it! Whatever you need, you just need to get it yourself, and the technology here is very advanced, and it solves many problems that seem to be impossible to solve. It is precisely this that has created an extreme prosperity of material life in this city, which is almost inexhaustible. Although the city has not known how many years it has spent in such peace, the other problems that should have arisen, such as complacency, spiritual regression, etc., have not appeared at all, and the whole city is still as prosperous and vibrant as it was many years ago. Every resident who lives here is free to choose their own life, no one will blame them, and they can experience all kinds of life they want. In fact, not to mention the ordinary jobs, even fraudsters and kidnappers can also haunt the city. Even, there will be shouts "Thoughts don't die!" "The rebels, the careerists, who preach their own ideas to the people, but, for some reason, the girl knows in her heart that this is their job, just like everyone else, they ...... is also doing his job with all his heart.

Dolls, that's how the inhabitants of the city give the girl.

Everyone is like a puppet pulling a string, living in an orderly manner according to some kind of will that comes from nowhere. Ordinary life, out of its will, makes ordinary daily life warm and full; A life of luxury is also out of its will to make such a life look colorful; The life of crime is also out of its will, so that they are fighting wits and courage with the police every day, pursuing the excitement and the line of life and death that they can never experience in ordinary times; Even the dark rebels who shouted loudly about the status quo could not escape its will, and from beginning to end, it was actually controlled by it......

The city ...... It should be perfect, right? But...... Why is this the case? The girl walked down the street and was puzzled by this. Everything here...... Isn't it all that people usually praise loudly? All people desire justice, and as a result, the people of this city are truly equal, without exception; Everyone longs for order, so in this city, life is always in order, and even the slightest accident actually appears when they are eager to appear; Everyone longs for freedom, so in this city, everyone can choose the life they want, and if they are bored, they can even change it at will, and experience a different life in a limited time; Virtue is praised by all, and so in this city all are of noble character, fearless of power, and courageous to speak out; Everybody craves prosperity, and in this city, the whole city thrives, and is full of energy; All shouted for glory, and ......

But why? Why, why is it still as if something important is missing? All people's wishes can be fulfilled, and the bottomless ravines of desire can be filled. So, what do they really need? Speaking of which, even if you claim that this is a utopia, you should not be wrong, right? Isn't this the form of society that people ultimately desire? Why, why is it still the way it is? Something is wrong, but where...... Nothing is missing, nothing is dissatisfied, be it economic, military, cultural...... Each one is what people want it to be. So, at the end of the day, is there really a problem? Or is it ...... What they are looking forward to, is actually ...... now?

Every night, she would indulge in this dream...... In her dreams, she didn't realize that she was dreaming. Therefore, she has been trying to ponder and wonder what is missing here...... If she can't think of it for a day, she can't get relief for a day. So every night and every night, she couldn't wake up, and she was trapped in the prison she had prepared for herself...... Until one day, she can understand who she really is, where she came from, and where she is going, and this ...... In the end, what is missing decisively......

Speaking of which, is she in that city, or living in an imperfect world, which is more like a dream? In the dream of the dream, she saw that kind of life, and she never gave up looking for this answer - obviously the world in the dream was not perfect, but she could still feel a faint happiness. Obviously, the history of the world here is so perfect that all the desires of life, whether good or bad, can be satisfied. So why...... But she never felt happy? There must still be something missing here...... But the question is - what is missing?

I don't understand, I don't understand at all. Even if you try to check various academic journals, you can only see all kinds of arguments about the "happiness" of the present. Yes, the strange thing may not be this supposedly perfect world, but ...... I live here myself.

If you don't understand it, why do you have to understand it? Maybe...... Just live here all the time. Isn't this the world of everyone's dreams? There shouldn't be anything bad about living here all the time......

"Sure enough, you're here. So is this your world...... It's really full of your own bad taste. ”

"Huh? Who are you, little girl? ”

"Don't remember anything...... Well, I'll tell you a story, how about that? ”

"Story?"

"Well, it's a story about the gods and the first perfect woman made by those boring gods, and your mother, Pandora...... Well, if you have to talk about it, it seems like you're the opposite of her......"

PS: A change on a regular weekend......

I'm renting an apartment...... Where am I going to stay later......

I've found the Servant...... Very much like, huh...... It's really very similar......

How can I be a warrior of love? I'm a healing person...... How healing.

Thanks for this tip that has nothing to do with me...... I decided, let's use Alipay after a while, meow this is too wasteful...... These add up...... It's enough for me to find a VPN, right......

Well, now I'm in a small southern town called Eastbourne. By the way, this is me eleven years ago...... I studied with all my classmates for two months. It's also where I feel like I've spent the happiest two months of my life...... It was that experience that made me want to come back to this country again. However, now that I'm here again, the view is still the same view, the church is still the same church, and suddenly it feels like there's nothing left......

At that time, I lived in a big room with seven or eight classmates. Now, I live alone in a five-star hotel with a history of more than 100 years.

At that time, I could only follow the teacher's instructions and wander around in a limited amount of time. Now, I'm alone, I can go wherever I want, and I can eat whatever I want.

At that time, I could hardly understand what the locals were saying, but now ...... I ate in a hall with a bunch of people in formal and evening dresses and had afternoon tea......

At that time, we missed meals and had nothing to eat. Right now...... The 24-hour room service didn't want me to call anything at all......

However, I went to that place again and saw where we were noisy at that time. Suddenly, I found that I didn't feel that way anymore......

Now I suddenly found out that I feel so happy, maybe it's because I was with my classmates who wanted to graduate early and disconnected, some people played PS2 with you, some people wandered around with you, and some people confused with you about what this was...... Hawkers,Although I don't think I will be very happy to see them again,But the beautification bonus of memories...... It's amazing.

At that time, I also talked to friends who lived in a host family about their crushes, and now ...... Forget it, let's not talk about it......

Cherish it a little while you can still cherish the people around you, otherwise...... I'm afraid I can only see it in memories.