The night was so long for me, I wanted to close my eyes so tightly and never get up, I was afraid to see the world. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Jiang Yan's attitude made me feel that I was the stupidest fool in the world, and Wang Zishi, as long as he still recognized me as a brother, I would never treat him as a stranger.

Jiang Yan helped Ou Zexiu to disappear from my sight, and Wang Zishi shook his head fiercely, leaving only me, An Yue and Liu Wei. In a drowsy state, I was helped left and right by them to a park.

The sadness spread all over my body, I didn't seem to feel my breathing, Liu Wei held my trembling hand, and I said, "Help me light a cigarette." ”

What happened tonight was too sudden, my heart couldn't be calm for a long time, and tonight may be a dividing line between me and Jiang Yan.

I don't know if I can forget all the pain on this night, but Wang Zishi's words still linger in my mind, "No one can't live without anyone, only who doesn't let go of whom." ”

Looking at the silent night, I smiled bitterly.

Liu Wei's hand still didn't leave the corner of my clothes, as if she was afraid that I would run away, she said: "Luo Bing, why are you laughing like this, don't be like this, I'm so scared...."

An Yue sighed and pulled Liu Wei and said, "Let him be alone and quiet, let's go over there for a walk." ”

Liu Wei looked at me with a worried look and said, "Luo Bing, Sister An Yue and I will go over there to buy you baked sweet potatoes, don't mess around." ”

I smoked a cigarette and nodded.

In the early hours of the morning, the park was silent, I opened my mobile phone and looked at Jiang Yan's beautiful desktop photos, I suddenly felt the suffocation after the heart was broken, I clicked on the picture, forced myself to change that familiar face, the mood at the moment, I can't express it in words, I only feel that my heart is dripping blood......

I shook my head helplessly and smiled bitterly, this is life, it always creates pain for you so pervasively, I seem to feel the suffocation before the collapse again.

It wasn't long before the sound of high heels rang out, and I stood up and exhaled, and said to them, "It's so late, I'll go back first." ”

Liu Wei looked at me in surprise, walked up to me and suddenly hugged me and said, "Luo Bing, I feel so sorry for you, come with me to SH and the two of us will live together, promise me, okay?" ”

I disguised my emotions, chuckled and patted her on the back and said, "I'm fine, I've figured it out, just think of it as a hurdle that life has given me, maybe I can live better without Jiang Yan, I will change, you don't have to worry about me." ”

An Yue looked at me suspiciously and said, "Are you sure?" ”

In front of An Yue, I never pretended, I said: "I will definitely not leave Suzhou, this is my root, and Uncle Wang and Wang Yuan need me, I will not leave them." ”

An Yue sighed and said, "I'll go back first, you take care of yourself, I still have to pick up people at the airport tomorrow." She turned away, then thought of something and turned back and said, "If you are wrong once, don't be wrong again." ”

An Yue's car gradually disappeared from my sight, and I squinted my eyes and said, "Thank you, An Yue...."

After An Yue left, I looked at Liu Wei and said, "Weiwei, when are you leaving?" ”

She burst into tears, bit her lip and said, "Do you want to drive me away so much?" ”

I hurriedly explained, "You misunderstood. ”

Liu Wei choked back tears and said: "I know that you are still in the shadow of Jiang Yan and can't come out, but it doesn't matter, I will always wait for you, I will come back three months after I go to SH to film this time, and then we will welcome a new life together, okay?" ”

I bowed my head and was silent.

...........

This night, I had insomnia again, and I drank two bottles of Erguotou by myself, asking myself, I still love Jiang Yan.

But I know we can't go back to the past, and although those days were a little bitter, I still feel content in the bitterness.

Now that I see the reality clearly, I tell myself that I can't live in the back of her turning away, Luo Bing, it's time for you to change.

The night turned into early morning, the sun did not know when it shone into my room through the gap in the curtains, I looked out the window, the sun was warm on my face, it was a beautiful morning, but it was a new beginning for me.

When I came to the yard, I picked up the shower to irrigate the potted plants, and then put them on the flower stand one by one, looking at the red tulips, I actually thought about Xia Yuan.

These days, she and I have been adding WeChat to each other from the beginning of the sword to the present, I smiled, this woman is really interesting, it has become too fast.

Boredom, I picked up a broom and swept the ground, the boundary line was rubbed by Xia Yuan with her feet, I looked at the yard over there, hesitating whether to help her sweep the floor.

Walking towards her yard, although the ground was a brand new bluestone slab, it was full of dust, and I shook my head to help her clean the yard.

Then I closed the courtyard door, walked to the 'mood haven', came to the coffee shop, in the early morning it was very deserted, looking at the front desk I didn't see Qiao Yi's tall and thin figure, but a beautiful girl, I looked at this girl with a good face, she looked like she was only in her early twenties, and thought to myself: This must be the Snow White!

I walked up to the front desk and said to her, "Beauty, give me a drink." ”

She looked at me with a frown and said, "I'm sorry, we don't have this coffee here......"

I teased her and said, "How can it be, if you don't have mood coffee, then how can you call the name of your store Mood Haven." ”

She looked at me helplessly and said, "This ........"

At this time, Qiao Yi came in from the door, patted me and said, "Are you tired?" Change the mood again. ”

I chuckled and grabbed Qiao Yi and said, "Why don't you introduce Snow White to me?" ”

"So you two know each other...... I thought he...."

Qiao Yi took the words and said with a smile: "You thought he was a hooligan, didn't you?" ”

"Damn, how do you talk?"

The two were still teasing each other, and during the chat, he told me that this girl was his girlfriend, Taiwanese, and they met in Taipei and had known each other for three years.

I looked at this sweet girl carefully, and then whispered to Qiao Yi: "Brother, you are really a cow, you actually tricked her to Suzhou." ”

Qiao Yi squinted at me and said, "What is a lie, she did it voluntarily, and you don't look at how attractive I am." ”

"Yes, very strong."

Then Qiao Yi asked, "You and Jiang Yan should also make a statement." ”

I drank my coffee and was silent.

Qiao Yi continued with a look of hatred that iron is not made of steel: "I said you, if you take the initiative to order that your two children are two years old. ”

I said impatiently: "Go and go, don't talk to me, she and I are just.... Friendships. ”

Are we still friends?