Chapter 141
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"It means that you actually knew about your father's death a long time ago, and it was Xu Jingsheng who did it, right? You must have known that Grandma Sun is no longer alive, you lied to me! You keep saying that I want to trust you! How do you make me trust you? I showed my sincerity under your nose like a fool, I told you that I doubted Xu Jingsheng, what about you? Have you been laughing at me in your heart at the time, laughing at me for being stupid, laughing at me for thinking inhuman for so many years? Then you can laugh at me while taking care of your ego and think you can take care of everything for me, don't you? But did you ever think that it was my real father? I can't sleep well if I don't implement it for a day! Do you understand? β
Xue Rulin put down all her pretenses, and after scolding this paragraph, she had already spent all her energy, she slowly squatted on the ground, and cried regardless of her image. This was the first time she had fully erupted since she got right with him, like fiery lava erupting in one fell swoop, scalding Ning Mu and herself.
"That's my real father! How can you hide it from me? How can you bear to hide it from me? Rulin kept questioning him.
Ning Mu's heart was torn and bloody, her words were never sharper, she was smart and wise but often seemed careless, this time she was right, and she told him all the changes in his mentality from beginning to end. Neither he nor she are perfect, and he has never advertised himself as perfect.
Now that she has spread it all out, he has no place to be ashamed, but his heart for her has taken the lead. Squatted in front of her and hugged her body that kept crying and trembling, but was pushed away by Rulin, "Get out!" Get out! I don't want to see you again! You are the same as Xu Jingsheng, half a catty and half a tael! It's not a good thing! β
Ning Mu stepped forward again and tightly imprisoned her in his arms, "You beat me and scold me!" I don't have much to explain about that. At first, I had some thoughts of revenge on you, and then I purely wanted to shelter you, and I would solve everything. It's me who is too naΓ―ve and arrogant to take into account your feelings. You can do whatever you want to me, don't hurt yourself, I beg you! β
Xue Rulin struggled a few times without breaking free, and slumped weakly on his shoulders, "Ning Mu, let's leave!" If I do this again, I'll go crazy sooner or later! Not only will you not like me, but I will not like myself anymore. β
This time, Ning Mu did not veto her again, but said to her gently and firmly, "Lin'er, I have you in my heart, you have me in my heart, we finally have Qin Se and Ming, unless I die, I will not be separated from you." β
He stroked her lower abdomen with one hand, "There is also an unborn baby here, the first two children have lost their beautiful childhood in our family, and this poor child has left her without a father as soon as she is born, which is too cruel." Lin'er, I know you need space to be quiet, so that I won't appear in front of you for this time, okay, you take care of your body, give me another chance, and when you are willing, I will chase you back again, okay? Ning Mu begged her with some humility.
Rulin stopped crying, her body was still trembling and sobbing, she knew in her heart that their age, status and identity were impossible to separate, and she didn't really want to leave him, but if she didn't do this, she didn't know how to vent, she would suffocate if she didn't vent!
"You stay in the house, let me out! I took Dongdong to live in Zhuangzi, and I didn't want to be here anymore. The room was full of traces of him, and the air was filled with the sweetness of the laughter of the past, all of which would suffocate her, and she had to escape. Let her go out, anything else from the Li family, the Wang family, and the Zhao family, she doesn't have to think about it at all.
Ning Mu had no other way, her mental state was very bad, she was on the verge of collapse at any time, and kept begging to let her out, even if he had a thousand tricks, he couldn't do it to her.
As long as her heart is still in him, he is confident that he will redeem her in the future, for her now, stabilizing her emotions and recuperating her body is the most important thing, he can't selfishly hang her firmly by his side for the fear in his heart, but make her feel more painful, which will only push her farther away.
"Okay, I promise you, but you also have to promise me not to mention the word 'harmony' again. For your safety, I'll equip you with the manpower when you go out this time, don't be bored. During this time, you have to take care of your body, I will miss you very much, and when you are no longer so uncomfortable, I will go to see you, okay? "Ning Mu was about to kneel down and beg her, the word 'Heli' was really a blow to him, he couldn't even imagine it, he had been tightly tied to her since he was a child in his life, and if he completely lost her, he would lose the strength to survive.
Rulin said, 'Harmony', isn't it painful for herself? She is more painful than anyone else, seeing Ning Mu like this, she is also more distressed than anyone else, but she can't think of a better way now, in this case, if they are together again, she is afraid that they will only hurt each other more deeply.
"Okay, I promise you. Father and mother, I went and said. I'll leave tomorrow. Rulin replied.
Ning Mu took a deep breath, "Take Old Man Zhao with you, he is here for you, with him by your side, I can rest assured, Lin'er ......, "Can't you not go?"
"Okay." Tears came out of his eyes with some disobedience.
Ning Mu couldn't suppress the mood in her heart anymore, grabbed the back of her head, grabbed her red lips fiercely, and demanded it as hard as the last time.
Bitter tears in their mouths are lessons they lack.
Ning Mu personally went to Zhao Shanchang and solemnly entrusted Rulin to him, Zhao Shanchang glanced at him a few times, "The body is easy to treat, but the heart disease is difficult to treat." "I promised to go to Zhuangzi with Rulin to help her recuperate.
With the help of Zhao Shanchang, the old lady and the old lady have no opinions, since the environment in Zhuangzi is good, it is okay to go there for a while.
Zhao Shanchang didn't let Ning Shao follow, in his opinion, there was no need to let a young man who was preparing for the exam be separated from his quarrelsome parents, and assigned him homework, let him stay in the capital, pay more attention to current affairs, and communicate more with his peers. Zhao Shanchang didn't know the inside story, thinking that Rulin would have to come back after staying for a few days.
Rulin set off early the next morning with Dongdong Xue Yan Xue Tong and Zhao Shanchang, the Zhuangzi who stayed in the county last time was used to living, and Dongdong made new friends there again, and he was very happy. The people also thought that Mrs. was just going to Zhuangzi for a walk, and no one knew that the two had a big fight yesterday.
Ning Mu stood on the side of the carriage and looked at her through the window, and a thousand words in her eyes turned into a sentence, "Come back early." β
The carriage clattered forward, and the road was unimpeded, and Rulin watched a few children play cards in the car, as if she had really forgotten everything. (To be continued.) )