Chapter 200: Life is a finite life and infinite renewal
"Yesterday, two people were killed in a house in Fuyuki City, and one was taken to the hospital for treatment due to a sudden mental illness. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info includes two brothers and sisters who are not yet minors and an elderly man who lives alone at home. In this incident, there were traces of the room being overturned, and the police suspected that the incident was related to robbery and homicide, so they launched a further investigation......"
In the early morning of winter, playing with Illyasfil, who had not yet reached the estimated time of awakening, Miss Emiya quietly savored the news with a smile that could be called kind. What the? That old bug isn't dead, it's just crazy? Oops, forget it, she's also a reasonable person no matter what she says...... Didn't they kill her back then? Then she should repay the favor now...... Well, even if this Liangzi is in the past, it can be regarded as a report and a report......
"Your Highness the Lord......"
"It's okay, it's okay~ That old guy will definitely not die so easily - in fact, I didn't do anything, I just helped him broaden his horizons and understand the world from a new perspective, right? Other words...... As long as he still has hope, he will definitely struggle hard to try to get out of this nightmare, right? What will be done? This is really exciting~ Ahem, I think that the human mind lacks the ability to connect what is known, which is the most benevolent thing in the world. Humanity lives on an island called Ignorance in the dark ocean, a vast ocean full of secrets, but we shouldn't sail too far and explore too deep – I was thinking: since you know everything...... Why do you have to write it? Isn't it said that it is better to be happy alone than to be happy in all? I think sharing is really the most wonderful thing in the world - you see, if you share happiness, then happiness will be multiplied by two; And if you share the pain, the pain will be multiplied by one-half~ Don't look at me like that, I'm not crazy...... Or maybe I'm going crazy with a calm mind? Who knows...... Whew, if that's crazy, then I feel like ...... Not bad? Hope is his nightmare! Hahahaha...... Ahem. ”
A madman doesn't realize he's crazy...... I still didn't quite understand what my lord was saying, but what Ushiwakamaru wanted to say was ...... It's not about the old man at all. Well, of course, she will also care about whether her master succeeds in revenge, but ...... She could wait until the dust settled.
"Your Highness, I still don't know what you're showing off. However, I would like to say that the situation there was revealed about a day earlier than we expected. Wouldn't that have an impact on your plans? ”
"Hmm...... You say this, it doesn't matter, right? After all, we can't just hide like this all the time, and besides, haven't we teamed up with Berserker to hide from anyone? With Berserker as the main combat force, as long as the tactics are appropriate, there will be absolutely no problem~ Berserker's words...... One fights two doesn't seem to be a real thing~"
Miss Sakura's eyes lit up as she said this, not noticing that the eyes of the servants around her were becoming less and less bright...... How so? Rider was a sunset warrior anyway, and he was the number one person. When you talk about modern times, what did her master ask her to do? There's one thing, it's all the work of an assassin, isn't it? For Her Royal Highness, what sense of justice and honor...... She can be completely thrown away. But what the hell is it that you're letting her, a servant, simply stay away from the fight? To be honest, she really feels a little bit of a self-esteem now—and in this way, the meaning of her existence...... Where is it? The other party's pet?
Intellectually, of course, she knew that this was the best thing for them, and she could appreciate her Master's concern for her. But emotionally speaking, there is no such thing as existential meaning at all...... She really can't stand it anymore!
"Well, that, the main hall, I don't know where to start...... However, he is also a samurai anyway! ”
"I know? If you weren't even a samurai, there wouldn't be many people in this country who could be called samurai, right? ”
Looking at the puzzled expression on the other party's face, even Rider herself was a little confused whether her master should be said to be keen, or ...... What about natural stays?
"In addition to berserker, please allow you to participate in the battle! Whether you are a servant or a samurai, you can't tolerate yourself doing nothing! ”
"Where is there to do nothing...... Whether it's me or Illya, we still need rider for you to ......"
"Please don't be perfunctory, Your Highness! Anyway, in your plan, you don't need to protect you all the time! Of course, I understand your intentions, but I'm also a samurai! ”
Did she take gunpowder today......? Looking at the servant who knelt in front of her and asked for her life, Miss Sakura really felt a faint helplessness in her heart - wasn't it okay a few days ago, why did she suddenly become so radical today? It's not like Miss Sakura looks down on her servant...... It's that the people who participated in this Holy Grail War are all monsters! Well...... Except for Saber, they're all monsters, yes! Although as long as you can become a heroic spirit, you will definitely have your own powerful treasures. But a servant like Saber who doesn't get any magic power at all...... No matter how strong the treasure is, it's just her talisman, and there's nothing to be afraid of!
“…… I understand. It is also the duty of the head of the family to fulfill the wishes of the retainers, and since you trust me, I will definitely satisfy you. ”
"Hearing your Royal Highness say this, I am really grateful."
Smiling and listening to her honest and happy response, Miss Sakura's eyes were filled with something inexplicable. Instead of turning her head to check the other man's face, she closed her eyes a little sadly—she was a servant, though she might indeed be naïve in some ways, but also in some ways...... She can be said to be unexpectedly acute.
"So...... Until then, please do one more thing for me - now、Where is the Tosaka family's stronghold? ”
"Based on yesterday's investigation, Saber and Archer's Master must have formed an alliance. Now, both sides are gathered in the Emiya family's mansion. ”
"Good work. Then, put the head of Yan Feng that I asked you to cut off before in front of the door of the Emiya family. Be sure to let Tosaka be the first to see it...... Do you understand? ”
"Understood. The main hall ...... Does this mean anything? If you don't mean anything in particular, it is not advisable to make such a provocative move in the first place. Now that we are close to being exposed, what we should do more is to stand still, so as not to respond to all changes, so as to wait for the time to come...... Please be sure to refer to the comments below. ”
"I see what you mean...... Indeed, with Caster's personality, she would prioritize choosing the Master who attacked Saber rather than actively asking for an alliance with Saber and Archer, and then take Saber into her own hands as soon as possible. However, there is one thing I want to know more - you say, Tosaka, she knows everything...... Or do you not know anything? After seeing Yan Feng's head, her first reaction will tell us all the truth. Based on how well she knows, I'll re-evaluate her threat level to decide who we should focus on next......"
"It's still not recommended. Our next goal is clearly ......"
"Go ahead, you'll get an interesting answer...... Even if she really didn't know anything and was hostile to us, she would never find the stronghold we have now. Anyway, in your time, didn't you often use this method to induce the enemy to make reckless judgments? There's nothing to lose anyway, so let's go and give it a try. ”
"If you insist on it...... Under the command. ”
Seeing her servant get up and set off, Miss Sakura gently patted the little ass of the Lori sister in her arms - the child had already woken up and was now pretending to be asleep in her arms.
"Don't pretend, sister. From the moment I noticed that you were all wet underneath, but your breathing was still so steady, I knew you must have woken up long ago—you say, did I really look a little bit obsessed just now? ”
“…… I don't know, I don't know! I just woke up, too, so wouldn't it be nice to follow Sakura's wishes? I think Rin is okay anyway......"
"Yes, yes, yes. So, at least don't roll on my lap, I'm a wounded ......."
Smiling wryly and stroking the other party's silky hair, Miss Sakura paused slightly, and when she spoke again, she said something unrelated.
"Sister, you know what? Generally speaking, parents tell their children some bedtime stories, right? Sometimes it's a fairy tale, sometimes it's an allegory. But when I was younger, the one in my family would always tell me something before bed...... It's a very peculiar story. For example, the magical girl is obviously gorgeous and cute, and it is the existence that children look forward to to representing hope...... But she would tell me that the so-called magical girls are actually just a bunch of ignorant girls who have been deceived. Although they look glamorous, what awaits them is endless despair. After I had been exposed to magic a little, I had a keen interest in the philosopher's stone in alchemy - after all, who doesn't want something so convenient! However, in her story...... The Philosopher's Stone is indeed powerful, but it is essentially the soul of a human being. Blindly pursuing the truth or something is even more foolish. Later, I slowly began to want to know something very profound, about life. At that time, I really wanted to prove myself, so I would say something that seemed to make sense...... For example: there is no accident in the world, only necessity and so on. But she smiled and told me that in fact, in this world, there is no necessity, only chance. Of course, I was not convinced, so I gave many examples, but she just looked at me with a smile and did not refute a word. Later, I couldn't figure it out, so I went to consult the gods. When the gods heard this, they also chuckled and looked at me, and then said to me, "Yes." I asked her how it could be right, and it was obviously a diametrically opposed answer, so there would always be a right and wrong answer, right? Then the gods told me that it was because we were in different positions and had very different perspectives on the world, so we would have completely different answers. I look at people, society, and living things, so I come to this conclusion. But when I asked her where the man was looking, she just smiled and got up and left...... There is absolutely no answer to what I mean. Speaking of which, she has always been very busy, and I don't understand why they all bully the master so much and always let her go to work. Then that person reluctantly told me that my master is actually a workaholic...... You can't let her sit idle. Because once she's free, she really doesn't know what to do. So, they can only let her go, it's always good to do what they like...... Later, the master started telling me something about her sister, and she said I could just listen to the story. Anyway, it's all uncomfortable, about the scourge of human stupidity......"
Her voice sounded so far away that even the person in her arms was completely stunned for a moment, not knowing what to say.
"Sakura? What happened to you? Why do you suddenly talk about these ......? ”
"It's nothing, I just suddenly feel a little sad and want to talk...... Obviously, I really don't want to lie to Rider - even if it's just for a while, why can't you just just listen to me all the time? I never thought she was incompetent, and I didn't want her to prove herself in this way...... But now even if I say it, it's useless, she just thinks I'm just perfunctory to her. So ......"
"So ......?"
"So...... Sister, are you willing to take a small risk with me? Since I can't convince her...... Then I'll have to let her come back to me on her own. It may be a little dangerous, but I'll do my best to protect you, okay? ”
"No problem~ I always feel like I'm with Sakura, and I can go anywhere!"
"Sister, you really make me feel ashamed to say that...... By the way, breakfast should have been delivered to the door, right? Can you help me get it? It's still a little inconvenient......"
"No problem, leave it to me!"
Looking at her sister who quickly got dressed and jumped out the door, Miss Sakura looked at her right hand and let out a long sigh......
"Really, I'm the worst scumbag......"
PS: Routine update ...... It's early enough, right? I'm going to sleep in the library for the next two days...... I hope I have time to submit an essay.
Thanks to Xiaoxunfeng, Qingfeng Dancing, Feiqian, Pickling Aiai, and Octopus for their tips.
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