Recently, Miss Liliana finally came to her senses. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Ever since she began to carefully recall everything in the past and think about all kinds of possibilities according to her mother's request, she began to change subtly. Of course, she didn't feel it at all, but Erica and Kusanagi Godo, who had known her before, could feel the rapid changes around her.

In a word, it's less and less like a normal human being. As for what it doesn't look like...... Sorry, I can't say it at all. That's what it feels like anyway......

Especially after this holiday, I don't know what the other party has stimulated, this change is even bigger than before! If Erica used to tease Liliana for fun, now Erica can't tease the other party at all...... In Kusanagi's words, seeing Miss Liliana now is like seeing a monk who has come to an enlightened mind...... I always feel that the other party has no human desires at all! It's simply a desireless, light-hearted, light-hearted attitude! Although I'm still a very serious person in nature.,A bit of a rigid person.,But now even Erica has nothing to do with her childhood sweetheart, okay!

It's as if the positions of the two sides are so different that they can't communicate at all! In this regard, Erica always feels that she has lost, and she has been going crazy lately......

The reaction of the students was more subtle......

To be precise, in the past, although it was completely different from Erica's sociable type, Liliana was also very popular. But now...... How to say it, I can't say that everyone doesn't like her, I can only say that ...... It's suddenly a notch up from what you used to feel, right? In other words, it has changed from the object of everyone's yearning to the object of everyone's admiration...... I don't know what kind of evaluation this is. Anyway, I always feel that if I stay with each other for a long time, I can feel that I am too short-sighted and stupid. It's like that feeling of the moon and stars, the other party is too dazzling, and if the person next to her can't reach the same level as the other party, there is no sense of existence at all! As a result, although everyone still likes her very much, they don't dare to approach her casually...... For example, in the past, Liliana could still receive a few confession requests or love letters every day, but now...... It seems that no one has this kind of self-indulgent idea anymore, and she automatically gave up, which made Liliana, who had been trying to refuse every day, a little uncomfortable......

In fact, it was this fleeting feeling of unaccustomed feeling that suddenly made Liliana notice the change in herself.

Seizing this fleeting thought, Liliana instantly made a detailed comparison between her past self and her current behavior and way of thinking, and then she suddenly realized why Erica and Kusanagi Godo were looking at her more and more strangely now...... If she were in the shoes of a bystander, she would have thought it strange herself! If you are like this yourself, let alone others......

That being said, Liliana doesn't have any regrets about her change at all. She's just getting started, but she's just changed some of her thoughts and opinions, and the people around her are already so uncomfortable, so if she continues...... I'm afraid it can only be appreciated from afar, or simply alienated, right? This can't be blamed on them, after all, they will take the initiative to leave themselves just out of a subconscious instinct to protect themselves, knowing this, the little witch doesn't mind the changes in her classmates, but she feels a little hurt by Erica's recent attitude...... No matter what, they're also childhood sweethearts! Why don't you ask me what's wrong with me? It's weird......

Continuing to think calmly, looking at the crowd around her, observing their eyes occasionally staring at her secretly, and the other party's somewhat flustered attitude and restrained tone when she went to talk, Liliana suddenly found that she seemed to know what her mother meant...... Is the answer always around? It's just that I didn't notice it at all......

"Mother is still so worried about me...... That's right, how can you rest assured...... After all, this is already the case now, and in the future...... Even if you want to regret it, it's too late, right? But...... Isn't that a bit underestimating me? ”

Liliana, who suddenly got the answer, chuckled and whispered, already knowing the answer, she was instantly relieved, as if suddenly her physical and mental restraints were reduced. At this moment, she returned to her former self...... Of course, this is just a skin, just a protective color for yourself in order to be able to get along with other people...... The real thoughts and feelings have been tightly concealed by this protective color......

It's okay to do it yourself, right? Liliana had a slight doubt in her mind. She once heard her sister specifically warn her that if people want to get along with others in harmony, it is very important that they must have some shortcomings or weaknesses. In this way, others will be willing to accept you, instead of isolating "perfection" completely...... At the time, she only thought that "ah, it seems to make sense", and she thought she knew it, but now she realized that she really didn't understand the specific meaning of the sentence at that time...... Now that I finally understand, then for my current self, it's okay to be too "serious" and "rigid", and continue the past setting, so that others can really accept it better, right?

Little did Liliana know that she was already on the opposite path to her mother. Her mother had been showing her true self without any disguise. If I have to say it, I just hide my vulnerability completely...... Not at all as thorough as she did. After all, as far as desires are concerned, the girl knows very well what kind of person she is, what kind of desires she has, and she doesn't intend to deny these at all, but has been trying to bear them - just like saying to the goddess, I'm so selfish, so are you willing to be with me who is so selfish? There is no sense of any restraint in the slightest bit of selfishness. But Liliana is different, serious and rigid whenever she sees something bad and wants to correct it, but gradually loses the emotions that human beings should have, and the girl has noticed some recently, but she thinks that instead of reminding the other party now, let the other party fall into confusion, it is better to wait for the other party to finish it in one breath and then correct it together...... Sage? She doesn't want her daughter to really become that kind of pathetic guy who has no desires and no desires, what is the point of her life if she doesn't even have basic desires? Or, in that case, what are you still living?

Of course, she scared the knight and the novice demon king again, but don't tell her about that......

Unlike her daughter, the maiden never had to worry about those things, but now she was more troubled than her daughter...... And the level of troubles is much higher.

"I said, if you want to live forever, what is the most important thing besides hardware, software......

"It's all said that it's useless for you to ask the concubine about this kind of thing! The gods came here without even knowing it, and don't you have any ideas yourself!? ”

"But I also came back to life before I knew it...... Wait, if you have to say it...... Is it to be enough to be homely!? ”

“…… The concubine didn't think this was a necessary condition at all. ”

That's it, don't talk about teaching others, she can't understand it herself! In other words, is it really okay for this kind of person to teach others?

"Since we can't come to a concrete conclusion...... Why don't you try Lily's opinion? Isn't there a saying that teaches students according to their aptitude? ”

"You just can't figure it out, do you...... But it still makes sense, but why is the concubine going? ”

“…… Do you seriously think it's better for me to go with Kezi? ”

“…… The concubine will soon return. ”

The goddess, who has been completely speechless for this family, found the little witch in the kitchen, and it was really cute to watch each other humming a little song and cutting vegetables. It seems that the other party seems to have accepted his fate now, and there is no resistance to the fact that he has been doing the work of a maid, and sometimes even the goddess thinks about it...... Was that guy's original intention really to raise a witch, or was he just trying to find someone to work for her...... Although I have doubts about this, it is better not to ask, right?

"Are you cooking?"

"Eh, you're here, it's really rare."

Although she knew that what the other party said was completely true, the goddess always felt that she was being sarcastic.

"I just passed by by accident...... Little girl, why are you doing all this all the time? Wouldn't she have ever done it herself? No matter how you look at it, it looks like you're raising her, right? ”

"Ahaha...... Well, I'm used to this......"

Liliana smiled lightly when she heard this question. Like she said, a few years ago she might have struggled with these things, but now...... She's really used to it.

“…… Is it true that she never cooks for herself? You've been doing these things since ...... past? ”

Now even the goddess really doesn't know what to say...... The age of the other party is that old, if you get used to it...... The goddess really thinks that according to the human concept, it is completely okay to sue her mother for child abuse...... What a ghost animal it must be to eat the food that such a young child cooks for her every day with peace of mind!

It's a pity that this child who has been abused has no consciousness at all, but begins to recall it seriously......

"Hmm...... Well, at the beginning, my mother did do housework by herself. My cooking skills are completely pointed out by my mother herself......"

"Ha, the concubine just said, no matter how she is, she can't ......"

But before the goddess could breathe a sigh of relief, the other party directly choked back her emotion.

"When I was young, my mother taught me how to do some housework, saying that if I don't practice now, I won't be able to learn it by myself in the future, and it would be too disqualified to be a girl if I didn't even know these things! Later, when I grew up, my mother seemed to be talking about ...... I'm not a kid anymore, so it's okay to cook my own food, right? And then it seems like it's been like this until now...... Huh? What's wrong with you? ”

The goddess looked at the unconscious child worker in front of her with a complicated expression, and felt that she had better shut up now - such a bleak logic was only she could pull out! It's really hard for this child to live with her for so many years......

"It's okay...... But do you think it's really good to go on like this? ”

The witch knight was slightly stunned, and then a refreshing smile almost dazzled the goddess's eyes.

"Of course! Now I feel like I'm really happy! If only we could keep going like this! ”

“…… yes, if only it could go on forever......"

Looking at this bright smile that was truly immersed in happiness in a cold sweat, the goddess retreated decisively with black lines. Then he went back to his room and returned everything to the unconscious slave owner......

“…… That's it. ”

“…… Don't say it! I'm also conscious occasionally! Woowoo...... But I really didn't expect it to be like this! When you notice...... It's too late to notice! Do you know how uneasy it was for her to be touched by her expression after cooking her a meal last time!? But...... But now I can't help it! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

"So what's the use of apologizing to the concubine, go down and tell her yourself......"

"But I don't have the courage to bring it up in front of her! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

"So ......"

After a commotion, the girl finally suppressed the uneasiness of her conscience for the time being...... It's true! She is also realised! But now...... It's all about going on, right? Anyway, in terms of these aspects, she really didn't dare to face her daughter's words at all......

So there is still no conclusion...... What are you going to do? ”

"Do you need to ask!? ...... of course."

"Excuse me."

A knock on the door interrupted the girl's words, and then, in the girl's somewhat helpless expression, the person who had just been the subject walked in.

"What's wrong, Lily?"

"Ah, that's right, I've recently fulfilled your last request, so I'd like to report back to you on the results."

"Huh? Ah, that's it...... So, what exactly have you learned? ”

"That's right...... I think I'm fully determined to keep going! Even though all the people around me will leave me, and even if I myself will make a huge change without realizing it, I am still determined to keep going! ”

The girl and the goddess who were sitting together were stunned when they heard her realization......

(Hey, how did she come to such a tragic conclusion?) ）

(Don't ask the concubine about this kind of thing!) The concubine didn't understand why this determination seemed so tragic...... ）

"Really...... It would be nice to be determined, Lily...... This, you've been ...... a little lately, too Well, take a break, right? Don't get too tired......"

"Huh? No, I haven't done any special workouts lately, have I? ”

"No...... I mean, forget it. Anyway, just pay attention to your body......"

"Okay, I know, then I'll go down first, my sister just asked me to go to her later."

“…… Well. ”

Looking at the little witch who walked out of the door easily, the girl really felt completely powerless...... Now she always feels that she is really old, and she doesn't understand this era at all...... When she took this little knight home, she thought that it would be nice to make her life easier, after all, what kind of life was arranged for her by the heads of those knights! But now look at ...... Why does she think that the current other party is worse than before......? And she didn't even realize it!

This makes the girl feel sad when she looks at it from the sidelines!

“…… So is there anything else you'd like to say? ”

The goddess looked at the girl who still couldn't say a word with an expressionless face, so that the girl always felt that her heart was being judged by justice.

“…… I've decided to put aside all the damn knights, the magic, the associations, the schools, the gods, and all that! I'm going to make sure Lily enjoy her life this time! And then find her some company by the way! This will never work! ”

"Good idea...... And then what? What are you going to do? ”

"Well...... You'll know in a few days~Please look forward to it a little~"

“…… I can't talk about it, I just hope you don't make her more tired......"

ps: The next chapter is the next volume, I originally planned to write about the Alchemist of Fullmetal, but then I thought about it and threw it away decisively! Anyway, I can't get anything there, and the most valuable door of truth can't be turned away, and the worthless philosopher's stone won't be used, so there's no need to spend a volume to write it, and when the time comes, there will be one to two chapters to write it out~ Okay, to tell you the truth, I'm just lazy to write about steel......

There's not much left to say, after all, the age of the next volume...... I'm really old, I still watched it when I was in elementary school, so it may take a while for me to make up for it...... Fortunately, there is still a reference, which is also the most gratifying place...... Anyway, it is estimated that it will not be short! By the way, there are exams this week, so there will be updates on the weekend, but ...... Well, you'll find out when you see it.

Finally continue #¥......#%&......! &......* Old horse, you are really enough to pit, 8 opportunities to draw the sword every day, and now that it is over, I have never pulled any of them! What's next? 25 strong pets? Why don't you hurry! ￥#%#￥&…… Forget it? Didn't you say that Qianfu was referring to dying without disease? Every day, the world wants you to kneel in the sea, why can't you comply with the public opinion......