Qian Yun took a deep look at the person sitting there, the corners of his mouth showed a crazy and bloodthirsty arc, which looked a little scary, but more affectionate and fragile to look sad. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Qian Yun is very clear, although Zhu Zhao in this life sits in the position of the world's honor, there is still no close person around him, and there is not even a gossip person. His mother, Concubine Wan, has been depressed since the death of the first emperor, but now Guiwei is not in good health, lying on the bed sickly, ignoring Zhu Zhao, looking at the direction of the door every day as if waiting for someone to come, and no one can be filled in those eyes, even if this person is her own son, she seems to have fallen into some kind of obsession, but that person does not come to take away the light and anger in her eyes, like a soulless puppet looking at everything in front of her.

Zhu Zhao always comes to the Queen Mother's bedroom when he is sad, where he can ignore anything and say what he wants to say, those who can't talk to anyone, those decisions hidden in his heart, he always pours all the beans to the Queen Mother, and even he doesn't know why he wants to do it, maybe it's just because he understands that his mother has no idea of wanting to live now, and hearing that he is living so hard, will he be kind enough to take a look at his son? He was really lonely, at that time he didn't care about the throne and imperial power at all, all he wanted was for his father and mother to be able to see himself more and drink more and talk to himself, as long as he was like an ordinary family of three, he always felt that this wish was really small as a pinhole, but he didn't want to never realize it in this life, it was really ironic, and it was even deeper to make people desperate.

Qian Yun watched Qian Xiu being taken down by the eunuch, she originally wanted to go out with her, but seeing such a decadent Zhu Zhao felt sad for a while, since he had identified him, even some memories of her previous life had become related to her. She walked up behind him and wanted to hug him, but it was only her delusion, and after such a long time between them, nothing was possible.

It was only his throat that rolled, and it took a while before he spoke: "Ah Yun, are you by my side?" Why do I seem to be able to feel your breath? How are you supposed to be doing now? Away from that oppressed place, sleeping next to your mother, you are too difficult in this life, it's my fault, I say I love you but because of those useless tempers hurt you like this, if I can really want to turn back time, so that you don't have to suffer such a sin, I don't have to fall into the thoughts of you, even if you still don't love me at that time, I still don't have my figure in my eyes I am willing, I just want you to be by my side. What if it all could be done all over again? I really regret not being able to do it in the first place. That's it, I'm really confused, you should be reincarnated as a human now, what's the use of me saying these things alone? It's just a joke. It's been so long in the blink of an eye, and I haven't seen my mother for a long time, and I don't know if she's getting better. ”

He stood up and walked out of the dormitory quickly, his henchmen and eunuchs wanted to follow, but he waved his hand and stopped, the days with his mother were the best time in his heart, he didn't want anyone to disturb him, this is the only pure place, in fact, their mother and son's hearts are separated by thousands of two hundred versions, maybe they have become intimate, but after all, there is the same blood in their bones, even if they sit next to them for a while, they can feel at ease.

There is no popularity in the Cining Palace, which is full of luxury, and there is a strong smell of medicine, Wan Guifei, who was once the most favored by her father, is now like a medicine jar, and can only lie on the bed, maybe she is just waiting for the person she loves the most to pick her up, her son has always been nothing in her eyes, but he can't put it down, so he will become what he is today. The two of them are more like a bunch of mothers and sons who have been avenged by God, the closest relationship, who would have thought that they would become what they are today.

Qian Yun watched him sit on the edge of the bed and grab the Queen Mother's hand in his palm, and sighed heavily: "Queen Mother, are you better?" It's just the right time outside, you can't stay in bed all day, you should go out to bask in the sun, you are now the most honorable person in the harem, how can you avoid it? ”

Zhu Zhao actually didn't expect his mother to ignore him, for so long, she had been like this, which made him feel frustrated and helpless, and after a moment of silence, he laughed and said, "Do you remember the Qian Yun I told you?" I always felt that she was by my side, and I always longed for you to treat me with sincerity all my life, but they all pushed me away one by one, even my favorite woman did the same to me. In the year I was in Jinju City, the first time I saw her, I felt that I had identified her in this life, and finally had a serious reason to let her stay by my side forever, obviously she could be forcibly taken, whether she wanted to or not, as long as she moved her over, but I didn't, the ridiculous self-esteem in my heart wanted her to ask for herself, but unfortunately, I waited so long and didn't wait for her, and it was more clear that she would not have me in her eyes, let alone come to me, let alone take me to heart? I did this just to bring humiliation on myself, and until now, I finally decided to put down my face and go to her in person, but what did I wait for? All I waited for was that she was forced to death by the Cheng family in Qinzhou, and a person I cherished so much was killed by others like this, I feel sad in my heart, can you understand the queen mother? I feel like the whole sky is going to fall, after so many years, I have taken the world to paralyze myself, and finally I don't think about her anymore, but now I am like paying off a debt, I have not owned anything, even if it is only for a moment and a half, but I have to suffer such a sin, what is the reason? Why can't I just put it down? ”

The Queen Mother's eyes blinked, but she didn't say anything, even if she knew in her heart that she owed this child a lot, but she had no strength to compensate him, because all her strength was given to the man she loved, and her lover was the most energy-consuming thing, and she couldn't even treat this piece of meat on her body well, because she really didn't have so much time to take care of what he was thinking in his heart.

During this time, she listened to all his complaints, but what could she do? He didn't have much time left, so even if he wanted to remedy his sadness, it was already too late. Maybe this is not necessarily all bad for his son, it can make him stronger, and he will not be defeated by anything, which is also the best, but people can't see through it, because they can't get it, so they are more demanding, she wants him to become like this in her life, maybe this is also with her wishes.

When she turned her head, she saw a beautiful woman standing behind him, looking at her son with a sad face, she was first startled, and then she couldn't help but be happy, does this mean that she can go down to see the person she has missed for a long time. She owes a lot of people in her life, her father, her own son, but she can't help it, maybe because she is a selfish person to the extreme in her bones, she can only take care of herself first, and she really doesn't have more strength to care about those people behind her.

Zhu Zhao saw that his mother still ignored him, and a self-deprecating smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "I actually just want to come to see you, I know you will never treat me well in your life, but who made me your son?" No matter what happens, I will treat you as my dearest person, so don't think about anything, I just hope that you can live safe and sound, just pity me for spending more time with my stable son who has never enjoyed a day. ”

Qian Yun saw that Zhu Zhao was leaving, she also wanted to see how magnificent the current Qian family was, and was just about to leave, when she heard the voice of the woman lying on the bed behind her, weak but with some joy: "You are not human, can you tell me where the emperor is?" Is he doing down there? I miss him very much, he said he would come to pick me up when the time comes, why hasn't he come when I've waited until now? Has he forgotten what we said we had done in the first place? He can't do this, I can't accept it, since you can come and go freely in the court, you can definitely see him too, you help me to ask him, when will he come to me, okay? ”

Qian Yun stiffened suddenly, she didn't expect this queen mother to be able to see herself, the moment she turned around, what a burst of sympathy and pity for Zhu Zhao was in her heart, what a failed mother she was, what a failed mother she had lived all her life to the end, and what she missed was not the son in front of her but a dead person, no matter how deep her feelings were, she couldn't ignore it.

Qian Yun hesitated for a moment and said in a stiff voice: "Your son is standing by your side just now, do you know that he longs for you to care about him?" Why can't you look at him well, you can see me, but I'm just a ghost who appears here temporarily, I'm not a ghost, I don't know where your emperor is now. Don't mothers like you feel cruel when you put all your thoughts on a dead man and ignore the living? He was forced to be like this by you, and you ruined his life. ”

The Queen Mother struggled to sit up from the bed, crying and laughing: "What do you know? Who says I don't have him in my heart? It's just that it's too late to say anything now, it's useless, I'm destined to owe him something, and it's not something I can get back, so I'll just leave it like this, let him hate me all the time, so that I can have more strength to face the unpredictable things in the future. I told his father that he was fit to be an emperor, and his father said the same, but in the end the throne fell into someone else's hands. His father originally wanted to pass on the throne to him, but at that time his wings were not full, so he could only press it down, but he didn't expect him to succeed in the end. How deep our gaze is on him, you won't understand, many things in this world are not something you can see with two eyes, what you have and what you lose, you have to look at it from your own heart, so that you can see it most thoroughly, what you see is only superficial things, so you are not qualified to come here to complain for him, our son, in fact, loves him more than you imagined. We just missed the opportunity to sit down and talk, and by the time I realized my mistake, the whole thing was out of control. ”

Qian Yun opened her mouth, but she didn't know what to say, maybe so, what she really saw was only superficial, just like she could see now, that Wan Guifei in that life had changed her vision more like she was atoning for everything she had done, what she said here was already in the past, and it was impossible to change anything in the future, so it was better not to say it.

"Everyone has such and such reasons to defend themselves, in fact, it seems very uninteresting, no one can see how wronged you are in it, what I see is that you are cruel to your children as a mother. I'm sorry I have other things to do, it's better to find the answers you want yourself, I don't know what you want, and it has nothing to do with me. ”

The Queen Mother watched Qian Yun disappear from her sight like this, she lowered her head and laughed lowly, even an outsider's puppet knew that she was sorry for her son, she was indeed a failed mother, and when she was a bystander, she had already followed the joy in her heart when she saw her son so competitive, but now? She was only indifferent to the success he had won so hard, and she didn't even have the most heart-warming words of consolation and praise, a mother like her...... Even she didn't know why she was the way she was.

But now it's too late to repent, so what can I do? The cruelest thing in the world is that by the time you figure it out, everything in front of you has changed dramatically, and it will never give you any preparation, you can only accept it numbly, because in addition to doing this, her mind is blank, and she doesn't even have the courage to reach out and hug the person opposite, let alone how to close the distance after so many years of estrangement.

In fact, she felt that it was unlikely from her own heart, maybe it was because she was getting old and her health was too bad to find that what she could bear became more and more scarce, she didn't know when she would die, but for such a thing as death, she didn't know why she had a feeling that she could predict, maybe soon, maybe lingering in this world for a while. In this life, she seems to live comfortably and openly, but in her opinion, she feels that she is really tired of living, and she can't think of an ordinary woman who only guards the man who pretends to be herself in her heart, no matter how much emotion she has, she has to endure the pain and watch him go to other women.

In harem life, although this is what it should be for women, it still seems to her that she is still a little lost, after all, since she was a child, she thought that she must find a man like her father in her life, and she can only pretend to be a mother in her heart and live happily together.

But no matter how beautiful she thinks, she is always invincible to the horror of reality, the man she fell in love with is a person who can't stay by her side after all, how can she never waver and be wronged? But in the end, he can't resist his deep affection for him, once a person has reluctance, he can only compromise, so what he should bear after the compromise can only be swallowed in his stomach, no matter how sad it is, it can only be like this, because everything is not worth a word of love. Whoever made her have this person in her heart, there is no possibility of changing from the beginning to the end.

Most of them are obsessive people, so profound that they can't see the people around them, and it's too late when they wake up. Since the woman didn't want to tell herself, then she continued to lie on the bed and wait, sooner or later he would come back, he once said that the person who couldn't be left behind in this life was himself, so she knew that he would come, and just hoped that he could be sooner, because she lived a really hard life without him.

Qian Yun walked out of Cining Palace quickly, looked at the blue sky outside and exhaled leisurely, and after looking around, he just thought about Qian Xiu and she soon appeared in the Qian family's new mansion, all of which were scavenged from himself and his grandfather, otherwise it was just an ordinary imperial relative, where did he get the confidence to live in such a luxurious mansion.

At this time, the whole courtyard was gloomy, as if it had lost its vitality, which made people look very uncomfortable, and occasionally passed by two people, the look on their faces was tense, as if someone was chasing them to death, and this courtyard thought that something big had happened.

She walked straight ahead, the road under her feet was carved with patterns, how could people not see how rich the people here were, but no matter how rich they were, they were stolen from other people's pockets after all, and now it was time to spit it out. The more she walked inside, I don't know why, the tension and pleasure in her heart deepened, the corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise, and even the steps under her feet seemed brisk.

I haven't seen them for so many years, and I don't know how comfortable the Qian family is living at this time, how come God didn't let them suffer any blight with these silver without conscience? Although it is more enjoyable now, people are always willing to see a little more of their torture.

Getting closer and closer, I could already hear the voice coming from the house, panicked and crying, listening to Qian Xiu's voice, and a long sigh, needless to say, I knew that this voice was from Qian Hao. Stepping over the threshold and walking into the spacious and luxurious house, everyone in the Qian family was there, sitting at the top was the old lady Qian with a majestic face and a frown, Qian Hao stood on the side with his hands clenched into fists, gritting his teeth and being angry.

"I really didn't expect that the dead girl would not stop when she died, did she have to let our Qian family be ruined before she was willing? I can say that if I send her out, the world will be too peaceful, and who knows how to lift a stone and shoot herself in the foot. I can't wait to ......."

Old Lady Qian frowned and said, "Come on, what's the use of you talking about this now?" I'm still thinking about how to deal with it. The emperor wants to run our family this time, if it is good to lose his property, there will always be a chance to make a comeback, if he wants the life of our family, I am afraid it will be difficult. Ah Xiu came back from the palace, what did the emperor mean? ”

Qian Xiu has been sobbing and crying non-stop since she came back, she is very aggrieved in her heart, the wealth and glory of the Qian family in this life are all fought back by herself, but the people in the family can't help her get justice for her so wronged, life is like this, it is difficult to survive under the power of others.

"The emperor said that he asked his father to think about what he had done in the past few years, and also asked him to think about whether he felt guilty about Qian Yun, and also told me not to let our family have any crooked thoughts, otherwise I am afraid it will be difficult to even survive."

Old Mrs. Qian's brows furrowed deeper and deeper, looking at the wealth in front of her, she sighed long: "I don't know if it's God's retribution for us, all of this looks like it's our own, but I can't have more time to return it to others, and it doesn't belong to me after all." I told you at the beginning, no matter how disliking Qian Yun is, she is always a child of the Qian family, and there is no reason to treat him like that, but you can't look at it one by one, as if I am trying my best to harm you, but now I have suffered and blocked my own way, no one can complain, just wait to see how God arranges it. ”

Ruyi Niang stood up and said dissatisfiedly: "Are you letting us sit and wait for death?" Ah Xiu, what you really heard from the emperor is that there is no possibility of change? Even if we hand over all our possessions, wouldn't we be able to do it? ”

Qian Xiu was even more aggrieved at this time: "He clearly wants to seek justice for Qian Yun, he will definitely not look down on us, even if he hands over all these things, he can't eliminate the anger in his heart, I don't know what to do, he can't tolerate me in his eyes now, mother, I'm so wronged, I've been by his side for so many years, and in the end I can't beat a dead man, which is really unfair." ”

Qian Hao was also upset at this time, and shook his head helplessly: "At this time, what else is there to say, or think about how to survive." Some time ago, I heard from a person from Qinzhou that all the Cheng family members were killed and none of them survived, and now I have figured out the reason. The emperor is not scaring us this time, his means of cleaning up the Cheng family are supposed to be used on us as they are, so this time it may really be that our Qian family's anger is exhausted. This is the capital, and when you come back, there are already people staring at us outside, and the emperor wants me to think, so I can only go to those things that I don't want to remember. ”

He knew that this was just an excuse for the emperor to get rid of them completely. No matter how precious life and death are, it is only in the thought of that person.