I don't know why, I always feel that the beautiful woman in front of me, she seems to have suffered a lot of pain behind her, and these pains can only be buried deep in my heart, why am I not like this?

I didn't talk to Xia Yuan for a few words, An Yue and Wang Zishi came to me, and then looked at Xia Yuan, Wang Zishi looked at me with strange eyes, and An Yue also frowned and looked at me. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

I was a little timid, but I still patiently said, "This is my neighbor, hehe..."

Xia Yuan nodded politely to them.

After some introductions, we sat together, and Wang Zishi also returned to his usual appearance, and he still made eye contact with me, and his eyes were full of obscenity.

I ignored his gaze and asked, "What are you going to do about Tianyue's affairs?" ”

Wang Zishi shrugged his shoulders and said, "What else can I do, deal with my father first." ”

"Do you want to run away from marriage?"

Wang Zishi pretended to be righteous and said: "Just kidding, what kind of person will I be? ”

An Yue glanced at him and said, "Then what kind of person are you?" ”

"Of course it's a good guy, a big nice guy, hehe...."

It seemed that the two of them should have reconciled, and I was speechless for a while, "I said can we get down to business first?" ”

Seeing that we were discussing things, Xia Yuan was quietly drinking coffee on the side.

"If it's just to introduce new merchants to join your Tianyue, I can solve it on my father's side, but your internal affairs still have to be dealt with by you, in fact, your real enemy should be Yamei." Wang Zishi said.

I asked with some doubts, "How are you going to deal with your father?" ”

"Don't worry, although my father and I are doing it against each other, he will still help me with these things." After speaking, he glanced at An Yue and said, "As for Shanshan, I definitely won't marry her." ”

An Yue pursed her lips and tilted her head but did not speak.

I was thinking in my mind, this first problem should be solved, and the rest is on Mr. Wang's side......

Just as I was pondering, An Yue snorted coldly and looked at me, I felt that the situation was wrong.

"Luo Bing, tell me about your girlfriend....."

it! I want to have the urge to scold the street, why is An Yue still teasing me at this time...

I wanted to die, and slowly turned her head to look at Xia Yuan embarrassedly, but she smiled and looked at me with a look that I couldn't guess.

At that moment, I was very entangled in my heart, Qiao Yi suddenly jumped out and said with a smile: "Jiang Yan is here, drinking coffee over there." ”

As if instinctively, I stood up and searched for the figure with my eyes.

I saw Jiang Yan sitting in the position we often do, wearing a knee-high white windbreaker and carrying a shoulder bag, sitting there a little lonely.

I looked at her a little distractedly, but my heart was full of mixed feelings.

Wang Zishi kicked me under the table and motioned for me to look to the left with his eyes.

Looking at it, Ou Zexiu's handsome face appeared in front of me again, and at this moment he was walking towards Jiang Yan with a plate of octopus balls.

I sat down and couldn't help but look at Jiang Yan, but I couldn't control it at all, this woman who had been wandering in my heart for more than 20 years, how could I suppress my urge to think about her.

Xia Yuan looked at me who was distracted, and said, "Isn't that the woman from last time?" ”

I smiled reluctantly and said, "yes......"

Qiao Yi and Wang Zishi glanced at each other, and then walked towards Jiang Yan, I looked at the two of them inexplicably.

It didn't take long to see Qiao Yi bringing Jiang Yan over, while Wang Zishi and Ou Zexiu were sitting there.

I looked at Qiao Yi with some anger, but Qiao Yi turned his head and looked like it was none of my business.

Jiang Yan sat in a position far away from me, and she nodded politely at Xia Yuan.

An Yue looked at us a little embarrassed, and she said to Jiang Yan: "I heard that you and Ou Zexiu are getting engaged, congratulations." ”

My heart instantly felt like it had been hammered with a heavy object, I couldn't believe my ears, I felt like I couldn't breathe.......

His heart shook violently, and he looked at Jiang Yan with some disappointment.

Jiang Yan deliberately avoided my gaze, chuckled and said, "Yes, on the 28th of next month, remember to come to the engagement banquet." ”

"Your girlfriend is so beautiful."

"Hmm." I only answered one word, for fear that she would hear my trembling voice if I said too much.

In the midst of a violent struggle, I instinctively said, 'Hmm.' ’

After speaking, I looked at Xia Yuan nervously, but she still nodded and chuckled.

This couldn't help but relax my heart, suppress my emotions, and I forced a smile and said, "Bless you....."

........

This night, I forcibly disguised myself until I faded out of everyone's sight.

I took swaying steps to the territory that once belonged to me and Jiang Yan, the temperature dropped sharply in the winter night, it was cold and biting, I drank white wine and lay on the grass, tears blurred my vision.

She's engaged, and she's happy.....

I'm glad that no one was with me that night, and no one saw me in this dejected appearance.

The grass was full of cigarette butts left by me, looking at the dark night sky, I closed my eyes, my mind was full of pictures of Jiang Yan wearing a wedding dress, and there were envious and blessed eyes all around.

I smiled self-deprecatingly, they were really a good match........

The stimulation of the alcohol and the pain in my heart did not make me fall asleep. Jiang Yan leaned on my arms and said, "Marry me at the age of twenty-six" and the picture of her nodding today and saying that she and Ou Ze revised their marriage.

I clutched my head in pain, curled up and whimpered.

"Luo Bing, why can't you forget Jiang Yan, why can't you forget her......" I exhorted myself loudly.

"The despair and helplessness of love, the heart-rending pain is only because of the heartbeat, your attachment to Jiang Yan exceeds the limit of what you can bear, and it becomes poison if you are not careful......"

In a drowsy voice, I heard a faint voice, looked up at this confused voice, and Jiang Yan's figure appeared in my mind, but why did I look so much like Xia Yuan......

The next day I woke up in the afternoon, and I sat on the bed in a daze, staring blankly at the piano.

Jiang Yan is going to get engaged to someone else, is that a dream?

My mind is still stuck in the time when I slept by the pond, and no one knew what kind of pain I was suffering in my heart, and no one was suffering like death......

How did I come back, is it An Yue?

Still is....... Xia Yuan.

It's hard for me to associate that hazy shadow with Xia Yuan.

During this time, although my relationship with her was not as unpleasant as before, and I was not a friend, I would always have her shadow in my life.

When I got out of bed, I looked in the mirror, and overnight, I seemed to be a few years older, my beard had grown, my face was pale, and I was indescribably haggard.

After I woke up, I realized that Jiang Yan might not really belong to me, but why can't I let go of her, she really doesn't love me anymore.....

There was a knock on the door, and I subconsciously thought of Xia Yuan.