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We believe that the clothes we wear are real, we believe that the tools in our hands are real, we believe that the parents who raised us are real, and we believe that the world we exist in is real.

Even if one day, a group of sunglasses in black suits will find you and say that in fact, all human beings are just lying in a group of petri dishes, that is the reality of the world. Or the famous but unverifiable conspiracy theory of the "brain in a vat".

We still have trust in the world that our consciousness knows, because this world is the world that gives us consciousness, and our consciousness arises from this world, and while we recognize this world, we also shape the worldview of this world. In other words, all of our conscious activity is limited to the world we perceive.

Even if someone says you're living in a novel, or that the world you live in is a dream of a god, you still have trust in the feelings you hold.

In other words, even if Yutong Shiai can create a person who is the same as Yakumo Purple in the dream world, he can completely support the dream world by himself, hide in it and be self-satisfied, and never appear in the world again. However, he knew that this was Yakumo Murasaki, and it wasn't Yakumo Murasaki.

She would still stand under the thunderstorm night, but she wasn't the girl with an umbrella and a wry smile.

That's right, he worked hard for this Yakumo Murasaki.

That's the limit he was subjected to.

It is precisely because of this that Yakumo Zi mentioned this at this time, which also made Yutong Shiai react to one thing.

His face turned ugly.

Compared with the dream world, all the unhappiness and all the pain in the real world, even if it is so tormenting, even if it is painful, even if it is like a burden, like a shackle, like a shackle, like a lingering nightmare, it is still a part that girls can't let go.

The so-called thing to be saved is like a drop of ink on a white paper, even if you cleverly paste another piece of paper, the ink will still be sandwiched in the center of the two sheets.

"Yes...... But doesn't Yakumo-sama also have something he wants to undo? ”

He was a little uncomfortable, and there was a little grievance in his eyes when he looked at Yakumo Zi.

"For that, I don't care if I'm hated."

"Do I want to redeem something?"

Yakumo shook her head with a smile.

"Ten loves, I've always felt that you seem to be a little stupid, and that's really the case."

The corners of her mouth hooked up a little proudly, as if an older sister saw her brother make a fool, and she had a sense of superiority in intelligence.

"There are only a handful on the earth that can count me. You may not be included. ”

Then she turned her face sideways, squinting at her creation, as if she wanted the other to react on her own.

Yutong Shiai had a confused expression on her face.

Yakumoshi meant that she had discovered all of this before the dream world had even unfolded. So the question is, why didn't Yakumo Murasaki stop herself?

Because as I said, Gensokyo can exist for a longer time? Or is it something else that can't be stopped? No, there should be a deeper reason, right?

What is Yakumo-sama paying attention to?

Yakumo Zi seemed to think of the boy's thoughts in the boy's long thoughts, and smiled.

"Why, can't you even think of this?"

She pointed to herself.

"Since no one can calculate myself, it is natural that I have deceived myself."

Huh?

Yutong Shiai looked at Yakumo Purple with some surprise.

Yakumo Zi smiled lightly, and there was a little more happiness in his eyes.

"Moreover, to become a family member with ten loves or something, I haven't thought about this kind of thing that I want to redeem."

There is more confusion in Yutong Shiai's expression.

"Wait, wait, Yakumo-sama, are you saying that you don't have that idea?"

"At least it's not as close as it was in my dreams. Tsk, I didn't expect Ten Love to look at me like this, is it really a hopeless sister? ”

Yakumo Zi gently covered her mouth with her right hand, like a little girl, revealing a cute expression like a squirrel.

Yutong ten love is like being struck by lightning.

"Eighty-eight-eight-eight-cloud-sama, me, me, me, what do you mean ......"

As if he couldn't believe it, he asked with a stutter as he put his fingers on himself.

"That's ...... My wish? ”

Yakumo didn't answer directly, but just smiled happily.

"Eh, it's just that I'm just going to let you drag me into the dream world, let you be spoiled, and then we can talk about it, but it seems that I got a lot of unexpected gains."

She looked at Yutong Shiai with bad intentions.

"Really, it's good that Shiai is very witty to make a sister-brother relationship, if it's a mother-daughter relationship, then we can probably have a discussion about my age."

"But, but, Lord Yakumo, I ......"

Yutong Shiai seems to feel a little guilty about the relationship being her own, and now she is in a hurry to speak but doesn't know what to say.

Yakumo Zi looked at the young man's expression and smiled slightly.

"Do you want to ask, since I knew before your dream world unfolded, why didn't I stop you?"

She looked at Yutong Shiai and nodded hesitantly, then chuckled.

Then she crossed her waist, and her white palms reflected the slender waist under the home wear.

"Because this is the first time that Shiai has lost his temper, of course he has to obey you."

Yutong Shiai's brows jumped. What and what.

"Yakumo-sama, are you serious?"

Isn't it the abandonment of oneself that has no meaning of existence?

When he thought about it like this, he felt that the black flame in his chest that had been suppressed because of the girl's nonsense was about to rekindle, and a bit of loss also appeared on his face.

"Not only did I not share the pressure on you, but I also pulled you into a dream world. Yakumo-sama must hate my betrayal, right? “

Yakumo Zi blinked his eyes and sighed as if he couldn't do anything with Yutong Shiai.

"You haven't reacted yet, you idiot."

She raised her head, retracted the cheerful expressions just now, changed to a slightly more serious look, looked at Yutong Shiai, and spread her hands, as if she was showing something.

"This is Gensokyo, where everything finds its resting place. I want you to be able to live in it too, Ten Loves. For this reason, let go of the meaning I have given you in the past, you are no longer my sword, but a single individual, someone who can think and take responsibility for everything you do. “

She smiled, as if in a dream, that time she talked to Saiyuko and Fuzuki Yuka about Yuki Shiai's gentle and contented smile if she could be independent.

"Then, become my family, ten loves. The whole Gensokyo is with me in the face of everything, and I am never alone. “

"Lord Yakumo! That's not going to work! ”

Yutong Shiai still refuses to give up. The girl he knew was the greatest dreamer, and it was for this dream that he was born.

He couldn't give up the meaning of his existence.

"What about that night's promise, what about your dreams?"

Yakumo Murasaki smiled and looked at the pure white world.

Her golden eyebrows were crooked, and her purple pupils were not bottomless, but palpable happiness.

"Ten loves. It's cruel to dream of such a thing. For the sake of dreams, you will give up a lot of things and get a lot of things. You will be busy running to all the places and things that realize your dreams, like a machine that can never stop, crunching in the crunching sound of overload, crushing many, many happiness that originally belonged to you. It is even said that for the sake of dreams, sometimes you will pay a price that you cannot afford. ”

She closed her eyes, as if she wanted to block the happiness in her eyes with her eyelids, and as if she didn't want Yutong Shiai to see those happiness dissipate.

"With the establishment of Gensokyo, the unfolding of the Great Enchantment of Hakurei, I lost a friend. That's my most important friend. She didn't have the same desire to build Gensokyo as I did, but for my dream, she no longer existed in this world. So, dreams are a very cruel thing. ”

"But ......"

"Just imagine."

Yutong Shiai was just about to speak, but Yakumo Zi interrupted him again.

She tilted her face slightly sideways, with a faint smile on her lips.

"If we insist on bringing everything in Gensokyo to the outside world, so that humans can once again live a life of struggle between humans and youkai, and youkai eat people, is it a good thing for them?"

Yakumo said this, slowly opening her eyes.

In those deep purple crystal-like eyes, thousands of years of thinking remained, soaked in the calm of one of the greatest dreamers after giving up his dreams, and everything that the youkai sage saw as an individual Yakumo Murasaki, rather than as a youkai, from a more detached perspective on the dividing line between humans and youkai.

She sighed.

"Since humanity has chosen not to need us. Well, let's choose to leave. ”

"So, ten loves. That dream is no longer needed. ”

She laughed again. Yakumo Purple has always been smiling from the beginning, but the meaning of this smile now, Yutong Shiai has already understood.

The heaviness under that smile has been lifted, and the girl is no longer under the rainy night sky like the end of the world. She gave up her dreams, but she created paradise. Since humans don't need youkai anymore, then they will all be taken over by Yakumo Murasaki. Since humanity has chosen its own path, then follow the path they have chosen.

People, without dreams, are still alive.

The same is true of Yakumo Murasaki, even if she no longer intends to walk under the ultramarine sky, she and Gensokyo still exist, still running to this world.

Yutong Shiai's face was full of pain. It was a suffocating sensation caused by the black flame that had been burning since that night and was extinguished by Yakumo's words.

"So, Yakumo-sama, you gave up your dream, so what should I do?"

Yakumo saw his pain and everything he insisted on. But she shook her head anyway.

"Ten loves, do you still want to chase that dream?"

"For the sake of this dream, you became a chewer, you entered Gensokyo, still cringing at everyone you come into contact with, constantly considering my position. You've been oppressed by this dream, and you've given up so much. ”

"But ......"

Yutong Shiai gritted his teeth.

He knew, of course he knew. But now he only has such a value of existence left.

"If I give up even chasing your dreams, then I ......"

"What's the point?"

Yakumo chuckled.

"Meaningless."

Then she walked towards Yutong Shiai.

"But you still exist. Does it have to make sense of this? ”

As if it was a gladiatorial fight, Yutong Shiai inexplicably stepped back, as if he was afraid of something. His face was confused, unwilling, nervous, and inexplicably happy.

"Yakumo-sama means...... Can I still stay with you? ”

"Isn't that a matter of course?"

Yakumo Zi suddenly took an arrow step, stretched out his hand and grabbed Yutong Shiai, who couldn't dodge, pulled him into his arms, and hugged him tightly.

It was as warm as a spring breeze, and the girl's arms took the boy into her arms.

This was an attack that Yutong Shiai expected, and his eyes were filled with mist, as if he was about to cry.

If he cried and cried in such an embrace.

Then there's really no going back.

He tried to struggle, to push the girl away, but the embrace was too warm.

It's like the last breath of oxygen for a drowning person.

Yutong Shiai is like hearing the voice of his past self dying a little, but he can't cry.

Can't cry, can't.

No......

Woo......

Obviously I can't, but I can't hold on anymore.

Yutong Shiai couldn't grit his teeth any longer, and a whimper came from his throat that was being held in Yakumo's arms.

Then he cried.

PS: Eh, really, finally crying, kid.

Therefore, the past Yutong Ten Love died like this.

This is probably something that everyone will experience.

Che-chan touched his head~