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Luo Bing, you have to be strong!

There was a sound of footsteps outside the door, and after a while, Xiaobao wagged his tail and rubbed my feet.

Xia Yuan took them to the street almost every night, and came back on time at 9 o'clock every time.

Xia Yuan sat next to me without hesitation, looked at me with her chin in her hands, and said, "Are you in a bad mood again?" ”

"It's okay."

Xia Yuan played with the empty wine bottles and looked at me with a disbelieving expression.

Ignoring her gaze, I clutched my head, memories and reality intertwined in my mind, and I felt like my head was going to explode.

Jiang Yan is engaged in three days, is the relationship between me and her really coming to an end?

In front of me, she supported Ou Zexiu's back, I covered my face, and the picture switched to Jiang Yan slapping me with tears streaming down her face, she was so ruthless.

Jiang Yan's distant back deeply stung every cell in my body, and the pain had no wound or scar, but it went deep into the bone marrow......

I smiled wryly, maybe sooner or later this will be the result between us.

Over the years, I have always concealed my humble heart and appeared in all corners of Jiang Yan's life. Sometimes I don't know if I really love her, but what is certain is that I am used to having Jiang Yan's life.

Life is very difficult, I am used to having Jiang Yan, but she did not accompany me to the end.

Xia Yuan was a little quiet tonight, she just held her chin and stayed quietly next to me.

After a long time, Xia Yuan opened his mouth and said, "Luo Bing, you can play the piano for me." ”

I had this idea for a long time, but the night was too quiet, so I was afraid of disturbing Xia Yuan.

I nodded.

When I walked into the room and sat at the piano, my fingertips tapped the keys, and a sense of sadness followed.

Xia Yuan sat on the sofa and hugged herself.

Grief covered the room, and I closed my eyes, forcing myself not to cry, but at the moment my eyes felt like they had burst......

The notes stimulated every cell in my body, the images in my mind kept switching, and emotions flowed through my fingertips.

The rhythm was too touching, but I was reluctant to pause.

Three years ago, Jiang Yan used all her savings to buy this piano from abroad.

She snuggled up to my shoulder and listened to me play all kinds of music.

But now this image hurts my heart.......

Jiang Yan, what changed you.......

When a song is played, my heart seems to be shattered.

The dark night always makes people lose that protective color, and this is also the most vulnerable moment for people.

Xia Yuan sat on the sofa, holding herself and whimpering with her head down.

At this moment, I looked at this figure that I couldn't guess, and I wanted to uncover her protective color more and more.

I looked at her distractedly, but what I saw was stubbornness after the heartache. She never complained about anything, and she didn't want to show her wounds to anyone, but the more she covered them up, the more painful they became, and she still lived with her strength and without complaint.

After a heart-wrenching struggle, I sat down next to her.

I gently hugged this weak woman into my arms.

Xia Yuan didn't struggle, she leaned on my arms, and for a long time, she snorted and said: "The piano used to be all I had, but the piano was also a scar for me." ”

I listened in silence as she lifted her wounds.

I stroked her hair, wiped her tears casually, Xia Yuan said tremblingly: "I have never experienced maternal love, only my father loves me and loves me since I was a child, but when I was ten years old, he left me...... My dad was killed, and I'll never forget that night, when my dad held my hand and taught me how to play the piano, and when I was hit by a bullet, he fell in front of me, and I couldn't do anything......."

The night was so quiet that I wiped my tears.

What is it like for this woman to suffer so much, to see her dearest fall in front of her, and she can do nothing?

This scar shocked me, and I couldn't really appreciate how heartbreaking this woman was, it was like a nightmare that haunted you for the rest of your life......

Xia Yuan couldn't cry silently, and I hugged it tighter.

At this moment, I regret a little, regret that I subtly uncovered her bloody scar.

Time seemed to stop at this moment, and Xia Yuan fell asleep in my arms unconsciously.

She is so beautiful, so kind.

God blessed her with a noble life and a gorgeous appearance, but at the same time, she suffered untold pain, and God was always so fond of teasing the world.

Who can really see the scars on her heart under the magnificence of her appearance.......

.......

The next day, I got up early in the morning from the couch and washed up casually.

Then he went into the room and looked at Xia Yuan, who seemed to be sleeping very dead, and there was a slight snoring sound.

helped her tuck the quilt, and then went to the intersection to eat a bowl of wontons, the phone vibrate, opened WeChat, and it was Liu Wei.

If you think about it, I haven't contacted her for nearly a month, and I feel a little guilty in front of her, even across a screen.

Ms. Liu posted a selfie of her sitting on a large rock in a knit sweater and dress.

"Luo Bing, I've gained weight." A frenzied expression was added to the end.

I enlarged her photo, looked closely, and couldn't tell where she was fat.

I replied, "Where are you fat, aren't you still so slim." ”

After a while, Liu Wei posted another photo, this time with her white and tender little face.

"Look, isn't it a little fatter."

I shook my head a little speechlessly and said, "No, it's still that beautiful." ”

Liu Wei replied with a shy expression.

"Did you miss me?" A winking emoji is added to the end

This question stopped me, to be honest, Liu Wei's absence during this period of time, for me, there is no impact at all, on the contrary, she is not by my side, I have a feeling of peace.

I have never had love for her, more of a compromise in desperation, and now that she has walked towards that bright road, I am silently happy for her, and I hope she can forget me as a scumbag.

I stared at my phone in a daze, and after five minutes of entanglement, I still replied to her: "I think about it." Then he changed the conversation and asked, "Are you tired of filming?" ”

Liu Wei said: "I'm so tired, I'm filming an idol drama, and there are a lot of intimate action ....."

Liu Wei replied: "But there is no kiss scene, you can rest assured." ”

I gave her an 'oh' and ended the conversation between us.