I still couldn't light the cigarette after all, and suddenly! Liu Wei hugged me from behind and sobbed in my ear, "Luo Bing............ I don't have anything now, and I really don't know how to live if you don't want me............... Don't leave me, okay, I beg you ......"

I clenched my fists and looked helplessly at the night, I wanted to just shake her off, and then tell her: I don't like you at all, I'm afraid of you, I beg you to leave me, I don't deserve you to do this to me........

Her tears wet my shirt and the sound of crying made my heart melt....... I couldn't shake her off after all, and I stood still and let her hold me.........

We kept this position for a long time........... Long.......... The waves crashed against the beach with a deafening sound, and the sea breeze became stronger, and finally, I looked back at Liu Wei's red and swollen eyes and said to her, "It's windy here, let's get out of here first." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Liu Wei shook her head very firmly, squeezed my hand, and said, "No, you have to make it clear here." ”

"What do you want me to say?"

"Promise me, stay with me, and then do anything, even if you go back to Suzhou and live in the same courtyard as Xia Yuan."

"I .............." looked at her, and I suddenly realized that it was a very cruel thing to refuse her................

I was silent, Liu Wei's face showed a hint of disappointment, although it was not appropriate to notice, but it was still keenly captured by me, and I thought of what Gong Chuan said to me in a hesitating mood..............

"Luo Bing, I want to know that I already know the answer, it's all written on my face........., no matter what I do, I still can't keep you......"

"Weiwei, me."

Liu Wei interrupted: "Don't say it, I understand, I understand........... I just want to ask you, who do you like more than me or Xia Yuan. ”

"Why do you ask this, why do you compare yourself to Xia Yuan?"

"Do you dare to say you don't like her?"

I subconsciously swallowed my saliva, and then turned to look at the sea, but otherwise Liu Wei pulled me over and looked at me: "Don't hide anymore, I just want you to say it today." ”

"There's nothing at all, what do you want me to say? Weiwei, don't you do this, okay? ”

"What's wrong with me? I gave everything for you, but in the end I got nothing...... I thought that after Sister Jiang Yan left, I could be with you justifiably and create our future, but I didn't expect a Xia Yuan to run out in the middle, and you were so bewitched by her...... I knew what I was doing, and from the day I came back, I had all the preparations, even thinking that you would come to me today......... I've done so much, I just want you to answer one answer and one answer ............" Saying this, Liu Wei couldn't control her emotions anymore, squatting down and whimpering............

My world was poured with cold water again, and my eyes suddenly became wet, but I forced a smile and said, "Weiwei, don't you feel too selfish for what you have done............... You know, I've never liked you, so no amount of anything you give me will only deepen my guilt for you. ”

Liu Wei looked at me with tears: "I can't care so much, I just know that if I don't keep you by my side, the day you really fall in love with Xia Yuan, it will be too late." ”

I admit that I have imperceptible expectations for Xia Yuan, but this is just an extravagant hope, and then I thought of what Xia Yuan said to me: Maybe one day, Liu Wei will pick up your broken heart....... If Xia Yuan hadn't appeared in my world, would I really be with Liu Wei....................

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The alley is quiet in the middle of the night, and I habitually walk along the street lamp, and loneliness and grief haunt me........... When we separated, I didn't answer, and Liu Wei didn't continue to ask, maybe she already knew the answer............

I found a hotel to settle in, turned off all the lights, I didn't have the slightest appetite after a day's meal, so I lost my soul and lay on the bed staring at the ceiling, and under the impetus of the darkness, I squirmed and played a conversation with Liu Wei in my ears.

I buried my head under the pillow, but I still couldn't shake off the painful memories, so I went to the bathroom, filled the sink with water, and buried my head in the water, letting the suffocation fill my brain.

I raised my head and smiled, looked at the embarrassed face in the mirror, and then punched the mirror hard, and the 'bang' fragments fell to the ground with a bang, and my hand hurt and the blood did not stop, I laughed again, but when I thought of Liu Wei's haggard face, I laughed and laughed and cried....................

I don't know how I fell asleep from night to day, and when I woke up, I was lying in bed with my hands bandaged.

I hammered my head and tried to remember everything I had had last night, but the memory remained as I leaned back against the tub and my eyelids fell unconsciously.........

Who has been? Will it be Xia Yuan...................

This thought was thrown away by me as soon as I thought about it, but how could I think of Xia Yuan inexplicably...................

In the middle of my thoughts, a white note on the coffee table caught my attention, and I quickly grabbed the note.

"Luo Bing, although you don't answer, but I know the answer you gave me, please forgive me for my willfulness, but I don't regret it.......... Luo Bing, it's time for me to go........ I'll come back the next time you need me. ”

Liu Wei left a letter

After reading it, my heart hurt again, and I pressed Liu Wei's phone in the middle of the hesitation, although I knew that she would not answer my phone, but I still held a trace of luck.

"Hello, the user you are calling is temporarily unreachable." This time, she disappeared completely.

I slammed myself on the bed and clenched my phone, once again experiencing the pain of wanting to hold it, not being able to hold it, trying to hold it but not being able to hold it..............

After leaving the hotel, I gave up looking for Liu Wei, because some things are better than talking about them, and she left.......... I'll take care of the rest..........

I silently prayed in my heart that Liu Wei was all right, and one day I would return everything to you except for my feelings, this is my promise to myself, and it is also a promise to Weiwei............