Wang Zishi didn't take long to go in to entertain others, today is his birthday I don't want to bring my emotions to everyone, I sit on the stairs in front of the door, my eyes are empty, I still can't forget her....

I'm still immersed in the past, and I even want to find her and hug her fiercely, telling her that I still can't forget her, and that I still deserve to do this?

I smoked a cigarette, and a slight sound of high heels sounded in my ears, and I didn't have to think much about it, it must be Sister An Yue. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

I have known An Yue for five years, she is Wang Zishi's college classmate, we have known each other for five years inexplicably, and An Yue exists in every corner of my life, my work, my life, and my love.

She rules my world like my angel.

"You can't accept Jiang Yan's betrayal, right?" An Yue handed me a bottle of beer.

Dressed in professional attire, her every words and deeds and every action make people feel cold and majestic.

"Betrayal? She and I never started, where is there any betrayal. I took a sip of beer and said to myself.

"Do you still have a hard mouth? Luo Bing, do you know what your biggest flaw is? ”

I shook my head nonchalantly.

"You've never been good at disguising yourself, not even lying."

Indeed, habits are difficult for a person to change, I like to smoke when I am in a bad mood, and I go to the Fengqiao woods when I have something on my mind, and today I drank too much wine, but the extreme pain in my heart did not make me fall asleep, which is a difficult hurdle to overcome.

At this moment, I felt that the corners of my eyes were a little moist, and I held my head tightly in pain, I didn't want my whimper to be heard by An Yue.

An Yue patted me on the shoulder and handed me a tissue, I raised my head and wiped my tears and said, "Sister An Yue, I really can't forget her.... She has dominated my heart for twenty years.... If I hadn't heard her tell me with my own ears, I wouldn't have believed it... Woooooooo ”

"Although I haven't been with her for long, I know that Jiang Yan will never be like this, since she dares to say such heartless words, you don't feel anything wrong?"

Hearing An Yue say this, I tried my best to calm down my mood, and I rushed forward desperately that night, I didn't believe that Jiang Yan was such a woman at all. Even if she did, why would she cry and say to me that we weren't suitable?

I patted my head, and after I woke up, I realized that I was so impulsive, and I would actually deny a woman who has been my childhood sweetheart for 20 years, am I really not loving her enough?

I turned my head to look at An Yue, and the woman in front of me would always be silently by my side every time I needed help.

This night, she accompanied me to Fengqiao, lying on the grass again, my world was dark, and the cold wind of the night gradually dispersed my drunkenness, and after lying down for a while, I got into An Yue's car.

The car started, the brightly lit world outside the window was out of place with my inner world, and I gradually became dizzy....

Half-squinted and half-awake, I saw the cold figure, she helped me to the bed, squatted down to find a kettle, boiled hot water, I drank a few sips of strong tea and fell asleep.

.......

When I woke up the next day, I was greeted by pink sheets, white curtains, and the white desktop computer.

This is the room I am familiar with, and once upon a time when I woke up drunk and I was always in this pink world.

I washed up briefly, and looked at the time, it was already half past ten in the morning, and Sister An Yue was afraid that she had already gone to work.

I stood on the balcony looking at the blue sky, it seems that the world will not change because of my sadness, but can I really get used to life without Jiang Yan, she is still my whole world, but now my world is getting farther and farther away from me...

I lit a cigarette, and I told myself that I would have to live without Jiang Yan.

.....

Sitting on the swaying bus, my mobile phone rang, I picked up my phone and looked, it was Jiang Yan!

I couldn't wait to pick up the phone, but there was silence on the other end of the phone, I adjusted my tone and said softly: "Jiang Yan, is there something wrong with me?" ”

"Luo Bing, I want to see you....." Jiang Yan's weak voice came from the other end of the phone.

The next moment, there was a crying and whimpering sound on the other end of the phone, and my heart panicked.

Her emotions infected me, and before she called, I had been downplaying the pain that love had brought me, and at this moment I heard Jiang Yan's crying, and I seemed to see her haggard face.

This moment triggered a heart-rending pain in my heart, I wanted to forget everything I had seen, and stood in front of her desperately, hugged her into my arms, and told her that I still love you, no matter what, I will still love you until death.

"Okay, I'll come over now, where are you?"

"Our territory."

I had an indescribable feeling in my heart, but I didn't think much of it, and I wanted to see my world soon.

I found the nearest station to get off the bus, I hurriedly took a taxi, my heart beat faster along the way, my heart was overflowing with all kinds of tension and all kinds of emotions, I didn't even know what kind of language the organization was talking about to face Jiang Yan.

Twenty minutes later, the car stopped at the Jinsha intersection, and I ran wildly all the way, past the Fengqiao, to the grove that I was familiar with, I was panting and looking around, I was afraid that the figure was not in our sky.

Fortunately, the familiar voice and shadow were still beside the pond, but the figure was full of loneliness, fear and even panic....

Jiang Yan squatted on the grass and hugged himself with his hands, looking insecure, which made me feel distressed for a while.

Jiang Yan looked at me with a complicated expression, and didn't speak, it lasted like this for half a minute, and my heart suddenly became apprehensive, I tried to divert my attention, I picked up the bits and pieces of flat stones next to me and started to float.

My gaze never left Jiang Yan, I felt that I was so cowardly, the woman I loved was in front of me, and I was indifferent beside me. I looked at Jiang Yan, and he looked at me, and I seemed to feel the emotions that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time.

She finally spoke: "Luo Bing, I'm sorry..."

I shuddered and took out my lighter and lit a cigarette to calm my uneasyness.

At the moment, I am tormented by some intense emotions, I am so afraid, I am so afraid to hear the last thing I want to hear from her mouth....

I looked at her a little distracted and whispered, "Nothing to be sorry for..."

The next moment Jiang Yan threw herself into my arms, I was stunned for a moment, holding her with both hands, Jiang Yan choked tears in my arms: "Luo Bing, I didn't mean to say this that day, but I can't help it.... I really can't help it. ”

It was as if my heart had been pricked with a needle, and I was a little happy that I had regained the world, but I was afraid, afraid that I would hear the things that broke my heart.

The moonlight is coldly scattered on this grass that belongs to us, at this moment I really want time to stop at this moment, I just hold her like this, for the rest of my life....