Chapter 52: I Can't Fool Myself
I didn't believe my ears, and when I turned my head, I saw Xia Yuan looking at me coldly by the door. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
"You're back? Belch...... No, where have you been. "The moment I saw her, I was faintly happy, but also a little guilty.
Today, she was wearing a black business attire, and it looked like she had just gotten off work.
"Went on a business trip."
"Oh." I answered mechanically.
At this time, Xiaobao immediately ran over and wagged his tail and rubbed her trouser legs.
Xia Yuan also touched their heads dotingly, "Do you want me, little girl, little treasure, ahaha, let's go to the park to play." ”
After saying that, she ignored me and turned to leave.
I froze in place, then stood up and said, "I.... I'll go too, it's boring anyway. ”
Xia Yuan ignored me and walked out of the yard without looking back.
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followed all the way, those two little traitors completely ignored me, rubbing Xia Yuan vigorously, I was so angry.
Passing by the cake shop, Xia Yuan turned around and said, "You look at them, I'll go in and buy a few cakes for them to eat." ”
"There you go."
Taking advantage of Xia Yuan's entry, I walked over quickly and kicked each of them in the ass, "Damn, how did I treat you two, you rebelled so quickly, just leave!" ”
The two little ones seemed to have a big opinion of me, and they lay on the ground and ignored me.
After a while, Xia Yuan came out with the cake, squatted on the ground and fed Xiaobao, Xiaobao, I coughed and said, "I'll treat you to dinner in the evening." ”
"Yes."
Although Xia Yuan replied coldly, this made me extremely happy.
"How about going for hot pot? The time-honored hot pot restaurant at the intersection is good, and I have eaten it for many years. ”
"No, no."
I thought that eating hot pot on a winter night would be a pleasure, and Xia Yuan would agree with my proposal, but I didn't expect her to refuse immediately.
"How comfortable it is to eat hot pot on a cold day, so how about eating a casserole?"
"I'm not going either." Xia Yuan lowered her head and looked at Xiao Liang, and Xiao Bao replied to me coldly.
I was a little embarrassed at once, but when I thought of our quarrel that night, I didn't have much confidence in my heart, and said, "Then what do you say to eat?" ”
"Let's go to the city center and eat hot pot."
I asked, "Why are you going out to eat hot pot, it's so cold, let's eat nearby." ”
Speaking of this, Xia Yuan stood up and was not angry, and said, "Do you like to go." ”
, which tendon is wrong for this aunt.
"Go and go, go to Mars and eat hot pot."
On the way to the city, I couldn't understand why Xia Yuan was willing to go to the city to eat hot pot in such a cold weather, this woman always had a weird temper.
Passing by the Huayuan Real Estate Sales Building, I habitually looked at the door, watched, watched, I smiled, the habit is really hard to change.
I came to a nearby parking lot and found a hot pot restaurant at random.
Business was doing well, so we found a place to sit by the window.
Xia Yuan's face was calm, but she still didn't talk to me.
I know she's still angry about what happened that night, but that's understandable, after all, in my subconscious, maybe it's really like what Xia Yuan said.
It didn't take long for the waiter to bring the hot pot, and when I saw it, the opportunity to perform came!
helped Xia Yuan fill a bowl of hot soup and put it in front of her respectfully, "Please use it slowly!" ”
Xia Yuan completely ignored my boring actions and drank the soup by herself.
I was bored and drank the soup.
"Luo Bing!"
Suddenly, a familiar voice sounded in my ears, I was startled, raised my head, I was stunned for a moment, it was really - Jiang Yan!
I replied mechanically, "Hey...... Just got off work? ”
I haven't seen Jiang Yan since that day's engagement banquet, but I'm always used to thinking of her.
Now facing her, the slowly healing scar is aching again.
"Well, just got off work." Jiang Yan said in a normal tone, but looked at Xia Yuan out of the corner of his eye.
Xia Yuan ignored the conversation between me and Jiang Yan and ate the hot pot with her head down.
The atmosphere was suddenly a little awkward, and my mood instantly sank.
Jiang Yan saw that I didn't speak, so he said to me, "You and your girlfriend are here for dinner." ”
I was stunned for a moment, looked at Xia Yuan, and then plucked up the courage to say, "Well, this store is pretty good." ”
Jiang Yan chuckled, nodded, and said, "Ao, then you eat slowly." ”
Seeing that she was leaving, I said, "Have you had dinner?" ”
"Eat now, Gao Lan is waiting for me over there."
I looked at the place Jiang Yan pointed out, and saw that Gao Lan was also looking at me with cold eyes.
Gao Lan is the best friend who has played with Jiang Yan since childhood, and went abroad for further study three years ago, but I didn't expect to see her at Jiang Yan's engagement banquet, but I actually saw her here.
Standing up, I waved at her, but she gave me a disdainful look.
I sat down in disappointment, Jiang Yan made an apologetic gesture, and said, "I'll go over first, you eat slowly." ”
"Hmm."
I was silent, hiding the grief in my heart, lowered my head and continued to eat the hot pot.
And Xia Yuan was still silent, quiet as if we were passers-by.
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Late at night, Xia Yuan and I were walking on the side of the road, when Xia Yuan, who had been silent all the way, suddenly turned around, looked at me with a frown, and said, "Is that store just now also Jiang Yan often visited?"
I nodded inexplicably and said, "When I used to pick her up from work, I would sometimes go there for dinner. ”
The next moment, Xia Yuan looked at me with a painful expression and said, "Why! Why! You always bring me to places where you have memories? Luo Bing, do you really want to live in the shadow of the woman who doesn't belong to you for the rest of your life? ”
Xia Yuan's series of questions immediately caught me off guard, and her language was like a thorn, stinging my heart.
I lit a cigarette and didn't dare to look at Xia Yuan, but those memories kept reappearing in my mind when I was down...... And so my expression became more and more struggling.
There are some things you can fool everyone, but you can't fool yourself in the end.
Xia Yuan looked at me and said, "Why don't you speak?" Did I say yes? ”
"Enough! How many years have I been in love with her, do you know? You know what I've faced with her? Do you know what I've been through with her? You know what! "After being said by Xia Yuan, my emotions exploded in silence.
I thought Xia Yuan would scold me, but she was surprisingly calm, her brows did not wrinkle, and she showed a faint smile: "Yes, I don't understand, twenty years....... What a long time. ”
The next moment, Xia Yuan looked at me and said sharply: "But she has already empathized and said goodbye, what about twenty years?" ”
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