Shedding tears couldn't be easier. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Sanae has shed tears for many things, and the liquid dripping from her eyes carries the emotions that overflow from her body, whether it is sadness, happiness, or emotion, when it swells out of her heart and her body cannot accommodate it, it will turn into tears and flow out of her eyes.

Tears are emotions that the body cannot tolerate, tears are the load body of the heart to vent, if the tears cannot flow, either the body will be uncomfortable, or there is a gap in the heart.

These are the words that Sanae of the East Wind Valley taught her to her mother, who has passed away. In the past, Sanae Dongfenggu once felt that even if she shed tears, the feelings in her heart would still not be reduced, and the pain would still hurt, and the sour would still be sour. Under that rainy night, after the phone call in the bathroom that day, tears welled up, but the feelings in my heart were still stirring and boiling, uncontrollable.

That's because her past didn't hold back tears as much as she does now.

In the girl's heart, the wind of memory blew the boiling emotions little by little, and those agitated springs of longing gushed out, flowing with the blood throughout the body, gushing endlessly, like a river entering the sea, gathering from the whole body to the chest, but there was nowhere to vent.

The heart is still the same heart, beating unhurriedly, but it is precisely because of this that the feelings carried in it cannot become tears, sounds, eyes, and things that can be vented. Sanae of Dongfeng Valley only knew at this time what was going on with her body being uncomfortable. If she was crying with the abandoned cat in her arms during that rainy night, her body and heart were cold, she could only smile and squint her eyes at this time, so as not to let the tears spill out. Thoughts piled up in my heart, swelling, and I was about to crack that heart, but I couldn't release it.

That person's observation ability has always been very meticulous, and now he is also watching himself, and Sanae Dongsayaya knows that he doesn't want to let the inflated things in his heart be revealed, and he needs to suppress himself even more. The more depressed she was, the more her heart hurt, but she couldn't do anything else.

“…… It's almost time to set off fireworks. ”

Yutong Shiai turned his head sideways, glanced at her a little deeply, and then looked at the barnyard family servants who had cleared an open area on the other side of the square to place fireworks. They were all dressed in the clothes of barnyard field workers and carried boxes of fireworks to the square. Although Sanae Dongfang said that he had no intention of watching the fireworks at all, when he said this, he still turned his eyes and saw those people arranging them.

"Sanae, listen to me."

Yutong Shiai took advantage of this opportunity and pressed the other party's shoulders from behind, so that she couldn't turn around. And she was held down by the other party's shoulder, she had no way to see the other party's expression, no way to see whether he was hesitant about to say something, whether he was a little embarrassed and bitter, whether he really had the determination to reject her.

She couldn't see any of that, she could only look ahead, watching the people drop boxes of fireworks and then evacuate the crowd. You can feel the warmth of the other person's hands pressed on your shoulders through the thin yukata, but the other person's thoughts can't be said until the other person speaks out...... Or a twist.

Yutong Shiai sighed slightly.

"I know how you feel about me. Maybe I shouldn't have said these things, it's too hurtful, but if I don't say it, I can't prevaricate it now, right? ”

Sanae didn't say a word, her shoulders were hot, but the heat she felt from there couldn't reach her body. Although she had roughly guessed the answer before, after receiving an accurate answer, she still felt very uncomfortable in her heart, as if she was about to crack a gap to fill her tears. I asked him about his relationship with Miss Alice, but in the end, I don't know if he was cheated on, or if he wanted someone in the first place.

She didn't think to turn back to see the look on the young man's face. She hoped it would be a smile that would make her turn her head and say "this is a joke", but she was even more afraid that it would be a decision to be honest and not want to hurt her.

"Sanae has always been a strong and motivated child, and I like it very much, but it is only limited to my brother's liking for my sister. I hope you can succeed, don't go down the wrong path, be safe and stable, and the most important thing is not whether you achieve something for me that I didn't achieve after you succeed, but yourself. Sanae, yourself, if you do what you really want to do, that's the most important thing. ”

Once this was mentioned, Sanae could hardly hold those emotions in her eyes. She was once so favored by the teenager behind her that he even entrusted his past dreams and hopes to her. It was a heavy burden, but it was also a girl who was able to put down the weight of her satisfaction on the balance in her heart. She was full of gratitude for this, so she wanted to refute it.

"I'm ...... right now"

"Listen to me, Sanae."

Then she was interrupted by the other person pressing her shoulder like this. The tone of the young man behind him was low, like a slowly sinking into the abyss. His voice had always been clean and peaceful, but now, there was a deep amazement in his voice that Sanae had never heard before. Even on the Ferris wheel of diamonds and flowers, he has never made such a sound when talking about the past.

"There's no way I can give you what you want. I know your stubborn temper must be thinking again, what you're doing now is what you want to do. I know, you're like that, it's embarrassing, but I have to say, that's what I like about Sanae, and I think whoever has such a strong and sensible, but worrying sister, will like it. ”

At this, he smiled, as if he felt that he was talking and off-topic, and patted Sanae on the shoulder with his right hand.

"But that's the end of it. If I continue, I won't be able to do it, and I won't be able to give you what you deserve. ”

Sanae of the East Wind Valley lowered her head. She remembered a lot of things, such as Miss Alice, such as her own longing, and of course she had a determined decision. But if there's one thing that says the most, it's in that game.,The unearthed Yutong Shiai once lost a girl who confessed to him.。

“…… So you turned down that girl at that time? ”

Sanae in the East Wind Valley was unwilling to fail like this. The reasons for the failure are vague and incomprehensible, how can she accept it.

"What happened back then...... When I think about it now, I'm glad I rejected it at the time. I can't respond to that child's expectations, and no matter how hard I try, some things can't be changed. ”

Yutong Shiai's voice was very calm, so calm that Sanae of Dongfeng Valley couldn't get any deeper information from it, she wanted to turn her head at this time, to see the young man's face, to see if he showed nostalgia and loss, she wanted to see this young man clearly. The man she liked had too many things that Sanae didn't know about Toshiya Tanaya, and she felt uneasy about it.

“…… There are some things that can't be changed, what are they? ”

Sanae raised her sleeves slightly and wiped the liquid that had spilled from the corners of her eyes. Her voice was calm, and her eyes were fixed on the fireworks that had begun to ignite in the square. She didn't expect Yutong Shiai's reply, she just put her hands on her shoulders, and her fingers touched the back of the other party's hand. She grabbed the other's hands with both hands, pulled forward, and threw herself into the other's arms, and then did not forget to hold the other's hands, so that the other party could not let go.

“…… Early, early seedling? ”

Listening to his panicked voice, Sanae of Dongfengya smiled reluctantly. She flipped the back of her hand upward, and some of the strongmen interlocked their fingers with each other's fingers.

"If there's really something that can't be changed, then tell me, Ten Loves."

Sanae of the East Wind Valley said word by word. She won't stop there, since the other party wants to find out, then she naturally won't hide it, whether it's tears or smiles, everything will be seen by the other party. Sanae Kazuya has never been an easy person to be content, and it is precisely because she is not satisfied that she wants to respond to the expectations of the two gods, and she went to Tokyo, so she wants to respond to the expectations of Yutong Shiai, and returns to Suwa. She is an unsatisfied striver.

Even if she went to Tokyo to part, she was on the train wondering if it could be a kiss goodbye.

She also enjoyed Yutong Shiai's embrace twice, once because of that high fever in bed, and was carried to the hospital by the other party, and she was in a coma the whole time, and she didn't feel anything. The second time was an unexpected reunion a few days ago, she didn't think anything about it and jumped up, although she was hugged by the other party, but immediately after that, Alice was torn off with a puppet, and she didn't calm down to feel it.

Now, she can feel the other party's body temperature through the thin yukata, and her ears are in the noisy environment, and the other party is a little embarrassed to breathe. His temperature was like that coat, it hadn't changed at all. This is what Sanae in the east wind valley wants, no matter how warm the hands on the shoulders are, where can they reach this embrace?

“…… You let me go first, it's not good to hold like this......"

The other party was a little anxious to explain, and wanted to let go of his hand, but Sanae of Dongdong Valley hurriedly pulled it tighter.

"I'm not going to let go easily, Ten Love."

She tilted her head back and leaned on the other party's shoulder, so that she could see the other party's face from the side, and it was because of this that the tears on her face that were no longer suppressed were also seen by the other party.

"As soon as I let go, I'm afraid that you will be like you are in the outside world again, disappearing in the blink of an eye, as if you have disappeared from the world, and there is nothing left but memories."

In this way, Yutong Shiai stopped trying to break free from the other party's restraints. At this point, his approach is not right or wrong, if Sanae Dongfenggu is really an ordinary person, then it is the best choice for him to say goodbye forever, and breaking the thread will only make both parties more uncomfortable. But by the way, Sanae from the East Wind Valley came to Gensokyo, and the lines from the past were reconnected, leaving Yutong Shiai at a loss.

“…… I'm sorry. ”

All that can be said is guilt.

"It's okay."

Sanae Kazuya held the other party's hands, feeling the touch of the other party behind her back. She smiled softly, and there was a faint happiness and bitterness spreading. But she knows that this is not enough, what she wants is more than just such a hug, since there is no need to say goodbye forever, what she wants is to really be able to continue this heartfelt relationship.

"I don't need to apologize, I'll catch you this time."

In the wry smile of Yutong Shiai, the first fireworks flew into the sky with a whistling sound and exploded, and then colorful light lit up from the sky, illuminating the scene in the village. Sanae of Dongfeng Valley was lying in the arms of the other party like this.

"It's a shame."

She looked up at the fireworks and muttered, the two crystal flowers on her head and the crystal chain attached to them glittered in the color of the fireworks, reflecting the soft face of the girl, which looked like a dream. She bit her lip slightly, as if she hesitated for something, but nodded immediately.

"Please do this today, Ten Loves. I know, even if I say it, you won't say yes, right? ”

The young man behind him didn't reply, and Sanae Dongdongya also knew that the other party couldn't compromise with her so simply and clearly. Yutong Shiai wants to persuade her, and she is also thinking about how to persuade Yutong Shiai. Yutong Shiai just sighed, and his hands quieted down, letting the other party clench. There was a bit of bitterness and helplessness in his voice.

"Why don't you obey......"

"It's Shiai who doesn't plan to listen to what I say first."

Sanae snorted unhappily.

"I'm also a girl, and being avoided like this really hurts my self-esteem."

Yutong Shiai was a little unsure of what to do and wanted to apologize, but instinctively sensed that if he said it, then the other party would not be happy.

Fireworks burst into the sky, lighting up the night sky and obscuring the stars. Sanae Kazuya looked at the sky as if she wanted to see what kind of dream was sleeping in the bottom of the sea of stars. She could sense the unwillingness and restlessness in her heart, but she still suppressed it.

Love is war, and since there is no way to fight a blitzkrieg, then you can only choose a protracted war.

Sanae Toshigu's ten fingers clasped each other, the other's chest pressed against her back, she had never been so close to the other party, but at the same time, she was also thinking about how to get closer to him.

The girl's heart was full of love, and her hands were clenched.

ps: I heard that yesterday was Halloween...... Ah,I'm sorry.,I don't remember the festival so clearly.,So I didn't write about the bonus or something_(:3ゝ∠)_.。 In fact, a few days ago, I made up for the idol master (765 office), and it seems that no one wrote 765 at the starting point, which is a pity.