Xu Jingsheng! Is it really you? I've tried to convince myself of you, but you're making me doubt more and more!

People are like this, if there is no opportunity to remind you, some people can never doubt for the rest of their lives, but once a trace of wind blows into the heart, this doubt can be pulled bigger and bigger. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Rulin told herself, revenge, she must take revenge, if it is really Xu Jingsheng, she will make him pay the price exponentially! To comfort the spirit of my father in heaven.

There's nothing left to stay here, and I can't find any traces of my parents, and it seems that the purpose of looking for clues today can't be reached.

She wanted to go to the ancestral hall to stay with her mother for a while, and in the next few years, her mother spent most of her time there.

The light in the ancestral hall was dim, and the three mats were placed side by side on the ground, and Rulin knelt in the middle, trying to feel some of her mother's breath. Mother knelt here all day like she did back then, what kind of mood did she have at that time?

She has a deep love affair with her father, she is three years late, during that time she must have missed her father very, very much, and half of her life must be like a knife twisting. Is it because of such deep feelings that my mother can no longer live alone in this world, so she chose to leave them?

Rulin couldn't understand this kind of feeling, no matter how much she loved Xu Jingsheng back then, if she said that she would die for him, she would never be willing. Not to mention death, but other things that may endanger her reputation and may be ruined, can she do it? No, she couldn't, she wasn't willing to risk it for him.

Could this be her "love" for Xu Jingsheng? Then this love is also ...... It's too selfish. In front of this dark ancestral hall and the ranking of her parents, her spiritual platform suddenly became clear. She did suspect that Xu Jingsheng was an enemy, but she never denied her thoughts back then, or all along, because of this hatred.

She never doubted her heart! Perhaps, she doesn't love Xu Jingsheng as much as she thinks she does, what she loves is just that she can't get it!

True love is what a mother does to her father, she can live for him and die for him, without complaint or regret.

"Who's in there?" An old voice came from the door of the ancestral hall.

Rulin was interrupted from her thoughts, turned around and looked at an elderly woman.

"Are you...... Miss? Mama's eyes were a little dizzy, and she didn't dare to recognize it.

"Mama Fan, it's me back." Ru Lin recognized it, and the person who came in was Xue Yun's nurse, who had taken care of him since he was a child. Especially after she got married, Mama Fan was Xue Yun's closest person.

"It's really the eldest lady who is back, it's good to come back, it's good to come back, if you come back often, the master may be so happy." Mama Fan treated Xue Yun like her own son, and she was reluctant to leave him when she was old. She couldn't stay idle, so she told Xue Yun to let her take care of the ancestral hall, which was a light job, and a good place to recite scriptures and believe in Buddhism. Xue Yun couldn't make sense of her, so he agreed.

"What Mama said is that I will come back often in the future. There are not many old people in this house, and I feel very close to seeing you here. "Rulin respects Mama Fan very much, Xue Yun is so big, it is Mama Fan who has worked the hardest.

"Mama is also close to seeing the eldest lady come back! I haven't seen it in years. The young lady is still so beautiful, how happy would it be if the lord and the lady were still alive? Mama Fan couldn't help but touch the corners of her eyes. Look, what am my old woman talking about here? Miss, don't blame Mama. Said reproachfully.

Rulin took the initiative to take Mama Fan's hand, "Mama, how can I blame you?" By the way, can you still contact the old man in the house back then? ”

Mama Fan replied without even thinking about it, "Where can I contact this person in the vast sea?" The people who were in my group back then, who died one after another, walked away, and didn't know where to go, all disappeared within a few years, the trees fell and scattered, and my wife is still here. ”

And I don't know where to go, what does it mean? Rulin asked.

"It's missing, silent and gone, it's strange, during that time, there were rumors of haunting among the servants in the house, or Grandma Sun got angry and punished the two leaders to stop the words. Ay...... Grandma Sun also left later. Mama Fan's words revealed the sighs and sadness of infinite people going to tea.

"Mama, do you have a good relationship with Mama Sun? I didn't seem to be able to see it before. Rulin asked, she really hadn't heard of the two grandmothers having a close relationship before.

Speaking of the past, Mama Fan recalled deep memories, "She and I are fellow villagers, and we entered the house together very early, when you were still very young, you were the nurse for Yun'er after I gave birth to a child." Grandma Sun is different from me, she is smart and cautious, and she won the trust of her wife not long after entering the house, and later promoted her to steward. In order not to be truthful, she kept a straight face all day long and didn't communicate much with people in private. She only took care of me secretly once in a while. ”

Mama Fan smiled as she spoke, the little sisters who sold themselves together when they were young, being able to help each other are one of the few warmth in this house for her.

She continued, "Later, she secretly told me in private that she wouldn't stay in this mansion for long, and she was about to leave, and she told me to keep to myself, stay by the young master's side, and don't move around, so that I can have a good life in the future." ”

Hearing Mama Fan's words, Rulin suddenly became excited, held Mama Fan's hand with both hands, and clenched it tightly, "Mama, did Mama Sun really say that at that time?" When was that? Later she said she didn't say where she went. ”

Mama Fan was old and a little frightened by her, but she still kept herself calm and tried to recall the details of the year, "I asked her why she said that, but she refused to say the reason, so I didn't ask anything, and it was right to take care of Yun'er." Probably a month before you got married, she told me this. As for where she went, I don't know, and I was surprised that she left in such a hurry. ”

Rulin let go of Mama Fan in a daze, Mama Fan saw that she was not in the right mood, and asked her worriedly if she was okay, she waved her hand. Mama Sun must know something, and after just now, she has become even more determined to find Mama Fan.

It's not early, Rulin and the children should go back, Dong Dong soaked in the doll and twisted candy like she didn't want to go, she had already determined that her mother would not become the same again, and her aunt was really good, her aunt could always come up with a lot of things she hadn't eaten or seen, she was about to go home before she had enough, and a pair of big eyes looked at Dong reluctantly. Rulin scolded secretly, a little bad thing, if you have an aunt, you forget your mother.