Chapter 194: Infatuation is ruthless
"Oh!" Yan Xining replied in a low voice, turned around and was about to leave, but Dewey suddenly stopped her: "Xining." Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info"
Yan Xi paused, turned around, walked to his side, and replied expressionlessly, "Is there anything else?" ”
Dewey looked up at her and asked with some embarrassment, "Xue Caiyue, how is she?" ”
"It's not dead yet, I'm letting you down." Yan Xining said lightly, and Dewey said urgently: "I didn't mean that." ”
"That's not what you mean, and you're still beating people to death?" Yan Xi said angrily, put the basin in his hand on the ground, and said coldly to Dewey: "Look at it, the blood and water in this basin are all left for her to heal her injuries." ”
Dewey looked at the crimson color, his eyes condensed slightly, he lowered his gaze, and muttered, "I didn't want to kill her, I just wanted her to retreat." ”
Yan Xi listened to his words, the anger in her heart calmed down a little, she squatted down to look at him at eye level, and said seriously: "Dewey, I know that this matter is wrong with Caiyue, she shouldn't have chased you to the army, but there are thousands of ways to drive her away, why do you use this, she is a young lady, and she has a superior and comfortable life at home, but she has come all the way here and blended into the army, isn't she afraid?" I know that she must be afraid, that feeling, I have experienced, helpless, hesitant and restless, but for the sake of the person I love, I am fearless, but this kind of feeling, there is a limit, I can't withstand the hurt again and again, I know that you have always been cold-hearted, and now I just want to ask you, what is your attitude towards her? If you don't like her, don't worry, I'll make it clear to her when I go back, and I won't let her pester you again. ”
Dewey was slightly stunned when he heard her words, he looked up in the direction of Yan Xining's tent, with a confused look on his face: "I, I don't know." "Once when Xue Caiyue came to annoy him again and again, he only felt annoying, she always looked at him with a cold face, so he tried every means to make him laugh, and later, he was used to her noise, but when she sent the sachet representing affection to him shyly, he was afraid in his heart, and refused her without hesitation, he is now running around on the battlefield all the time, just thinking about being able to make contributions and get ahead, and he didn't think about his children's personal affairs at all, he didn't expect that the refusal would let her chase here.
Yan Xining listened to his words, became angry, and said angrily: "If you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, you are a big man, and you hesitate in this kind of thing, Dewey, I misjudged you." She picked up the basin and turned to walk away quickly.
Dewey looked at her departing figure, and he was also very disgusted with himself in his heart, he didn't know why he didn't know why he didn't know, because Yan Xining said that Xue Caiyue would no longer come to pester him, was he afraid that he would never see her again? Is that like? No, that's not, he's a person who can die at any time on the battlefield, how dare he like others now, he knows that he is fearless on the battlefield, and it's only because he has no concern in his heart that he dares to fight with his life.
Xue Caiyue was in a coma for a day and a night before she woke up, as soon as she woke up, Yan Xining came over with medicine, she wanted to get up, but the severe pain in her back made her lie down again.
"Don't move." Yan Xining hurriedly stabilized her and scolded: "The wounds on your body have just begun to heal, and if you move around, they will immediately crack again." ”
Xue Caiyue listened to her words, obediently lay down, looked at Yan Xining weakly and smiled: "Sister, fortunately, you are here." ”
Yan Xining scooped out a spoonful of medicine and handed it to her mouth and blew it, fed her to drink, and said in a reproachful tone: "Yes, if it weren't for me, I'm afraid you would really have no way to live." ”
Her words silenced Xue Caiyue, and she said lonely: "Sister, if you hadn't blocked me at that time, would he really have killed me." ”
Yan Xi Ning looked at her sad appearance, put down the bowl and stroked her hair, without answering her question, she asked in a low voice: "Caiyue, why did you get mixed into the army, does your father know?" ”
Xue Caiyue shook her head and said with a wry smile: "I'm going to disappoint my father again." She looked at Yan Xining and asked uneasily, "Is my sister going to drive me away too?" ”
Yan Xining sighed slightly, and comforted her: "You are like this now, how can I send you back with peace of mind, don't worry, Rong Hua has promised me to let you follow me, no one will drive you away again, and no one will punish you like that again." ”
Xue Caiyue didn't get happy because of Yan Xining's words, she whispered, "Does my brother-in-law know too?" Sister, do you think that I am just a troublemaker, I can't do anything well, I don't like people, I always do something disgusting and annoy others. ”
Yan Xining felt a pain in her heart, the infatuated woman was the most bitter, she put down the bowl in her hand, looked at Xue Caiyue and said seriously: "Caiyue, people must first love themselves, and then someone will love you, if you yourself feel that you are useless and have no merits, how can you force others to like you." She took her hand and sighed: "To be honest, I really don't approve of you sneaking into the army without permission, although it is for the people you love, but this is really too dangerous, if it wasn't for Dewey discovering you, but another soldier in the army with ulterior motives found out that you were a woman, do you know what you will go through?" That's a million times more terrible than your cane this time. ”
Xue Caiyue was stunned, she bit her lip lightly, and said in a low voice: "But sister, you once told me that you went to the battlefield of Western Qin with your brother-in-law, and after life and death, neither of you can do without anyone, I thought that he and I could do the same, if I took my life to follow him, would he be able to find out my goodness, and he would look at me more." ”
Yan Xining didn't expect her to think like this, she smiled bitterly: "Caiyue, Rong Hua and I are different from yours, we have always had each other in our hearts, but does Dewey have you in his heart?" You don't have confidence in yourself, emotional things can't be forced, if he doesn't like you, even if you do more, it's just to please him coldly, if he has you in his heart, even if you don't do anything deliberately, he can always find your good! ”
Xue Caiyue listened to her words, her heart was full of thoughts, she bit her lip, as if she had made a huge determination: "Sister, after returning to Chang'an after this war, if he still has such an attitude towards me and me, I promise my sister that I will never pester him again in the future!" But along the way, I want to try again, otherwise I won't be reconciled. ”
Yan Xi Ning listened to her words and sighed: "Don't worry, I won't stop you, but you have to promise me that you must listen to me in the army, otherwise if you do something again, even if it is me, I'm afraid I won't be able to protect you." ”
Xue Caiyue nodded and promised, "I won't make my sister embarrassed by mischief." ”
Yan Xining nodded, picked up the medicine bowl and said, "Drink the medicine first, after drinking the medicine, I'll get you something to eat." ”
Yan Xining fed Xue Caiyue medicine one bite at a time, thinking of the conversation with Dewey last night, she sighed slightly in her heart, when infatuation meets ruthlessness, whether it is infatuation that moves ruthlessness first, or ruthlessness that hurts infatuation to the end, who can say clearly, everything can only depend on their creation.