"You go away!" I felt very angry at my inexplicability, "What does my life or death have to do with you, you go!" What are you rushing back for? I don't want your hypocrisy! His non-reply and stalemate once again deeply hurt my already sensitive heart. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Don't do that, Man!" He hugged me tightly with all his strength, his body was hot, his breathing was short, his voice was trembling, he looked very nervous, as if he was afraid that I would fly away and disappear suddenly, but his mouth just refused to give me a word of comfort and answer, I hated his attitude, coldly refused, but it was so ambiguous that I couldn't extricate myself.

"You promise me, don't, don't be so painful, I'll go!" He suddenly yelled at me, "Promise me not to hurt myself like this, not to let myself hurt!" I want you to be happy, happy! Do you know that I will die of pain, discomfort, and regret?! He seemed to lose control of his form in pain and nervousness, and shouted a series of inexplicable words at me.

I endured the pain and stared at him with wide eyes, staring at him for fear of missing the slightest expression of his face. He didn't answer my question, but was he making another confession to me? His tears fell down my cheeks, and he, unexpectedly, cried?! Is it for me?!

My hand involuntarily stretched out, shivering and touching his cheek, touching a warm wetness, he was so real, tears were so real, all this is not a dream, not a dream! This former him, at this time, really appeared in front of me again, nervous for me, crying for me. I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't, and my head hurt even more.

I felt a warmth in my chest, and in the end, it was even burning, I knew it was Chiyu, Chiyu felt my pain at this time, to protect me, but it still couldn't stop it, this happiness in my heart, the stronger this happiness, the more my head hurt, the deeper my pain.

I tried to endure it, but I couldn't help it, and my eyes started to blur because of the pain.

I saw the bright red of the black water of Black Mountain again, but there was a cold smile on that beautiful cheek.

The more intense my pain, the more I relied on his warmth, burying myself deep in his arms, feeling a long-lost warmth and comfort, a feeling that relaxed me and made me deeply attached.

The palm of his hand pressed against his face, but then there was a tremble, and my heart was terrified, and I tried to struggle to see him clearly, but he hugged me so tightly that I could not break free for a while.

But the shock and uneasiness in my heart can't help but ask: "How are you ......?" I want to ask, why is his body so hot, is he sick? Is he uncomfortable?!

But before I could ask, I heard a coquettish voice, full of surprise and anger: "Rain! What are you doing?! ”

A rebuke was like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, interrupting the beauty and warmth of all this.

His body was visibly straight and stiff, as helpless and nervous as a child who had made a mistake. His subordinates are also loose, if it weren't for the fact that he still has a trace of conscience and nostalgia, he would have thrown me to the ground.

Feeling this change, my body also stiffened, and I tried to support my body.

I saw a Miaoman figure in the distance, and the long hair was flying in the wind, looking so elegant. The delicate five crowns are embedded in a pink face, and the delicate posture seems to be a willow swinging in the wind, like a person in the painting walking gently. With this green mountain and green water, it is a wonderful picture of a beautiful woman, if there is no tombstone representing death around.

Fragrant?! It's her, it's her, it's her! I felt a tremor in my heart. How could it be her? It was supposed to be her! I forgot that he still had her!

He was supposed to be mine, but now he gives me a sense of humiliation and insecurity that I have feelings that I shouldn't have and are being spied on by others!

Yes, I don't belong to his world anymore, how can I entangle with him here again?!

Pain, disappointment, pushed him away.

I think it was my expectation and disappointment that were so obvious that he felt a little uneasy, and although he let me fall to the ground, knelt on the ground in agony and did not help me again, he did not leave immediately.

His eyes flickered, and after a while, he spoke again: "Although we have become a thing of the past, if our separation will make you unable to let go and full of pain, then I will be guilty for the rest of my life, you can hate me and scold me, but just don't torture yourself and make yourself miserable, okay?!" I can't give you love, but you must at least love yourself! ”

He said it emotionally, but I pushed him away with a miserable smile on my face.

It turned out that the warmth he had just now, the uneasiness and nervousness he had just now, was just that he didn't want to be condemned by his conscience anymore. He wants me to tell him that I'm doing well, that I don't care about him anymore, that he hasn't hurt me, and that he will be at ease and no longer suffer from the pain of his conscience, right?!

But is it possible? I sneered in my heart. He is ruthless, why bother to behave like this?

Can't he let go of the conscience he has? No wonder he wants to come to worship, no wonder he wants to comfort me, it turns out that he can't help it, it's just a stupid gesture of asking for peace of mind!

It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous! Why bother, why bother?!

"You go! Let's go now! You're not allowed to be here again! My voice was cold and warm, and my eyes were as cold as a sharp edge.

His figure staggered, and Fang had rushed over and held him, and he stood firm, staring at me for a long time.

I closed my eyes in pain, my eyelids could not close the tears, and my cheeks were spreading, and he succeeded in arousing the hatred in my heart.

"Sister! Are you okay?! It was Fang's voice, she actually approached me and tried to help me up, but I waved her hand away.

"Let's go! You're all gone! I yelled again, is he going to see me here in pain?! And disappointed in him, the pain of my headache seemed to lessen. Although it is still very painful, it no longer develops and can be slowly suppressed.

They didn't dare to move around, but looked at me with mixed feelings, like a clown.

I smiled self-deprecatingly and struggled to my feet.

Looking at them with a smile, even if his heart was broken, he could no longer let him see his vulnerability.

"What? Are you still reluctant to leave?! "My smile is full of coldness, but it is also more light and clear, let the heart die again, there is nothing wrong, only when you really die, you will not feel pain again!

They seemed relieved to see me stand up. (To be continued.) )