Chapter 189

Zhu Zhao held his imperial brother in his arms: "Fifth brother, you believe me, I will never leave you alone, you wait for me, this time even if I don't do it for myself, I will take you out, this kind of ghost place should have been enough." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info those bastard things, I'll make him pay the price he deserves. This is the chestnut cake you like to eat, I and Uncle Huang specially brought it to you to eat, do you see if the taste is still the same as before? The cook we ate at that time has passed away, and this is made by the apprentice he brought out himself, and I don't think the taste is any different, or your mouth is tricky, you can definitely taste it. ”

Zhu Zhao paused and continued to speak: "I asked people to send a lot of food in, it seems that it all went into the mouth of this thing, Uncle Huang and I are here to accompany you well, you bear with it first, I will take you out in the next two days, this bastard thing, I want all the people to watch how I cleaned them up." ”

The eunuch who couldn't straighten up until now with a pain in his chest hurriedly begged for mercy when he heard such words: "The six princes spare their lives, the slaves dare not treat the five princes badly, and they dare not brazenly prop up, there are too many things in this courtyard, which makes people too busy, and the servants are also anxious for fear of delaying the matter, so they are so anxious that they will not choose to speak, and ask His Highness to bypass the slaves this time for the sake of the servants who served them wholeheartedly in the past." ”

Zhu Zhao sneered: "If you were really busy, you wouldn't eat so fat, it turns out that you are purely farting, there is not even a ghost in this cold palace, are you busy?" Are you too busy to go up to the emperor in the diary bowl in front of you? You are an insincere and disloyal slave, if I, the master, tolerate you, and behave in vain. ”

The palace maid named Cen Lian stood aside and sobbed, and cried at this time: "Your Highness, he has often beaten the five princes in this courtyard for so long, and there is nothing good on this body, the slave and maid really can't look at it, no matter how the master disposes of the slave and the maid, the slave and the maid admit that the slave and the maid have not taken care of and protect the master." ”

Who knew that at this time, the fifth prince suddenly turned his head to look at her, and said with a smile: "Good person, you are not allowed to bully her." ”

When Cen Lian heard this, the smile on her face became more and more, she didn't ask for anything, she only knew that she was a humble palace maid, and it was already her blessing to be able to serve the five princes in this life, she was very afraid that the five princes would leave her, but after thinking about it, this is also how it should be, he is a dignified prince, there is really no need to explain his life in such a place, so he should leave, and she is also happy for the five princes. Her unknown feelings were buried deep in her heart, and no one could know until she left this world. It's a pity that this prince can't understand her affection for him, and she wants to be able to tell him openly that she, a humble palace maid, has always liked him, and she really wants to be able to be by his side to take care of him for the rest of his life. She didn't dare, even if he was a fool who couldn't understand, she wouldn't dare. It was only in the dead of night that she dared to walk behind him and whisper her affection in his ear after he was asleep.

She told him over and over again: "I like you, I can suffer anything for you, if you want to be good, I will be satisfied." ”

She often stole some delicious things from this dead eunuch to feed the fifth prince, and she was very content to see him happy, and what touched her the most was that he would break it and give it to her every time, and that time she cried like a child, and even she was frightened by herself.

And the fifth prince just stretched out his hand to touch the tears on her cheeks, making her think that this man was awake and not a little stupid, he said, "What are you crying for? Isn't this stuff tasty? Hurry up and eat, beware that he's going to hit someone again. ”

If he is really a complete person, maybe he can't hold himself in his eyes at all? So she should be glad that she can be by his side when he is vulnerable, maybe in the future he will have a noble woman to match, have children, and be a free prince, and she will pray for him in this cold and lonely court, asking God to bless, the man she loves will not be painful and tormented in the future, and can live happily every day.

Zhu Zhao sighed and said: "During this time, you have to take care of my imperial brother, if you want to leave here, I can help you, you first think about where you want to go on duty." ”

Cen Lian turned her head to look at the fifth prince, then lowered her head and said with a smile: "Thank you, Your Highness, it's good for the slave and maid to be here, and no one will bully you in the future, and life will be better." She has been with him here for six years, since she was a child who was ignorant of affection, she has been by his side, and so many years have passed in the blink of an eye, and she doesn't know what happened to her. At first, she wanted someone to see her down-to-earth duty so as to bring her out of this sea of suffering, but since she fell in love with this man, she completely cut off this idea. She longed from the bottom of her heart if the fifth prince remembered that there was someone who had been with him for so long, would he come back to see her. In fact, she really doesn't want much, and she doesn't expect the fifth prince to like her, as long as she loves him. But in her long life, she always hoped that she could remember herself in his memory, so that she could live more vigorously.

The masters didn't guess her thoughts, and soon asked her to push off her busy work and go to other things, in fact, there is really nothing in the cold palace, everything here is taken care of by her, she doesn't want the fifth prince to be like other people, missing the hope that he should have here, so no matter how much she suffers or how much she is beaten, she will stubbornly finish these things, just so that he can live a clean and happy life.

The cold wind outside is blowing on the body, it is really cold, the eunuch is really damned, he only gives a little charcoal, as long as he does not freeze the prince to death, the prince can only freeze and curl up every day, she is very distressed, fortunately, someone came to pick him up, and he will not have to suffer these things in the future, it is really good, she can rest assured.

At this time, she really wanted to cry, but no tears could flow out, she didn't know what was wrong with her, so she could only look at the gentle sunshine in the sky and smile, and in the future they would look at the same sun under a sky, as long as they thought that he was doing well, she could laugh.

Sweeping the dust in the yard over and over again, but the heart can't be quiet, and an unfamiliar voice shouts to her to seize this opportunity, not to miss it, even if he will not remember himself in this life, as long as he can have him once. She was shocked by her own thoughts, if she had his child and was locked up in such a cold palace, sooner or later she would not be able to escape a dead end, and it would only harm the child. But she coveted his body temperature, and she didn't know what to do at all, because for her, there were not many opportunities for two people to get along, and if she didn't cherish it, she could only regret herself.

The voices of Prince Li and the old prince came from inside, but the fifth prince seemed a little silent, just listening quietly. For the first time, she felt that this person was really far away from her, and it was her delusion.

The eunuch was still lying there and did not dare to move, and when she walked by, she couldn't help kicking him hard, and when she heard his muffled snort, her whole depressed heart became relaxed. And she can only go to the cold house on the other side and wait for them to finish speaking, she has been rubbing her hands, thinking of the bits and pieces of the past six years, she doesn't feel cold anymore, the corners of her mouth hooked a faint smile, and she has been obsessed with the people inside to leave, so she moved her stiff legs, and hurriedly chased them out to see them off, only to see the six princes carrying the eunuch's collar and lifting the person out, the person seemed to finally understand that he would not end well, the whole person became like four corpses, no longer lifeless, and was dragged away like this, It looks more and more exciting.

It wasn't until the person left that she hurriedly ran back, half-squatted beside the fifth prince, grabbed his sleeve and said, "It's really good, you won't have to suffer here anymore." Although no one dares to treat you badly after you go out, you still have to be careful, there are too many bad people in this world, and I am afraid that they will bully you. I deserve to be by your side for six years, and I can be regarded as growing up with you, and I am really happy to see you have a good life, although I am a little reluctant to you in my heart. But I know that I am not qualified to keep you, let alone who wants to come in such a ghost place as long as I can get out. So don't come back in the future, if possible I just want you to put me in your heart, and it's good to think about me once in a while, after all, it's been so long, and people are not grass and trees, how can they be ruthless, do you say yes? ”

The fifth prince still had the same stupid smile on his face as before, so that she could tell him with peace of mind: "No one will dare to beat you in the future, in fact, every time he will whip you, I am really afraid that it will hit you, I never dare to tell you, I don't know when I have taken you as my lifeline." I won't have a chance to go out of this palace again, so I'll let me look at you more while I can see you more now. She said and threw herself over and hugged him in her arms, tears falling into his clothes, and the coldness made him shrink back.

What Cen Lian didn't expect was that he would actually put his hand on his back and slapped it again and again, as if he was comforting, so that the suppressed feelings in her heart exploded, and buried in his neck and whispered: "Do you know, I love you, I know that I am delusional, but I still want you to know that I love you." ”

She forgot the time, and when she came back to her senses, it was already dark, she wiped the tears on her face, her eyes were a little swollen, and she lit the oil lamp, and she began to make food, and now she finally didn't have to worry about being whipped if she did more, just after she put rice into the pot, a very polite eunuch came in outside, stood at the door and said: "Sister Cen Lian, this is the food that the sixth prince ordered Xiao to send." ”

Cen Lian took it with a smile, and said with a smile: "Thank you, father-in-law, it's so late, and the master is still hungry at this moment, so I don't want you to say anything." ”

The father-in-law replied and turned away.

Cen Lian opened the food box, took out all the dishes inside and put them on the table, smiled and greeted the person sitting on the bed and said, "Come and eat, look at the hearty one, fortunately I didn't cook too much, otherwise it would be wasted if there were too many dishes." Seeing that he was sitting still, she walked over and pulled the man to the table and sat down, handed him the chopsticks, and said with a smile, "Eat quickly." ”

She had already tried it with a silver needle, and it was not poisonous. Because she cherishes it, she can't see that any mistakes are put in her hands, and she is very cautious.

She was about to go to see the rice on the stove, but just as she was about to leave, he grabbed her arm and asked, "What about you?" ”

Cen Lian smiled and said: "I still have work to do, it's all over there, you eat quickly, wash your face with hot water after eating, soak your feet and go to sleep, go quickly." ”

She liked the feeling of being pulled by him, but the more she didn't want to let go, the more reluctant she became, because she was going to separate in the end, so she had to open his shackles, and she clearly didn't see the thoughtful look of the person behind her.

She has never seen anything good in her so many years here, and she doesn't think about it in her heart, and she slowly becomes less greedy, no matter when her identity is a person, she can't help but care about things in this life. If you don't have what you have, you should stop thinking about yourself as soon as possible, otherwise you will only be sad in the end. God has already arranged a destiny for everyone, some things are like taboos, once you are contaminated, maybe what awaits you is unbearable punishment. Is it true that people like her will not be able to live the life they want in this life? It should be, so as long as there is hope in her heart, so that no one can hurt herself, because the person she wants to protect in her heart has already gone to live a good life in her place.

She brought down the rice on the stove, in fact, it can only be said to be rice soup now, but she doesn't know how much better than the days when she was full and hungry, and she is already very content. In fact, even if there is a stove, she feels very cold, she takes the bowl and sipps the soup one by one, only feeling fragrant and warm, her body that was numb by the cold also began to slowly warm up, and the corners of her mouth hooked up a satisfied smile, which made people look very sad and sad.

I don't know when the fifth prince stood by her side, she was surprised at first, and then couldn't help laughing: "What are you doing standing here without going to eat?" It's cold here, beware of the cold, you can sit back. I'll boil you water in a while, obedient. ”

The fifth prince stood there stubbornly motionless, she was forced to stand up and hold the rice soup in her hand, sat down on the table with him, and still took small bites of the bowl. But the fifth prince didn't know why he kept staring at her, which made her ask a little inexplicably, "What's wrong?" Why do you keep staring at me? Is there something wrong with me? ”

The fifth prince pointed to the dish in front of him and said, "Eat." ”

There are too many meanings in one word, and only Cen Lian can understand what he is saying, and immediately smiled helplessly: "You can eat it yourself, I still have a lot in the bowl, you eat it quickly, I can clean it up after eating, if Ming'er's father-in-law comes to collect things, we can't give it to others like this, right?" Don't be tough, you must be injured again, I still have to give you medicine, and you have to be smarter and don't let others deceive you, but you still have to let people take care of you, I just hope she can take good care of you, and I can rest assured. ”

It's a pity that the fifth prince is more stubborn than she imagined, and she didn't do anything back, she had to agree, but if she gets these things once, she will still think about them later, so it's better to put them away from afar, don't think about anything, just work hard to do yourself. Because these things are parting dishes, for Cen Lian, no matter how delicious they are, they are nothing in her heart.

She didn't eat much, just added a few chopsticks to the dish in front of her, and ate more rice porridge in her bowl, but the fifth prince didn't want her to succeed, and she was about to pour the plate into her bowl, she was afraid that he would really deduct a plate, so she had to stop and say that she would eat it. This meal is complicated, but it tastes more like chewing wax, and I am really not in the mood to taste the deliciousness of the food.

Finally finished her business, the moon outside was already hanging on the withered treetops, and the light of the light shone in, and she shook off the water droplets in her hand and looked at it steadily. He was washing his face inside, and after a while she was going in to help him clean up. It's just that she only stood for a while when she heard a noise from inside, so she had to hurry in, and when she saw him take off his coat, she hurriedly said, "What are you doing, what if you get sick?" Why are you so disobedient, you said don't let me worry about me in the future, how can you reassure me like this...... Even if you don't feel at ease, what can you do? Put it on. ”

The silver light on his slightly pale and sickly skin looked even more sad, he had never had a good life in such a place since he was a child, and even the lowly palace people would bully him at will, how could she not feel distressed? Those who have bullied him should pay for what they have done.

There were a few scars on his back, but they were very shallow, and her heart was put down, fortunately she blocked it quickly, otherwise all these injuries would have fallen on him, and only herself would be distressed at that time. It's a blessing.

Rubbing the medicine for him, watching him get dressed, her nervousness this day was able to relax, in fact, this day was really tired, but because it was him, it was nothing, the corners of her mouth hooked a gentle arc, all this in the eyes of others only felt crazy, but in her own eyes it was the best memory in her life, because nothing can compare to the care of the person she loves, looking at him, as long as he is good, even if he does anything, it is worth it.

She watched the fifth prince fall asleep on the bed, and then turned around to clean herself up, she endured it for a long time, the injury on her shoulder and back seemed to be able to kill her, the pain in her heart, she gritted her teeth and stretched out her arms, and took off her outer clothes, her arms could not be rotated at will, every time she had to grit her teeth desperately to be able to reach the wound in the back, just use random foam medicine. She didn't dare to make a sound, for fear that she would wake him up, but no matter how careful she was, she couldn't help but let out a cry of pain from her mouth. Anyway, she is just a teenage girl, if she is placed outside the palace, it is a very good time, but now she can only be drowned in the cold and lonely cold palace, and the person she loves in her heart doesn't even understand her heart.

Her voice did not wake him up, she was a little glad but still a little disappointed, the thought in her heart became more and more noisy, so that she couldn't help but put her hand on his shoulder, and sighed for a long time, just approached him, pressed her body against his back, and murmured: "I really can't let go of you, but I hope they can take you out of here as soon as possible, I am reluctant but I can rest assured, finally leave this day of not having enough food and clothing, and no eunuch dares to show off in front of you." ”

Just when she sighed, she didn't expect the man to turn around, and his two black eyes stared at her tightly, which made Cen Lian's heart panic, and it took a long time to hear him say, "You pressed my clothes." ”

Cen Lian blushed for a while and disappointed in her heart, she stepped back, the distance between the two people was separated by so much again, they didn't live together before, Cen Lian slept on the small collapse outside, but the days of getting together were getting shorter and shorter, so she had the courage to come up. In fact, there is no shyness and embarrassment at this time, she just doesn't want to regret herself.

This night is still very cold, I don't know who he will be arranged to serve after he leaves, and I don't know if I can meet a good master, life is like this, I can't make my own decisions, sometimes good and sometimes bad are held in the hands of others, in fact, she wants to break free from this cage more than anyone else, but there is no way, she can't find a way to let herself out, even if she goes out, if she meets a master who is not good to herself, how much can her fate be compared to here? So here, just like she thought, if the man in front of her can think of himself one day, so many years of companionship will not be in vain.

I don't know when I fell asleep, and when I woke up the next day and wanted to leave, I found that I was hugged tightly in my arms by the people around me, thinking that it was too cold in the middle of the night, his quilt was not warm at all, and his own was just a thin cloth, this person's life was too difficult, and it was even more difficult.

Sometimes it's really better to die happily, and she won't have to suffer in this world again, but who made her have this man in her heart? She felt that no matter how difficult the days were, as long as she could remember him in her heart, she would be content, and no one could shake his position in her heart.

It turned out that this was his body temperature, the burning heat and comfort made her reluctant to leave, indulged herself to lie down for a while, she quickly came to her senses, and it was time for everything to come to an end. So be it, it's enough.

This is the fate that God has given them, and they are consummated at this time.