Chapter 145: Cherish It

"No regrets. www.biquge.info He smiled and reached out to touch her hair, and the uneasiness in his heart came up for no reason.

She was very wrong today.

At first, he took the initiative to be warm and affectionate with him, and now he is worried about some unwarranted things......

"Jinchen," he said softly while holding Su Jinchen, who was like a small zongzi in his arms, "What happened by the lake just now, can you tell me?" He had a vague feeling that things weren't as simple as he thought. There must be something else...... Something that scared her.

"Actually...... Nothing either. Su Jinchen's eyes were hot, and after a while, he said softly, "Miss Wan's bracelet accidentally fell into the lake...... And the slave and maid went down and fetched her. ”

He frowned and said in a deep voice, "Why don't you let the family care home do such a thing?" She's just a temporary guest, so why should she let you go into the water? Chen Yifei pinched her fingers with a cold face, and said distressedly, "Did I say last time that I would protect you?" Don't you know how to refuse such an unreasonable request? ”

"Refuse ......" Su Jinchen repeated blankly, and couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Yes...... I want to say no. But that's ...... Lady's order......"

Chen Yifei stiffened as she held her hand.

Su Jinchen didn't seem to feel it...... Her eyes were misty, and she said lightly, "You don't know, today's lake ...... It's cold...... It's very cold......" she couldn't help but shudder, and subconsciously wrapped the quilt on her body, "I've been looking for it for a long time...... I can't find ......," she pulled out a cold smile at herself, "The wound on my hand, you may be very scary to look at now, but at that time...... In fact, I didn't feel any pain at all, just cold...... Couldn't feel anything but the cold......"

"Shh," he hugged her, rubbing her back like a child, "I know, Jinchen...... Stop it. ”

"Okay." She nodded kindly, and really shut up.

The two of them did not speak again for a while.

The bright sunlight slipped in mischievously through the window, and a few strands fell on the two people who were snuggling up to each other on the bed.

She nestled quietly in his arms, counting his powerful heartbeats in a trance.

Of course she knew...... He won't make decisions for himself, and he won't be able to stand up for her.

She didn't blame him.

From her recognition of her identity, from her determination to give herself to him...... She knew what would accompany her from now on.

It's not that she didn't think about it - she forgot all the bullying and insults she had suffered in the past, and only stayed by his side as she did her duty, bore children for him, and ...... for him Serve the Lord's Mother.

But some people ...... Even such a humble and insignificant wish refused to let her get her wish.

Su Jinchen silently clenched his fists.

Heart-wrenching pain...... It also made her more sober.

He felt lost—both confused and powerless.

There are many things, no matter how much he has a heart, he can't change anything.

For example, Su Jinchen's identity......

If he had been sensible enough and calm enough to look at his relationship with Su Jinchen, he should have known a long time ago that she would never be able to stand tall in front of his family and fight for something for herself.

All this, even from the moment he rejected her five years ago, was doomed.

The strong sense of powerlessness made him feel guilty and distressed, and even the body that was boiling and ready to move before gradually cooled down in reflection and chagrin again and again.

Truly, he wanted her—he had never had the urge to get her so desperately for any woman.

Ask yourself......

What happens after you get it?

What could he do for her?

If he loves and cherishes her, not only will he not bring her any respect and preferential treatment in the end, but will only make her suffer more exclusion and harm...... How could he pretend to be indifferent and continue to enjoy her sweetness and beauty in peace?

Even just now, he knew that she had suffered a great grievance and needed his care and comfort, but he still thought about it......

What's the difference between this and a villain who takes advantage of people?!

"Second young master......" The little man in his arms suddenly called softly.

Chen Yifei came back to his senses in a daze. "You say, I'm listening." He chuckled softly, with a preciousness in his tone that he had never even noticed.

Su Jinchen took a deep breath and pressed his forehead against his chin, "You don't have to feel sorry for me...... she said softly, "I'm much better now, really." ”

For a long time, she didn't get a response from the other party.

Su Jinchen was about to look up in surprise, but heard a deep sigh from above him.

"You have been refusing to say ......," he paused, stroked her hair tenderly, and sighed, "for the sake of the eldest sister, too?" ”

Su Jinchen bit his lip, "Miss Wan is a distinguished guest invited by the family, and the eldest lady naturally hopes that she can feel at home...... I understand," she said, smiling lightly at him, "You don't have to feel embarrassed. ”

Chen Yifei looked at her calm and peaceful face as white as a lily...... Didn't say anything.

He just leaned down slightly, slowly, gently, and kissed it.

His kiss was soft and long, but it was not contaminated with the half-emotional tiao, just like a trickle flowing leisurely through the bottom of his heart, so clear that there was no impurity.

Su Jinchen obediently closed his eyes and raised his arm to hook his neck.

…… The quilt slipped silently from her, revealing the girl's unwielding skin—delicate and smooth, pink and seductive, and every inch exuded an irresistible light.

He looked away, quietly picked up the belly pocket that had been thrown aside, tied her with the tie himself, and put on the middle coat.

Su Jinchen's body trembled, and he raised his face and looked at him incredulously.

Chen Yifei smiled gently, and carefully picked up her injured hand and stuffed it into her sleeve, "I know you have been wronged today and are in a bad mood. Just now...... It's that I'm too anxious. ”

Su Jinchen suddenly grabbed his sleeve, "You...... Don't you want me anymore? ”

"I think." Chen Yifei replied, gently pulled down her soft in the palm of her hand, and said seriously, "But I hope that this is happening when you are equally happy." ”

"I ...... I rejoiced in my heart......" she explained.

Chen Yifei rubbed her cheeks with a smile, "I know." But you're too tired today......" He soothed gently, suppressed his desire to possess her immediately, and put on Su Jinchen's clothes one by one, "Be obedient, don't think nonsense, go back and sleep well, wake up, everything will be fine." ”

He also needs to think about it...... In the future, how should they go on their path?

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