Chapter 181: Try to Accept

After Su Yue remembered Qianyu, she was very attached to Qianyu, which made Qianyu very happy and very distressed. Pen~Fun~ Pavilion www.biquge.info is troubled by the angry gazes of other people looking at him, it can really cut him into several sections.

Su Yue is not a complete stranger to other people, but she just doesn't remember how she fell in love with them? I don't feel that way yet. Maybe the first person Su Yue fell in love with was Qianyu's relationship, the deepest love, so it easily evoked memories. But what she remembered was the memory of falling in love with him at the beginning, and she didn't remember it after getting married.

Su Yue lay on the table and watched Qianyu write, and Qianyu looked at her delicate little face. "Yue, still don't you have any impression of Xi and them?"

"I can't put it into words, it feels familiar, but how could I fall in love with so many people? And I'm not a particularly beautiful girl, they're so handsome, how can they like me? I'm weird. Su Yue said while looking at Qianyu as she wrote.

"But that's the way it is, you love them and care about them, and they love you and care about you." Qianyu looked up at her and said.

"Rain, if I only love you now, is that okay?" Su Yue looked at him and said. She didn't believe in love, but now that there is such an excellent person who loves her, she is very satisfied, and she doesn't dare to ask for too much.

"Month, but then they will be sad. Of course I wish you had only me in your heart, but we are not destined to be separated. Month, they love you no less than I do, and they are also excellent. Qianyu said.

"It's because they're so good, I don't dare to ask for it." Su Yue lowered her head and said. When she was in modern times, she watched how her mother came over, because she had waited all her life for her father, who she had never met. She was a little afraid to touch her feelings, for fear of being hurt. She felt that it was enough for her to love Qianyu well, and looking at him, she felt that he should not make her sad. She really didn't dare to love other people, feeling that she was not so good and could deserve so many of them to love her. Her heart was a little shaken when she thought of her children, after all, they were all fathers of children.

Qianyu put down the pen in her hand, walked to her side, grabbed her waist, let her look at herself, and said to her gently, "Yue, be confident, believe in yourself." Children also need their father's. In the evening, let's have dinner together. ”

Su Yue looked at his handsome face and nodded. Well, go get along with them and think about the lost memories.

At dinner, Su Yue and her husband sat in the dining room. She looked at the others a little shyly, they greeted her with warmth, and intimately sandwiched her favorite dishes for her.

"Yue, this is delicious, you eat more, you are too thin now." Zheng Yunqi sandwiched a piece of braised pork for her. It was put in her bowl.

"Thank you." Su Yue smiled at him, this man's smile was very sunny.

"Yue, after eating in a while, I'll take you out for a walk, there are river lanterns tonight." Shangguan Xi looked at Su Yue gently and said. Speaking from the heart, he likes to see her beautiful face now, she was a little ethereal in the past, and he always felt like she would disappear one day.

"Okay, I haven't seen it yet, can you make a wish for the river lantern here?" Su Yue asked with some excitement. By spending time with them these days, and looking at those beautiful and adorable babies, she has some hope that she can regain her memory. Like Qianyu told her, be confident, and she doesn't want her children to grow up without a father like her.

"Yue, what wish do you want to make? Tell us and can we help you with that? Liao Xiuwen looked at her and asked gently.

Su Yue looked at their concerned eyes, there was a place in her heart, which was warming up little by little, she looked at them with her clear eyes like water and said, "I want to remember you." ”

Qianyu gently took her hand, slowly took her in her arms, and patted her back. He knows that his month has always been the best and her heart always gives them warmth.

"Yue, don't worry, we will definitely help you remember your lost memories little by little." Qianyu said.

"Yes," Su Yue nodded and said.

After dinner, Shangguan Xi walked out in a carriage with her, and when she was at the door, she saw Xiaoxue running over. Xiaoxue shouted at them, "Daddy Xi, I'm going with you too, I know you must be looking for memories with your mother." I'll go with you, because the three of us knew each other first. ”

Shangguan Xi looked at the little girl who was running and panting, he took her in his arms lovingly, he already had two sons, and he was more patient with his children now. He looked at Xiaoxue gently, "Okay, our Xiaoxue will come with us." Then he hugged her and helped Su Yue into the carriage.

On the carriage, Xiaoxue excitedly chatted with Su Yue about the time they got along on the mountain, and Su Yue laughed when she heard it. Especially when it comes to the part where she throws Xiaoxue to the ground, she wants to be happy.

"Mother, remember, when we first met Daddy Xi, we met Daddy Yifan in his carriage. On the carriage, mother, you sang a nice song to them. Mother, I haven't heard you sing for a long time, are you singing to us now? Xiaoxue said.

Su Yue couldn't remember what song she sang at that time. Shangguan Xi looked at her dazed, he took out the flute in his arms and slowly blew out the tune of the imperial capital~ Su Yue listened to the familiar tune and slowly hummed~

The empty palace, the cold solemnity, the first quarter moon plays the song dying, who sees the smoke of sadness, the golden cup and the jade cup, but no one sighs the rusty sword, the old friends of the past are hard to see, only the thoughts are left to sweep through the space, who will read the sense of loneliness, scattered nostalgia, life and death are destined to disappear, think about the past yesterday, loneliness is a sunny day and the bamboo stick that was once promised~

Su Yue looked at the two people opposite, singing emotionally, and some memories slowly jumped into her mind. She seemed to see the clip of her and Xiaoxue playing on the mountain. She rubbed her head, Shangguan Xi looked at her painful appearance, and hugged her in his arms, "Yue, don't be in a hurry and take your time." I'm sure you'll remember us. Shangguan Xi comforted her and said.

It wasn't long before they reached the moat, where some of the people had gathered to put their lanterns. Shangguan Xi hugged the two of them down, he asked the guards to hold Xiaoxue, and he held Su Yue. Su Yue looked at the water surface, floating all kinds of river lanterns, and her eyes were deeply attracted.

They walked up to a vendor selling river lanterns, and Xiaoxue chose a bunny lantern. Su Yue saw a crescent-shaped river lantern and liked it very much. Shangguan Xi took it down for her, put it in her hand, and the guards threw the silver to the vendor, and they left. The peddler looked at the silver in his hand, which was enough money for him to sell a lot of river lanterns. He said auspicious words to their backs: "May your wishes come true!" All wishes come true! ”