Chapter 198: Old Memories
From his tone, I heard the helplessness and pain, thinking that after such a heavy test, Qiao Yi also learned to get used to and compromise subtly............
I didn't stay silent for too long, I didn't want the silence to become too emotional, so I smiled and said, "Don't worry, everything here in Suzhou is with me and Gong Chuan, and you and your Snow White can travel around the universe if you want." Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"If you thank you, wait for me to come back, you also have to work hard to live, hold on to love, don't lose love again."
Hearing Qiao Yi's words, I felt inexplicably sentimental, and the heart-rending pain of losing Jiang Yan suddenly spread all over my body, and then I thought of Xia Yuan again, and a sour feeling surged in my heart.
In silence, Qiao Yi spoke again: "Luo Bing, I feel that Jiang Yan hasn't let go yet.......... Maybe she still likes you........"
"It's impossible to think too much."
"Why can't it be, don't you know that she has been in conflict with Ou Zexiu?"
"What if you know, what if you don't know............... It's no use remembering what has been lost........."
With a light sigh, I looked back at Xia Yuan lying on the grass, then lit a cigarette and walked to the side of the maple bridge.
It's like a habit, when I don't know where to go, my legs are like a memory device, uncontrollably come to Fengqiao, and then habitually light a cigarette for myself, and the cold wind also seems to blow away my chaotic emotions.
"Actually, I still don't understand why Jiang Yan suddenly agreed to marry Ou Zexiu."
"Because of a lot of .............."
I spat heavily on the cigarette, and in the smoke I saw Jiang Yan slap me mercilessly, and turned to leave angrily, although her expression was full of helplessness and grief, but until now I couldn't find a reason to keep her.
Maybe it's because I love ............. too much can't give her happiness, even if she smiles in the arms of others............. I also think it's a great happiness.................
There was a sigh on the other end of the phone, and Qiao Yi replied: "It is said that the camel will exhaust the fat in the hump for a long time before slowly dying, love also needs to be like this, and don't have any reservations until death...............
"It's strange when it became so civilized."
"Luo Bing, this is a sentence I realized during the journey, if I wanted you and Jiang Yan to go on before, since you can't go on, then this sentence will be given to you and Xia Yuan.............. You yourself know that the road for the two of you will be long, but it will not be easy to walk.............."
Savor what Qiao Yi said, I feel Qiao Yi's crazy transformation under the baptism of love, I am happy for him, but I am worried about him, Lin Xueer will go to another world one day in the future, what kind of emotions will Qiao Yi use to face life...............
"I understand................"
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After finishing the call with Joe, I went back to the pond.
Xia Yuan did not lie on the grass, but hunched her legs and wrapped her hands around her, she looked very small, very insecure, and in need of protection.
I immediately took off my coat and put it on her, let her lean on my arms, and whispered to Xia Yuan: "How can the chairman of a group look weak, this is not like you in the mall at all." ”
"I'm so tired........... Let me lean on for a while. ”
The 'tiredness' in her mouth made my heart swell with inexplicable pain, and then I thought of all kinds of conspiracies behind her, and it was a stinging pain in my heart, how I wanted to bear everything for her in the way a man should have, but God wanted to sprinkle salt on Xia Yuan's wounds............... But I can't do anything about it.......
I hugged her tightly in distress, letting my arms give her a sense of security, and that's it...............
Hugging her, silence seemed to become a habit, and after more than ten minutes of silence, Xia Yuan said to me: "Luo Bing, I want to hear you." ”
"Say what?"
"Anything goes............ All you have to do is speak, I want to hear your voice. ”
"As soon as I open my mouth, it's a lot of swearing, what's so good!"
Xia Yuan patted me lightly and said with a smile: "I still like to brag!" ”
I touched my nose and replied shamelessly: "The skill of bragging has been cultivated by Uncle Wang since I was a child, and this is a handicraft." ”
Xia Yuan was amused by me, got out of my arms, and said to me: "No one can cure you when you are angry, I guess Uncle Wang can cure you." ”
"What do you mean by that?"
"Because Uncle Wang can hit you with a cane, and you don't hide."
Xia Yuan's joking words made me lose for no reason, she noticed my emotions, and said apologetically: "Did I say something I shouldn't have said............
I stroked her hair and comforted, "No." ”
Xia Yuan lowered her head, and then looked at me without saying anything, looking at her appearance, I said, "Don't have this expression, just ask if you have anything, it's all a family anyway." ”
Xia Yuan pursed her lips and was silent for a moment before she said to me: "Luo Bing, can you tell me why Uncle Wang's leg is lame............"
Those memories that were deliberately buried in my heart surfaced at this moment, I sorted out my emotions and said to Xia Yuan: "After the death of my aunt, Uncle Wang supported the whole family, he went to sell vegetables at five o'clock in the morning, and went to work in the construction site in the afternoon, and it lasted like this for three years......."
Speaking of this, Xia Yuan took out a cigarette from my pocket and helped me light it, I took a heavy puff, spit out the cigarette, and continued: "Day after day, year after year, even the iron body will not be able to support it, finally, on a dull morning, Uncle Wang stared at the tricycle as usual and went to buy vegetables early, just when he passed by red and green, he suddenly turned dizzy, and then was hit by the big truck coming behind, and his leg was broken..........."
Xia Yuan leaned next to me, wanting to give me a little comfort, so I hugged her tightly.
"After that, you dropped out of school to provide for Wang Yuan's education, right?"
"I'm not studying in the first place, there's no need to waste money, it's better to save money for Wang Yuan to go to college."
"You don't want to study, why do you ask Liu Wei to tutor you after self-study every night?"
I was stunned for a moment and asked, "Where did you hear that?" ”
"An Yue told me."