After getting off the train and looking at the city that carried all my memories, I had mixed feelings in my heart, and the short parting did not let me forget the pain, and I returned to Suzhou again, and the scenes appeared vividly in front of my eyes. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

I got into a taxi and looked out the window, the road was lit up with lights, and the joy of the New Year was everywhere, but my heart seemed out of place with the atmosphere of the New Year.

The car unknowingly stopped next to the Jinsha intersection.

After getting out of the car, I realized that I was a little afraid of this familiar alley, and perhaps of someone...........

Walking under the street lamp, passing by the bus stop, suddenly it rained lightly, I lit a cigarette and sat on the stone chair by the roadside.

The thick smoke confused my eyes, and in the smoke I seemed to return to the night I left, Jiang Yan chased after the bus and shouted desperately until I disappeared into the night.........

Habitually looked in the direction of the intersection, then shook his head with a wry smile and walked in the direction of home.

In the middle of the night, walking through this dark alley, a sense of intimacy arises, I suddenly feel that half a month in Xiamen is like a dream, and now I wake up from the dream and find that I am sleepwalking...........

I sighed to myself: It would be nice if it was really a dream.

I came to the gate of the courtyard, gently touched the osmanthus tree that grew up with me at the door, and then accidentally found that the courtyard gate was actually pasted with two New Year couplets.

I suddenly had a question in my heart: Could it be that she is still here during the Chinese New Year?

He took out the key and was about to open the door, only to find that the door was locked inside.

What's going on? Could it be that Xia Yuan is gone?

With questions, I walked to the side, crept up the osmanthus tree and looked inside, there was a bright light!

At this moment, my heart was uncertain, and I was actually a little afraid to see her, and suddenly an echo sounded in my ears, "Please, I really don't have ....... Don't go ......"

"Don't go ............"

With mixed feelings, I lit a cigarette and looked at my phone to see that it was already 12 o'clock in the evening.

Walking towards the courtyard gate on her side, looking at the couplet pasted on the door panel, I had a very strange feeling in my heart.

So I thought of the more than two months that I lived with Xia Yuan, and aside from that incident, everything she did was deeply rooted in my heart............

Her gentleness, her mischievousness, her ruthlessness.......... That image kept replaying in my head.

All the memories of my life with her lingered in my mind.

The cold wind was blowing outside the courtyard, and for a long time, I forcibly suppressed my depressed mood, took a deep breath, and knocked on her courtyard door.

My mood instantly tensed, and the time I waited for her to open the door seemed to be delayed for countless seconds, and after a long time, there was a sound of the door opening, and I heard her open the door.

My heart beat a lot faster, counting her steps........

Finally, she opened the door, and the moment I saw her, my heart beat as if it was about to jump out of my body.

Looking at each other, Xia Yuan looked at me with big eyes, looking incredible.

I just wanted to say hello to him, and then I thought of everything that happened half a month ago, so I pretended to turn back coldly and didn't look at her.

But after skimming his head, the afterglow still looked at her.

She was still so beautiful in her unlucky bear pajamas, and she was silent for a long time, and I said, "Please get out of the way........."

Xia Yuan seemed to be more 'cold' than me, she glanced at me expressionlessly, and then walked back to the house without looking back.

Standing in place, looking at her back, I suddenly felt a chill in my heart.......

I laughed at myself in frustration: Hehe, she has hurt you mercilessly, why do you have so many emotions for her?

Dragging my suitcase, I returned to the yard where I had lived for 25 years, and my dull mood instantly improved a lot, and the tulips and orchids on the flower stand were quietly placed on the flower stand.

No, didn't I smash the tulips? Why is it still there?

Walking over, touching the petals, a fragrance came to my nose, and after confirmation, I found that this pot of tulips was still the original pot of tulips, but it was just a change of pot.

Looking at Xia Yuan's lighted window, I shook my head, and then walked into my room.

I cleaned up the room, took a shower, and lay on the bed, thinking about Xia Yuan's inexplicable feeling in my heart, her attitude surprised me, and at the same time I didn't understand why she would help me fix the piano.

Why is human nature always so hard to figure out............

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I slept very lightly that night, and I woke up early in the morning.

After washing, I got on my motorcycle and rushed to my hometown, passing a convenience store on the way, getting out of the car and buying a pack of cigarettes, but when I turned around, I actually saw Xia Yuan.

I couldn't believe my eyes, I saw Xia Yuan pushing a wheelchair, and there was a rickety grandmother sitting in the wheelchair, although I was in the distance, I could still see Xia Yuan talking and laughing with the grandmother in a wheelchair.

This place is another street not far from Jinsha Road, there is a nursing home in the north direction of the street, and the place where I saw Xia Yuan happened to be at the entrance of the nursing home.

looked at her distant back blankly, and felt that she couldn't see through her more and more.

Although her background is pitiful, what she does is so ruthless, and now she looks so kind..........

For some reason, since I left Suzhou, I don't have the slightest hatred for Xia Yuan, on the contrary, I can't help but think of her in a certain period of time.

She gave me a feeling that I couldn't even express, like a mystery.

Standing at the intersection and smoking a cigarette, he collected his complicated emotions and rode a motorcycle to his hometown.

Maybe I was too homesick, and the cold wind blew mercilessly on my cheeks, but I sped up.

After about an hour and a half, I returned to my hometown, Wang Yuan's hometown to be exact, because I didn't belong here.

Since coming to this time, my fate has destined me to be a person who lacks family affection, but at the same time I am very grateful, I am grateful that God did not abandon me in a corner, because maybe Uncle Wang may not see me in a corner...........

Park your motorcycle at the intersection and walk along the country road past many small bungalows, the atmosphere of the rural New Year seems to be even stronger, and along the way, there are large and small Spring Festival couplets pasted outside the doors, and groups of children are playing artillery battles in the fields.

A sense of nostalgia arose, and suddenly, I remembered that when I was a child during the New Year, I made trouble everywhere with a cannonball, and I scared Aunt Lin's pigs out of the pigsty for a while, and then fried my own chickens and ducks and ran around.

With a burst of shouting, I was brought back to reality from my memories, "Why are you stupid standing there, don't you go in?" ”