This year seems to be particularly "unfavorable", first divorced Yi Wan in May, and then there was such a serious illness, and the pressure during the period can be imagined. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info Yi Huan (Editor's note: For specific information about the character of Yi Huan, please refer to the humble book "Ghost Record Me and the People Around Me"). She is a forensic doctor, she likes to use jurisprudence and materialism to explain the phenomenon, and her theoretical views are definitely very different from mine, because we were able to come together, it was because we participated in several cases of supernatural beings, and both of them had relatively low emotional intelligence, so there was no need to test each other, and it didn't take long for the two to come together. I was also more competitive, and not long after we came together, we had the crystallization of love, so we got married. I still remember very clearly that the day I married her was the opening ceremony of the London Olympics, and I set off to greet my relatives directly after watching the opening in the early morning!

The big problem of personality incompatibility has become more and more serious after marriage, especially after the birth of Doudou (my daughter and Yi Huan), Yi Wan and I basically have nothing to say, we are both busy with work, and the child is brought to my mother. After work, the number of sentences spoken by two people can be counted with their fingers.

Divorce is inevitable, and when I finally agreed to divorce, I was out of the house, I could give up everything, but I couldn't let go of the children, but Yi Huan's love caught me off guard, she basically put an end to my communication with the children, the specific reason I won't say much here, anyway, for this matter, I fell into the lovesickness of missing the child, but in early October this year, I was diagnosed with depression. The so-called misfortune is not a single line, the blessing is incomparable, the depression is still being treated with all its might, and Guillain-Barré syndrome (syndrome) is uninvited, and now I have a feeling of burnout.

The successive deaths of Jiang and Professor Ash Frame are extremely sad and troublesome, (Editor's note: For the transcript of Jiang Frame's death, please refer to the book "Ghost Record Me and the People Around Me", about the death of Professor Ash Frame, which is slightly mentioned in "Ghost Record Me and the People Around Me", and I will describe it in detail in this work.) The most troublesome thing is that in the entire psychological crisis intervention part II, no one can see ghosts anymore, everyone relies on their own understanding to study the paranormal psychology (theory), and the paranormal psychology (theory) begins to "fall apart", (I will describe the specific situation in detail later.) And I was pushed to the cusp of the storm, and the pressure of work multiplied a lot.

In addition, I have recently been dealing with the supernatural, in fact, the most essential purpose is nothing more than to paralyze myself through work. This controlled my depression to a certain extent, but it also caused me to be contaminated with a lot of "evil energy" because of my frequent contact with the supernatural......

To sum up: this damn "Guillain-Barré syndrome" is entirely self-inflicted.

When my family and friends learned that I had this disease, they came to care for me, which also touched me a lot, the doctor needed me to be hospitalized as soon as possible, and then arrange for further diagnosis and treatment, but given the current limited medical conditions in China, the beds in the inpatient departments of major hospitals are overcrowded, and if you want to be hospitalized, you have to wait in line. As a result, my family and friends have called me to find someone and trust the relationship, wanting me to receive treatment as soon as possible, and what kind of treatment to receive, everyone is also giving me advice, so far, I am more inclined to traditional Chinese medicine treatment, if nothing else, I was admitted to Wuxi City Hospital of Traditional Chinese Medicine on Monday (November 10), here I thank you for your care and help......

But the most unacceptable and most wanted to see in my heart is still my daughter: Doudou, her mother protected her very well and arranged her in a seedling class, where is this seedling class? Doudou's mother would never tell me. I really had no choice, yesterday through a "ghost trade", learned the specific location of my daughter, I rushed to the past as soon as possible, the teacher in the school was very surprised, and finally after seeing my diagnosis report, I agreed to let me see my daughter...... It really doesn't feel good to see that my daughter can only do it in a limited time.

In the end, I finally met my daughter, Doudou, who had grown up a lot, she had just taken a nap, sleepy-eyed, and showed an extremely strange feeling for my father, who was not very familiar with me, and finally under the guidance of the teacher, Doudou said: "Hello Dad!" "At that time, I was in tears, and in addition to holding my daughter tightly in my arms, I handed my phone to the teachers and asked them to take as many pictures of my father and daughter as possible.

It's been 100 days since I last saw my daughter!

I once reluctantly posted a message on **: Although I am only in my thirties, I already know the biggest regret of my life: that is, I can't witness my daughter's growth.

One hundred days, for adults, there may not be too many changes, but for infants and toddlers who are only more than one year old, the changes in a hundred days can be said to be the difference between the world, not only the body has become bigger, but even the gestures and behavioral habits have been turned upside down, the most regrettable thing is: Doudou such a huge change, except for the appearance of me, other behavior and habits are not like mine......

The time to see the child is less than twenty minutes, and the whole twenty minutes are the father who is excited over there, and the daughter is always so calm, let you hug and kiss, she will not say a word. Until the moment I left, when the teacher closed the iron door and separated me from my daughter, my daughter cried and pulled the iron door, not wanting me to leave. At that moment, I finally understood the truth of flesh and blood! The objective situation separates me from my daughter, but no one can separate me from my daughter. Yi Huan, please remember: no matter how far the world is, no matter how long the time is, I will not lose my love for my daughter because of space and time......

Well! I've written so much that I should have a summary. I tell you: I am facing so many difficulties, and I will never give up such a work, maybe in the next period of time, there will be irregular updates, but please rest assured, I just need to receive treatment for a period of time, please believe me, I will come back safely!

Finally, a funny point: hospitalization is an extremely boring thing, if there are friends who come to Wuxi during this time, they will come to the Chinese medicine hospital to accompany me, chat, chat, this may be an excellent thing for my condition to improve!