It was as if my heart had been pricked by a needle in an instant, and suddenly my steps became heavier and heavier, and I couldn't believe my eyes. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

She said she was going to have dinner with me in the evening, so how could she hug another man.......... Am I hallucinating...........

In a trance, Xia Yuan saw me through the faint light...........

I smiled softly at her, a piercing pain in my chest, and suddenly an inexplicable consciousness seemed to be manipulating me, and I slowly turned around, mechanically crossed the road, and then quickened my pace to break through the night.................

At this moment I abandoned all distractions, and I kept running in the night, until at last, I stopped panting, and realized that I had actually run to the edge of the pond.

Lying on the grass in despair, I wanted to empty myself from imagining the images that broke my heart, and took out the white shell that hung on my chest.........

After calming down, I laughed self-deprecatingly, Luo Bing, what right do you have to be sad, she is not your girlfriend, what can you get by doing this?

Come to think of it, she is such a perfect woman, there must be many suitors around her, why should I fantasize about her future?

The night was getting deeper, and I suddenly didn't want to go back to the courtyard that belonged to me and Xia Yuan, so I wandered around the street with heavy steps in the cold and biting wind.......

...... In fact, I don't want to see her with another man.....

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I don't know how long it took, there was no more cigarette left in my pocket, and I raised my head and walked along the neat streetlights.

Suddenly, a street sign at the intersection caught my attention, I walked forward, the reality on the street sign was 'Beixi Road', I looked to the opposite side, at the end of the deep alley, lit up the words 'nursing home'.

I remember that a few months ago, Xia Yuan often pushed Grandma Wang to go shopping in the nursing home, and at that time Xia Yuan and I were still quarrelling, and I recalled playing with the two children.

I walked into the convenience store and bought a pack of cigarettes, and was about to turn away, when suddenly a person behind me patted me on the shoulder, and I turned around to see a rickety old man looking at me with a smile on his face.

"I'll see you here again, young man."

I looked at the old man in front of me in a daze, and asked, "Are you the old man in the nursing home?" ”

The old man's eyes narrowed into a slit and looked at Nanjing, which had not been dismantled in my hand, and said, "Don't you remember me?" Hehe, I remember the last time you came to find a girl. ”

I scratched my head, then handed the whole pack of cigarettes to the old man, turned around and went to the convenience store to buy a cigarette, and said, "Uncle, I came to see you tonight, you see, I bought you a Nanjing, hehe........."

The old man glanced at me, stretched out his hand to hook the cigarette away, and said with a smile: "Young man, are you looking for that girl again?" ”

"I ..........."

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Following the old man to the guard room, he poured me a glass of water, handed out the bag of Nanjing I gave, and said, "I can see that you have a mind, and it has something to do with that girl, right?" ”

When he said this, I suddenly fell into deep thought, and the evening scene appeared in front of my eyes, and my heart hurt again............

I took a sip of water and said, "Sort of..........

The old man sat in the chair and smoked a cigarette very happily and said: "That girl looks very rich, Zhang is smart and smart, there must be many people who like her, right?" ”

I looked at the old man in surprise, only to see him Erlang's legs, with the expression of a fortune teller.

After a while, I replied, "Uncle, you ....... How do you know ......"

The old man took a long puff of cigarette, spit it out, and popped out two words: "Guess." ”

I couldn't help but laugh, thinking to myself, even a gray-haired old man could see that Xia Yuan was so perfect, but I still had stupid fantasies about her, isn't it ridiculous.......

In a daze, the old man said again: "She has a good relationship with Grandma Wang over there, it seems to be a relative." ”

"Relatives? No way? ”

Didn't Xia Yuan grow up in England since she was a child? She still has relatives in the country?

"I heard Aunt Wang mention the girl, and she said that she seemed to have adopted her for a period of time when she was very young."

"It's impossible........... I thought about it, could it be that Xia Yuan lived here before she was ten years old, or was there another reason?

The old man continued: "I don't know much about this, even Aunt Wang herself doesn't know very well, after all, she is old and can't remember things clearly. ”

I nodded, and at this moment, I suddenly wanted to know all about Xia Yuan, because I always felt that maybe before, maybe in a dream, or maybe at a certain time period, something happened to me and her...............

The time for chatting passed quickly, and before you knew it, it was already more than ten o'clock in the evening, which was very early for young people, but in the eyes of the elderly, more than ten o'clock meant that it was the next day.

After saying goodbye to the old man guarding the door, I suddenly fell into a tangle, wandering on the familiar streets, but I didn't dare to go home, and I didn't even dare to call Xia Yuan.

Thinking of this, I took out my mobile phone, and after turning it on, the phone was like it was about to explode, vibrating with 'mosquitoes', looking at the text messages on the screen, and dozens of missed calls, and my heart became more and more sad.

After struggling, I clicked on a few text messages: Luo Bing, where did you go...... I'm so worried about you..... Maple Bridge can't find you....... You can't be found by the groves and ponds either....... Where the hell did you go, did you go to Xiamen again? ......... Listen to me........ Don't go........

I stood still, staring at the messages on the screen, until a night breeze blew and I realized that I had stood for so long that my feet were numb.

I held my phone to my chest, as if I could feel a trace of Xia Yuan's warmth........

Looking blankly at the boundless night, remembering the bits and pieces of our time together, there were laughter and tears, and I asked myself again and again, what kind of relationship are we..............

A pleasant voice sounded behind him while waiting, "Luo Bing, is that you....."