Chapter 173: Title Warning: This chapter is entirely pure dialogue
"Hah, it looks like it's finally over...... It seems that Fu Hailin can't wait, or rather...... Is she confident that she will never have to come out again if she goes back this time? He opened all his fangs so quickly...... It's greedy, but I like it. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biqugeγ infoβ
"Why don't you speak? Did you feel something? Don't tell me you're talking to that violent maniac or otaku, I don't think there's anything you can talk about. β
"Okay, okay, ignore me again. Really, you didn't even talk to me when you finally came out...... Don't you know, the two of them are basically showing affection and staging romantic comedies every day, and I'm really bored on the side...... Every day, apart from reading books, writing songs, and engaging in art, I really have nothing to do...... TV, games, and so on, it's all that group of inexplicable things, and people want to vomit when they watch it...... So, let's talk, I think you have a lot of things to ask us, right? For example...... What exactly is your inherent enchantment? β
"Still silent? Well, silence is your reserve, I don't have a problem, so let me get started...... Just as I'm talking to myselfβas we all know, the inherent enchantment is the embodiment of the mental landscape. There are only two difficulties in having an inherent enchantment: first, knowing oneself and clearly recognizing one's inner world; Second, it has a magic power that is large enough to counter the corrective power of the world. It's not that hard to say at all, is it? However, there are still only a few existences in the entire world that have inherent enchantments...... The rest of the people either can't meet the first point, or they can't meet the second point. β
"Well, we all know that, you and I are talking nonsense. Don't worry about the second point, you already have it yourself, I guess...... Your magic is probably enough for half a day, right? Of course, it doesn't really mean much to you...... You'll find out what that means. β
"Huh? See? These people really chose to run away! Haha, sure enough, it was right to let Jack follow her all the time! In this way, Kurohime will be done, as long as you are careful not to let Jack be a killer. Over there, the violent woman has finally learned to use her brain...... I still knew that now was not the time to fight, so I really used that broken book to put him away. Sfielding's words seem to have used the inherent enchantment to fight and retreat? I can't see him, I don't care about him. The magician really chose to withdraw very wisely, the church...... Sure enough, it's the same death. Anyway, didn't you already know about these things...... Just bring them all here. β
"Let's get on with it...... Otherwise, it was obvious that they would not be able to get any help with the inherent barrier, and no one would be able to help them. But don't you have us! Just as Emiya has his own teachings from the future, I can tell you exactly what your inherent enchantment is. But it doesn't make much sense...... Because even if you tell it explicitly, your experience of it is still not enough to call it out. β
"So, next...... Let's play a quiz game, shall we? It doesn't matter if you tell the truth or not~"
"Die**, you're talking! Don't think I don't know you're listening! Is there anyone who knows you better than we do? β
β¦β¦ So, what exactly do you want me to say?
"If only you were willing to speak...... Then let's get started~"
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"So the first question: Who are you?"
β¦β¦ Where did you come from and where are you going?
"It's good that you know. Tell me, there's not much to think about for you, right? You already knew. No way, after all, it's about knowing yourself and the world - what could be more appropriate than starting with these three questions? β
β¦β¦ Skip.
"Actually, you've already thought of the answer, haven't you? No problem, let's move on to the next question: Is it really completely random between you and the two of you? β
No, there are a lot of similarities between the two of us, otherwise it would be impossible for the souls of the two of us to merge so quickly.
So what exactly is the biggest common denominator......? What is it that can make a guy from a good family with a good family and a poor orphan of a woman achieve the highest degree of compatibility, and even achieve a complete fusion of souls very quickly? β
β¦β¦ Hell knows.
"Forget it, you already know...... Why not let yourself think in that direction? Obviously, you can admit your selfishness, darkness, and sin generously, why do you deliberately avoid this aspect? β
β¦β¦ I don't understand what you're talking about.
"It doesn't matter, so what's next...... Who do you love the most? Or rather...... Do you really understand what love is? β
β¦β¦ I don't know.
"The origin is waiting, and the personal reality is omnipotent...... How do you think the two connect and make you who you are? β
β¦β¦ This kind of thing should be asked to those boring researchers who are idle every day, right?
"Okay, so the penultimate question...... Are you human or not? β
β¦β¦ I don't want to answer anymore. Sfielding had just come out, and it seemed that he had immediately pulled in our goddess who was waiting outside.
Don't want to answer? Then let me answer for you, we're all alone anyway. So the first question...... Who are you? You are both a person who does not exist and a poor girl of the most ordinary kind, and together they form a complete youβsomeone who is both real and should not exist. β
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"Where are you from? You come from a place that doesn't exist at all, more than nothingness, more nothingness than nothingness...... A place that cannot be explained in words. β
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"Where are you going? To death. All people like you, no matter how strong or weak they are, end up with the same ending, without exception. Of course, there are other ways to go in theory, but you yourself gave up at the beginning, didn't you? β
β¦β¦ That's right, instead of boring speculation about how the future will be beautiful, it is better to work hard to live the present.
"That dead loli didn't just throw you to someone, you ...... Or that there is indeed a decisive similarity between us. And this similarity is where your nature comes from, and where you are most fundamental. β
β¦β¦ Nonsense.
"Well, who is the person you love the most? Do beeeaters pray? No. You just feel like you love her because she is the second person who takes the initiative, has no purpose, and really cares about 'you' in the purest way. You know, there's a lot of stuff to people's concerns. If you didn't have the attribute of 'child', would your parents care about you? Even if you have it, you don't have to, let alone not. If you lose the attributes of 'rich', 'handsome' and 'beautiful', will your friends still care about you? The first person who cares about you like this is Uejo Danma, but unfortunately you know, his words, no matter who wants to save, he is not a 'hero' that belongs to you alone, so you decided to stay there. What you want is a being that belongs only to you. And then there's the second one, the bee-eating exercise. You deliberately approach her, cheat on her, and finally find a reason to fall in love with her. It's a pity that it's only possible. You leave just so that when you go back, you can show how hard you work and how much you love her, not for her as you say. Just like some girls praise their cats for their cuteness to show how cute they are, from beginning to end, you're just for yourself. It's just that if someone else says it, it's enough to praise the cat. If you say, you have to work harder, and you have to work harder. When the scope is expanded indefinitely, small problems in small areas will no longer attract attention, will they? β
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"So, what about what you call your precious daughter, Liliana? Weird, right? She's just one of a bunch of witches you've picked up, so why would you look the other way at her? Because she rebelled against your will? Or are you willing to sacrifice yourself? In that case, wouldn't you like Yuri Wanri Tani more? In fact, there's no doubt that you care about her. Then the question is very simple, this affection for her...... What exactly is the origin? Falling in love over time? No. Her loyalty? You're not someone who cares about that kind of thing...... Especially if you have the ability to mind control. One of the most important reasons why you care about her is that you should care about her. At a time when you're away from the bee-eating exercises, you need a new human presence that can temporarily fill your heart, so you chose Liliana. One of the most important reasons why the time-traveler will eventually choose to self-destruct is that there is no reason to continue living. They have lived too long, they have tried everything they should try, and they have done everything they want to do and what they don't want to do. It's really boring, there's nothing else to do, they live like a walking corpse, and they have to die first than wait for themselves to slowly decay. And Liliana, your so-called daughter, is just a reason to live for your future. to exchange the love when you are bored for a reason that you may continue to live in the future...... It's just too profitable, isn't it? β
β¦β¦ Shut up.
"Liliana is like that, let alone Athena, the god of disobedience. As you said, the reason why you left her and destroyed her wishes completely was because of your selfishness. You think it should be fun to live with her like this, so you leave her tough. You can feel some of her feelings for you, but you just choose to ignore it. You refuse again and again, just because you feel that you don't 'should' be half-hearted, just like you have set for yourself: never kill with your own hands, because you want to tell the bee-eater with your unpolluted hand that you are still the same you were when you left, and never accept anyone else, because you feel that a person should be loyal. In fact, if you were to go back, what would you most like to do? I'm afraid you killed the bee-eater with your own hands, right? You know, love has an expiration date. No matter how hot the love is, one day it will gradually cool down, or separate, or become something else. Then, in order to get the true and eternal 'love' you want, just kill the other person at the hottest moment. In this way, you can get a real love that will never die, you are not in love with the bee-eater, nor are you in love with the bee-eater, you are only in love with the concept of love itself. β
β¦β¦ Shut up, I won't ......
"Are you still human? Who knows! When you were in the school city,Lv5 you were called a monster by people.,But you don't care.,Because you know,You're going to cry.,You're going to bleed.,Except for having the ability to be strong.,It's no different from humans.γ Later, when you became a god killer, you used to think that you were still just a powerful, special human, until later, you finally realized that the definition of a monster has never had anything to do with your own will, it is what others think of you. Just like you encountered, you traveled to a small town, because your existence attracted a divine beast, and if you killed the divine beast, you can naturally think that you have saved a small town. But a little boy who somehow learned the truth directly accused you: If it weren't for you, that divine beast wouldn't have come here, wouldn't have caused such a big damage, and there would have been no casualties! And all of these losses are caused by you! You monster should get out of their town! Even if the local magician immediately shut him up completely, there was nothing wrong with what he said, right? Didn't you finally realize it then? I'm a monster myself, and I shouldn't try to fit into normal human beings anymore. Humans will neither pity you nor care about you, you are an outlier and are rejected by them. As an outlier, you don't have to follow the rules that humans have set for you, you just have to be a monster happily, do whatever you want, and no one can accuse you of not following their rules - because you are completely different from them! What does human ethics have to do with you? What does the life or death of human beings have to do with you? You are who you are, and you don't need to pay attention to other people's eyes at all! In your eyes, a person's life is the same as the life of an ant, without even the slightest difference. β
β¦β¦ That's right, I am who I am, everything that is human, that is in the past tense, and it has nothing to do with me anymore. Since it is a monster, it must have the consciousness of a monster...... I'm not the kind of wretched creature who doesn't treat you as a human being, and he still begs for nothing to make up for humans.
So, here's the last question: what kind of ...... should your ideal world be made of? What are the elements, what are they made of? β
β¦β¦ Huh?
"It's good to call out seriously, there is no better time than now...... As long as you're willing to call and be willing to accept it, the place where we live......"
β¦β¦ I understand. Do I want the world ......? First, be impartial.
"Fairness and justice?"
β¦β¦ It's fairness and integrity. There is no such thing as justice, everyone has their own justice...... Justice everywhere means there is no justice. But justice also exists, and in the end, the justice of the most powerful person who can make others accept his own justice is the justice in the eyes of all - justice is of course victorious, because strength is the essence of justice.
"And what's next?"
β¦β¦ Order.
"It's still chaos that suits you better......"
β¦β¦ Chaos is, of course, a kind of order, but it is contrary to the traditional order.
"What's next......?"
β¦β¦ Freely. Wait a minute...... I'm like, ...... seeing it again?
"It seems that I don't need to continue prompting, you are calling it, and it is calling you......"
β¦β¦ Virtue.
"Uh-huh."
β¦β¦ Prosperity.
"I didn't expect that."
β¦β¦ Glory.
ββ¦β¦ Do you crave glory? β
β¦β¦ Stability.
"This is really important, for whom...... Both. β
β¦β¦ Here I call.
"Did you find out? You've forgotten the most important thing in your world......"
β¦β¦ Hopeless utopia!
ββ¦β¦ Hopefully. You are not omnipotent because you have hope...... You can do anything because of desperation. β
PS: Routine update ...... What a yarn!
I'm telling you, I thought the starting point was going to be a big purge, and I definitely had to hang it up, after all, there was no reason not to hang it...... So I just waited for it to hang. As a result, I waited until today, and I rolled back to update.
All I can say is: I lost in the next game.
And don't rush it...... Didn't I say it last time, I just went back and I'm very busy...... It's true. When you just rent an apartment, you always have to take the keys and pack up, right? I don't have an internet, so I'll have to do it myself, right? There are required classes throughout the week, and I especially arrived at King's Cross at midnight on Sunday. There was no train, and I almost thought I was going to spend the night at the train station. The first bus went back on Monday morning, and then I immediately went to report...... I can't get the BRP, and there are too many people in line...... I've basically caught up with all kinds of cheats, and you let me update it...... The concubine can't do it!
Well, this is an update of two chapters, and the absolute word count is enough for two more...... Actually, I want to write this event in one chapter, but considering the word count, the main thing is time...... After a few months of updates, I'm still not that disciplined. In fact, it is indeed flowing water when viewed separately...... But if you read it in one chapter, I promise you'll feel better......
Recently, the issue of online copyright and overlord clauses seems to be very hot, but this is about my bird business, and I signed a contract...... No matter how I look at it, it's a very conscientious gunman agreement, anyway, I'm going to write an online article, and I must seriously consider changing places.
Well, this chapter is just to tell you how dark the protagonist is. It's not that I've been hit recently, it's that the character I set at the beginning is like this...... Any idea how I designed the characters? Two songs, Peerless Beauty Plus Despair: Heroic Healing Medicine. Listening to the song, the specific image of a character appears...... So the one who said that he saw that he had found hope, you should be cautious......
The new episode is over in July.,DRRR is finally going to the climax.γ October...... I haven't seen anything yet. First of all, I have to find a VPN to connect back to China, so I can watch the barrage of station B...... If you have one and are willing to lend me for free, I welcome you to do so!
Needless to say, my throat has been dying of discomfort recently, so I'm going to see a doctor......
Finally, thank you for the tips from the next spike potato and push to loli.
If someone is really willing to reward me, should I also consider keeping an Alipay? I always feel that this is not the same thing as sending money to my mother......