After graduation, Wan'er and I both went back to our respective hometowns, and we have been separated from each other ever since. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info said that we should work together, and whoever develops well will go to whoever will get married in the future.

Wan'er smiled and said that she must develop better than me, so that I can be regarded as an upside down. I laughed at her for talking about her dreams, no matter what kind of development she develops in the future, she will honestly come and marry me.

We were both laughing and talking, but I knew that we were all crying in our hearts. Before we graduated, we said that we would never cry, and we would never see each other. If we don't fix that unlucky thing, we have to say goodbye with a smile. When we meet again, we never part again.

Wan'er left very suddenly, and sent me a text message on the car home, telling me that she was gone, and asked me to wait for her, not to change my mind, not to tease other little girls, not to go on a blind date, and not to call her.

I felt very uncomfortable, I knew that she was afraid that I would send her, she was afraid that we would not be able to control our emotions, she was afraid of seeing such a sad scene. I replied to her that I had a good ride and paid attention to my body.

I had a lot to say, but I couldn't say anything, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to control my tears, I was afraid of crying like a fool on the road.

There is no feast in the world, I am a sensual person, I hate such things, I was the first to invite everyone to eat in the bedroom, let the seven of them send me off, I laughed while shedding tears: "Lao Tzu is gone!" I won't send you stupid b! ”

They laughed and scolded me, not because we were vulgar and vulgar, but because we needed a way to vent our sadness when we parted.

Returning to the small county town of my hometown, I have been away for four years, and I have changed a lot, although I have to come back every winter and summer vacation, but I stay at home and don't like to go out and wander. The changes in this small county town in the past four years made me feel a little unfamiliar, I was familiar with the city that I had wandered around for four years, but that city was not familiar with me. I looked at this small county town that raised me strangely, but it left me a place that belonged to me.

Coming home didn't give me much time to sigh, because I had to find a job, I had to go to work, and I had to work hard for my future and love.

Just when I was excited to prepare for the future, I fell ill. Very sick. I can't do it anymore. Every joint felt like it had been broken and then reconnected, and the pain traveled all over my body, leaving me with no peace day and night.

My mother took me to all parts of the country for check-ups, and within a few months, the family's savings were all spent, and I borrowed more than 300,000 yuan, but I still didn't find anything wrong.

I just can't do it all over my body. Finally I gave up, and I said to my mom, "Go home, it's gone!" "My mother saw that I wanted to cry without tears, so she had to take me home. When I got home, my condition didn't seem to be as bad as before, and I could walk around the floor for a while every day, not for too long, otherwise the bones in my body would feel like they were going to fall apart.

Because the condition is really strange, the famous hospitals in the country can not diagnose it, and my mother also suspected that it is a false disease, but I found a dozen or so gods to show me, and they all said that it was not a false disease, but a real disease.

I asked those great gods if I had any immortals or anything like that. They all shook their heads and said I had nothing on me. This conclusion is completely different from the conclusion made by the great gods I have seen before. I don't know who to trust.

Wan'er also contacted the aunt who treated Wang Qian for me, and the aunt heard that I was sick this time, so she took a car from the provincial capital to our small county town, and she didn't see what was wrong.

When I asked her about the Huang family on me, that is, Huang Tianyu, she also shook her head and said that she was no longer there. Now I don't have anything on me. But I'm just stubborn and painful to die and come back to life.

The hospital couldn't check it out, and the gods said that there was nothing wrong with me. I don't know what the hell happened to me.

"I want to go and worship the Buddha." When I said this to my mother, I felt very aggrieved. It's not the kind of grievance that Qingfeng has on his body, but I feel that I didn't recruit anyone and didn't provoke anyone, and I feel very aggrieved when I get such a disease.

My mom pushed me in a wheelchair to a small monastery near our house. The temple was very small, and in addition to the presiding officer, it was a small novice. On weekdays, the incense is not prosperous. My mother was afraid that my body would not be able to bear it, so she took me to this small temple. When I worship the Buddha, my body hurts, but I am very calm, I repent in front of the Buddha, make a wish, I hope that the Buddha and Bodhisattva can bless me to get better, if I can be good, I will accumulate virtue and do good deeds from now on, and keep the vegetarian until I am old.

When I got home, I was too tired to go, and although I was in a wheelchair, my weak body couldn't withstand the toss. My mom moved me to the bed, and after a while I fell asleep.

I had a dream after falling asleep. I knew very well that this was a dream, because I was back on the university campus, but it wasn't my school, it was Wan'er's school. I was wandering around her school, and there were a lot of people on campus, and they were all in a hurry, like the start of the school year, and it was like graduation, and it was very chaotic.

I suddenly wanted to go to Wan'er's bedroom building to see, just had this idea, the scene changed, I appeared in Wan'er's bedroom, there was no one in the room, very tidy. Although my consciousness told me that this was Wan'er's bedroom, I still felt strange. Because they were so clean, I didn't believe they could be so clean.

A voice in my consciousness reminded me that they had all graduated and left, so the dorm room was kept so spotless. When I looked up again, the neatly folded futon was gone. The room was empty, and a sense of sorrow crept up, and I thought I would never see Wan'er again.

I stood in their bedroom in a daze, and I felt as if I was crying again, but there were no tears, just a whimpering voice.

I heard someone behind me open the door, and I didn't turn around, but I saw someone coming in. I don't know him, it seems to be a student's parent, I feel that he is not young, but I can't see his appearance clearly, and his facial features are very blurred. He didn't speak or move when he came in. It was as if he had come to me, just standing and staring at me.

"Who are you looking for?" I asked him.

"Find my brother." The man replied to me. Neither of us made a sound, but our minds were communicating, and he knew what I was thinking. I can also know what he wants to say.

"This is a women's dormitory, how can there be your brother?" I thought it was ridiculous because I was a man, but I knew he wasn't looking for me.

"There are my brothers, and my two brothers are lost here, of course I have to come to them." The man's tone was unmistakable.

"Lost?" A funny thought popped up in my mind: "Isn't it time to let someone clean up the house when you graduate?" ”

"Isn't that you?" The man said lightly.

I suddenly felt very cold, so cold that I shivered, as if the temperature in the bedroom had dropped to zero degrees all of a sudden, and I asked him, "Then tell me what your brother looks like, and I'll go home and see if there is one." In his dreams, he thought of his brother as something he could put in his suitcase.

"Okay, you go back and help me find it, and if you find it, tell them I'm looking for them, and let them come back to me." The man continued: "My eldest brother has a body and no head, and my second brother has two layers of skin ......"

Could it be...... I wanted to back off, but I couldn't even feel where my feet were.

The man continued to ask me, "Did you see them?" You know about them, right? Where are they? Why can't I find it? ”

"I don't know! I haven't seen it! I didn't take it! You go to someone else! I don't know anything! I panicked to argue.

"You talk nonsense!" The man suddenly walked briskly towards me, but I couldn't move, watching him get closer and closer......

"Ahh My mother heard my cry and hurriedly ran over to see me, and asked me with concern, "Xiaotian, what's wrong with you?" Sweating profusely, does it hurt a lot? ”

I shook my head and told my mom, "It's okay, I just had a dream!" Nightmare! ”

My mother wiped the sweat on my head and complained to me: "I don't agree with you going up to the temple, the temple is cloudy, it is easy to provoke unclean, you are sick now, the fire is low, I will send it to you after eating." ”

I waved my hand and said to my mom, "It's okay, you go cook!" I'll lie down a little longer! Sober and sober! ”

My mother turned around and went out, but I was still thinking about the moment I woke up, and the person had not finished half of the sentence: "...... They're just going to hurt you, I'm ......."

I don't know what he didn't finish, but my cold sweat reminded me that I was scared.

I was even more listless when I ate in the afternoon, I put down the chopsticks after two bites, my mother asked me if I didn't like to eat, I shook my head: "I didn't sleep well in the afternoon, a little uncomfortable, maybe I was sweating when I was sleeping, and I had a cold." I'll find me two cold pills in a minute. ”

I don't have a cold, I just want to sleep peacefully with the ingredients in the cold medicine! I'm scared to dream again, I'm scared to dream about that person again. It's been two years, why bring up the old story again? Why does it remind me of this restless thing in college? Isn't it all in the past? Besides, what does it have to do with me?

I texted Wan'er and told her that I was fine today and that I didn't have to worry about it. By the way, I asked again if she still wore the beads, and she said that she still had them in her hand. I'm used to it, and I usually wear it even to sleep unless I take it off when I take a shower. I don't want to tell her about it, I don't want her to worry about me.

I didn't know why I had such a dream, I told myself that it was the result of my own thoughts, but I knew in my heart that although I suspected that my illness was caused by ghosts, I never connected with it, I was always an outsider, and I didn't even think about what could happen to me.

But this dream was like a thorn in my throat, and it pierced me hard, and I was reminded by this pain that the matter was far from over.