Chapter 66
"Rulin, my mother believes what you said, you don't know about the drug, I know my own son's temperament, he did it himself, my mother left you to speak, not to blame you. The pen %fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info Niang wants to talk to you about her heart. I have lived to this age, and I often think about a question, a person's life is so long, it is a lifetime to live together, and it is a lifetime to live a tasteful life. Time is just a few decades, they are all rushing to die, what is the anger and resentment of people in the world for? ”
Rulin was stunned and promised that the old lady would think about it.
Coming back from the old lady, Ru Lin had time to digest everything that happened today, too much, Du Shi, the matter of sterilization pills, the old lady's words, and Ning Mu.
She didn't sleep well that night, thought a lot, got up early, and went to the study to use pen and ink to calm down.
After a while, Ning Mu, who had been kneeling all night and had a scruffy beard, came in.
This is the first time the two have met alone since they knew that Du was pregnant.
Rulin opened her mouth first, "You already knew that Du's matter was fake. ”
"Yes."
"What to do with the follow-up, the master will decide."
"Okay."
Silence, long silence.
Rulin couldn't hold back in the end, and tried her best to speak in a very flat tone, "Do you know that I have been waiting for you to come to me and talk to me about this, but you have never come." Stand in front of Ning Mu and look at him.
"Then do you know why I didn't look for you?" Ning Mu didn't answer, but asked her instead.
Rulin had so many things in her head that she couldn't think about them anymore, and she couldn't hold on to a string in her head.
Ning Mu asked and answered to himself, "I've been waiting for you to come to me, waiting for you to question me, even if you beat me and scold me!" But what about you? Xue Rulin, if I take three steps forward, you will also take one step forward, but if I stop one step, you will take three steps back. I don't know if I can wait for you, Xue Rulin, I can't see your heart clearly! Ning Mu suddenly roared, looking very painful.
When Rulin heard him say this, she burst into tears, not knowing that he was also suffering the same torture and suspicion, or because she knew that he still cared about herself. "Nope! No! Don't say that, I...... I was just scared. ”
Ning Mu was very emotional, "Scared! Am I not afraid? I'm afraid you'll go back to the way you were all at once, it's enough to have the same experience once, and I don't know if I'll be able to hold on to it again! However, even if you go back to square one, I will do my best! ”
In an instant, something broke in my heart and flew out.
Rulin looked at Ning Mu, who was already on the verge of losing control of pain in front of her, and looked at his eyes fixedly, yes, she was willing to admit it, she really liked him, their past, his concubine, everything else, she was willing to try to accept and tolerate it, who made her think that she had been indebted to him?
Even though there are still many gaps to cross between them, she is unwilling to twist again, she wants to chase back everything in her life!
Ning Mu also looked at her deeply, suddenly! Rulin grabbed Ning Mu's neck, stood on tiptoe, and gave her soft red lips.
Ning Mu's eyes widened in disbelief, and when he reacted that Rulin was about to withdraw, he finally turned against the guest in time and declared his sovereignty.
Rulin's lips were red and swollen, and she panted lightly and leaned into Ning Mu's arms. Ning Mu looked satisfied, although he was actually not very satisfied, but now he was very satisfied with being able to wait for her initiative like this.
Ning Mu hugged Rulin in his arms and sat on the chair, and the two whispered quietly.
"Have you missed me these days?" Ning Mu asked Rulin.
Rulin was a little embarrassed and replied in a low voice, "Well, I kind of think about it, if you don't come again, I promise to burn those flower notes." ”
"You dare? I've been thinking about you, what are you doing? I wonder if you're angry and fantasize that you're coming to scold me. Ning Mu was very shameless when he talked about love.
Speaking of this, Rulin suddenly thought of the point, "You are not allowed to touch those concubines in the future!"
I didn't touch it anymore, "Then I'll touch you." Someone scowled in the face.
"No! You've got to give me time to prepare. "The shadows are always unforgettable, and it's one thing to show attitude, and it does take a long time for them to run into each other.
"Well, don't make me wait too long."
Ning Mu changed the topic again, "You didn't let me in just now, and you bit me?" ”
"Phew, you're like a big bad wolf who has been hungry for a few days, who don't bite you?" Rulin blushed.
"Then you can bite again." As he spoke, he lowered his head and covered it.
The right prime minister and his wife are old, and they talk about love behind closed doors, they don't invite disasters, they don't cause trouble, they don't numb others, they only numb each other.
Ning Mu saw Du Shi alone, and no one knew what he said, but when Ning Mu came out, Du Shi cried for a whole day before stopping.
The next day, a carriage sent Du Shi to a Zhuangzi, and Du Shi took medicine and added a prescription.
Ning Mu was a little indebted to the Du family, he was still young at the time, just entering the officialdom, after he broke up with Rulin for the first time, he drank all day and was depressed for a while, and that period of time also happened to be a critical period for his promotion, Du Shi was given to him by a very important official at that time, he accepted Du Shi on the one hand is not good to accept, on the other hand, it is to do it for Rulin to see, don't you look down on me? I don't have to rely on you!
He asked himself in his heart, if he had to go back in time, would he still make the same choice on the issue of Duch? To be honest, he wasn't sure.
If it weren't for Rulin's transformation more than ten years later, would he have acquiesced to the two of them going on like that? He didn't dare to think about how sad it was to wait until he was old like that! He knew that he was wrong, and he should first let down his guard and self-esteem, and use his gradually mature mind to win his lover, instead of letting it go.
Rulin knew that he had sent Du Shi away, and asked Ning Mu, "Just recuperate in the house, why are you sending it out?" Do you want to hide the gold house? ”
Ning Mu pinched the tip of her nose, "I have already explained the truth to her, let her recuperate in Zhuangzi, give her another sum of money, and find an honest family for her to marry." ”
Rulin glanced at him, "Are you willing?" ”
Ning Mu laughed, "I'm really reluctant, so I'll take her back now?" ”
Someone with a cheap mouth ate a cold bench for a day.
Since then, Siming has continued to do the work of often going in and out of the paper shop, and the old man and his wife's flower note flirt will be staged from time to time.
Siming was bored, they would meet every day, but the master still slept in the study every day. There were two more concubines, and none of them went. The husband and wife live in the same house, and they have to pass on the message. Forgive him for not reading much and not being able to understand.
didn't complain in his mouth, but it was hard to guarantee that it would occasionally be written on his face, and Duan Fang smiled when he looked at his small appearance, "Stupid, isn't it, what's so hard to think about?" Look outside. ”
When Si Ming looked outside, there was nothing, only an old tree in the yard that was turning green, and two chirping magpies stopped on it. He was suddenly blessed, and understood, it turned out that spring had arrived.