Chapter Twenty-Eight: The Darkness of Bearing
This is a shadow standing quietly on the edge of the cherry blossom, and it is surprising that in this endless darkness, it can be distinguished that it is a black shadow, and the black and ephemeral posture seems silent and bright in this darkness, as if the light in the darkness has drawn her outline. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
"Nuyi? Are you the insect master who left those records there? ”
After the girl heard the other party's name, she immediately reacted and asked calmly, and after the other party heard the girl's words, she didn't say it directly, but the girl could feel it, and the other party affirmed her question, and then she was surprised.
'Can't remember?! ’
At this moment, the girl suddenly found that she couldn't say her name, couldn't remember, couldn't understand, was so obvious, the previous coherence was extremely clear, and even, everything she encountered on the way to this place was very clear, but she couldn't remember herself.
But in the same way, the girl immediately arrived and was surprised by another point, the "person" in front of her was able to report her name!
This is in the "eternal darkness", wandering here, are all "wandering spirits" who have forgotten about their past, but the "insect master Nuyi" in front of him is still so clear, and at this time, Nuyi's voice sounded again.
"Those who wander in eternal darkness forget their past, but I am not the one who wanders in them, I am part of it."
The vicissitudes of life and the deep voice said slowly, and the woman who was obviously dark, but was outlined by the outline of the light color, also walked a few steps slowly, approached Sakura, looked at Sakura, even if she didn't have eyes, she couldn't see that expression, but Sakura could distinguish the posture of the slave in her mind, and felt her image.
"You're a very special person."
Nu Yi said to Sakura like this, her voice was calm and clear, there was a thoroughness in her eyes that did not exist, her voice had no temperature, but it seemed gentle, and she would unconsciously calm down, and Sakura was also waiting for her next words.
"You seem to have forgotten only yourself, you have forgotten very little, but it is the most difficult to deal with, and those who will turn into eternal darkness, or those who are lost in this eternal darkness are those who have forgotten and abandoned themselves."
The voice slowly narrated, and when the girl heard this, she seemed to understand a little, not thinking of any way to get out of here, but slightly understanding that she seemed to have the rest of what to do, and in order to achieve such a convergence, what she needed was probably to recall herself......
But,In the same way,Sakura also felt very strange.,The person in front of her.,How did she become like this.,She hasn't forgotten anything.,Even,After a long time of I don't know how long.,Still maintain such a posture.。
Although the record said that as long as it was illuminated by the silver Gu and began to turn white, then there was no possibility of reversal, but Sakura had seen an example, a person who had not changed in more than ten years, and was even walking healthily.
"What about you, your records once mentioned that as long as you are irradiated by the light of the silver Gu and start to turn white, it will irreversibly turn into 'eternal darkness' in the end, but I once saw a person who has not changed for many years until now......"
Speaking slowly, in this endless darkness, the two consciousnesses are communicating like this, there is no concept of time, and there is nothing else to disturb, talking clearly and gently.
“…… People are fragile beings, they will be afraid and angry, but because of this, they have a stronger self than everything else, but sometimes, there will always be a tired day, they will want to give up, they will want to be quiet, just like the darkness after closing their eyes, the only difference is that we are in the 'eternal darkness' at the moment. ”
Therefore, this person will one day be completely worn out, and even the light that draws the outline will no longer be there, but will be reduced to inorganic matter, to the darkness that makes up this place, like everything around him, and everything in the distance, and to the ancient things.
The girl also understands this at this time, understands this, because there will always be a day when people are tired, and at that time, even the insect master will begin to get tired and let go, let go of the burden called "himself", and melt into this quiet peace.
“…… Go a little farther away, child, before the Silver Gu wakes up, now, the night is almost over, before the Silver Gu wakes up, go farther, or think back, if you don't want to get lost in the pure light, if you still want to feel your true self......"
Nu Yi said this, she didn't understand, but she didn't seem to understand, she just stood there like that, neither said anything more, didn't make any moves, or rather, for Sakura, she was not suitable to interfere at this time.
"Silver Gu, what the hell is it?"
The darkness that is eternally lost is the 'eternal darkness', so what is this silver thing that coexists with the 'eternal darkness' like Tai Chi Liangyi, and what is the completely opposite glow, which is the guiding thing, and it will never just reflect the dark things......
"Silver Gu, that is a very brilliant silver light, reflecting the darkness, wandering at the bottom of the 'eternal darkness', like the light reflecting the shadow, and the silver Gu is reflecting things as the 'eternal darkness'......"
The voice of the vicissitudes of life said slowly, and the darkness underwent some slight changes, Sakura noticed it, and the slave in front of her was still talking, not urgent, and not so worried, she seemed to know a lot, and it seemed that everything was in the natural sense, and there was no need to be nervous to think.
"People often yearn for the light, and keep chasing the splendor, but they don't know that in that untouchable excessive light, everything around them will become dark, and when they find it, they will no longer be able to see anything clearly except for the light, and even they will fall into it forever and go to ......"
The darkness began to dissipate, and the human form formed by the light-colored silhouette also disappeared in an instant, and it was impossible to see, but it was enough, the girl slowly turned around, and then looked down, and saw the silver endless!
I don't know where it goes, I don't know where it swirls, it's just a silver thing, completely like a torrent like a dragon, swimming slowly, that posture, just like the swimming fish in the pool, leisurely, indifferent, obedient to a certain reason, following a certain law in this world, swimming.
The girl was completely reflected, the pale hair, melodious, obviously in the windless space, but because of this light floated, the pale and bloodless face was also reflected by this light, the blood eyes were dyed with a layer of silver by this silver light, the blood red has faded by half.
This is the light that reflects the shadow, and what is illuminated by the light is the existence immersed in the shadow, but there is no shadow, it has been stripped of its roots layer by layer, and it has lost its sense of reality, just a girl who is almost a puppet, and what can still be reflected at this time will only be the deepest part, the deepest thing engraved in the bottom of the heart.
Reflecting the past, the burden, maybe fate, or obsession, all of them, there is cause and effect in birth, and when this thing turns into the darkness of the back, when it is impossible to bear, it will fall into the eternal darkness......
Looking at the bewitching color, even the girl couldn't help but be in a trance, for ordinary humans and her, this is already a completely different thing, and what it represents is already a different meaning, just like the name "Silver Gu", full of a sense of confusion.
Swimming, all the way to the bottom of the darkness, or the upper layer, and the loss of concentration caused by this light, also made the girl invisibly begin to fall into a certain situation, the "ground" that supported her is gone, or, this invisible substance, the form of the sea of darkness is the most essential color here.
The black fluid was evident in the reflection of the light, a little bit, like a curling smoke, began to spread from the girl's body, surrounding the petite body, and the godless eyes were just like that, the blood-colored crystal had been completely covered by silver, and the consciousness had already sunk down......
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The flames, the blazing flames, dyed everything red, the decaying and painful red, the carved wood must have been made of some kind of luxurious furniture, but at this moment, there was only a gesture, and it was impossible to tell what kind of utensils it came from, and, in a short time, it would be completely reduced to ashes that were no different from the surroundings......
"Sakura!"
Probably this kind of cry, it seems that there is something mixed in, I can't see it clearly, I only know that it should be running fast at the moment, the world is shaking, I can't see clearly, except for the urgent cry, all that can be heard is the wheezing sound and another familiar and strange voice.
It was densely packed, and it seemed that something was vibrating......
The long serpent formed by the flames, whirling, burning, and surrounding, reflected only this scene in the lightless eyes, and after a long time, it was able to feel a special touch, fluid, with a rust-like taste, dripping little by little, along the cheeks, just like the heaviest, but in exchange for some coughing sounds.
Still running, heterogeneous power, and irrepressible sadness, the stump in my mind, the last familiar face full of tears, and the chilling laughter, and at this moment-
In front of me are fluttering red rags, as well as scars and blood, unconsciously, what appears in my mind is this dress, is the posture of this man with himself, a very luxurious red suit, and an elegant posture......