"I...."Meng Xiaoman looked at Nie Ying who was lying quietly on the bed in a white wedding dress, and only felt that her heart was twitching. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

What a good girl, who died because of him, and Xuedi, there are still so many beautiful things in the world without knowledge, but she died to protect his base, and she could have not even died, just because he was reluctant to use fame.

Grabbing his chest in some pain, Meng Xiaoman slowly sat down beside Nie Ying: "I'm sorry.... I shouldn't have said that.... I really shouldn't have rejected you.... I'm supposed to refuse you for that damn heartfelt feeling.... Whining..... I'm sorry, Sister Nie, I didn't know until now that I already liked you, but it was only out of that damn guilt, that damn dedication, that I would keep rejecting you... It's going to make you fall into what you are now....."

Meng Xiaoman lay on Nie Ying's body, tears helplessly eroded the white wedding dress, but the delicate body under her body was slightly stiff, and it was no longer as soft as before.

Meng Xiaoman's body trembled a little and lay down beside Nie Ying, and then turned the second page of the notebook.

"The first time I met you, I was already a world-famous host at that time, and you were just an ordinary person trying to participate in the competition and become popular, at that time I thought you were a girl, and I really deceived me so hard. But you also managed to get my attention and curiosity, after all, you are so perfect. ”

"After you won the championship and swept all your opponents, I was impressed by your talent, but I didn't expect you to be so uninteresting and talk nonsense on stage, but I am still willing to speak for you."

"Later, you became famous in one fell swoop, and even became a big celebrity of Feixing Entertainment Group, and you personally got involved with the eldest lady of Feixing Group. At that time I still thought you were a girl, but I was sincerely happy for you. ”

The corners of Meng Xiaoman's mouth withdrew a self-deprecating smile, and then turned to the third page of the notebook.

"Later, the truth of your identity was revealed, it turned out that you were a boy, countless people hacked you because of this, and countless people supported you, but I couldn't say anything in my heart."

"I guess maybe we won't have anything to do with each other anymore, so good. But I didn't expect that you would later invite me to be the host of your show, and I was solely responsible for all the arrangements. ”

"I often wondered later, why did you provoke me even if you had her, why did you provoke me, I fell in love with you, but you didn't love me, maybe this is fate. After being with you for a long time, I gradually became a little overwhelmed, and then I realized that I was in love with you. ”

"It's sad and lamentable, at this time, the relationship between you and the eldest lady of the Feixing Group is already obvious, I choose to leave, maybe time will dilute everything."

Meng Xiaoman grabbed the notebook in his hand tightly, and turned the fourth page with trembling fingers.

"But then you suddenly disappeared, and the entire Feixing Group was looking for your footprints everywhere at all costs, and I, knowing at this time, realized that I was really a little unable to extricate myself, I quit my job at the TV station, pushed all the columns, and got on the plane to embark on a journey to find you."

"During the time you disappeared, I have set foot in more than 40 countries, and in each country, I will contact the local police station and reward you for your news. But it doesn't work, the Feixing Group can't find any trace of you, how can I find it? But even though I knew I was doing useless work, I really couldn't help it. ”

"It wasn't until later, finally, that you showed up, and my hanging heart was put down, and I sometimes even thought that if something really happened to you, I might really accompany you to die."

"I returned to Huaxia exhausted, really, really wishing you could accompany me, but I know that all this is just a luxury. It's all a luxury. ”

"Then you made a movie and gained the most legendary fame in the history of cinema in one fell swoop, and then I knew that the opportunity to see you again had come, and I was thinking, I'll see you one last time. After this time, I will leave Huaxia and settle in other countries, so that time can dilute all feelings. But I didn't know that it was the stupidest decision I've ever made in my life. ”

"I went through my circle of people and finally got the status of the host of the awards ceremony, and that time, I finally got my wish to meet you, I am really happy and happy."

"You're still so unscrupulous, still so out of tune, but there's no problem, I'll do the same for you, because I've always been the one who has been helping you, and I'm used to it all. But I never expected to hear the news that you were getting married at the awards ceremony. ”

"At that moment, my mind went blank, but I knew that I couldn't cry, even if my heart was already like a thousand cuts, but I still had to bless you with a fake smile. I think it's best to leave, maybe leave you forever, and never bother you again. ”

"But I never thought that you would come with you, and when I was alone with you, I really couldn't hold back the feelings in my heart anymore and confessed to you, but what I ushered in was a ruthless rejection."

"Heh......"Meng Xiaoman laughed miserably, clenched his fists, and opened the fifth page of the notebook tremblingly.

"The moment I was rejected by you, I really had no persistence to live, and I had no hope of living, so I committed suicide, but I didn't expect you to save me, and at this time I also realized that you were not an ordinary person."

"But it doesn't matter, what I love is you Meng Xiaoman, even if you are a monster, I love you. I don't care about all this, as long as you are willing to accept me, even if you are a junior, I am just as willing. ”

"You gave me hope, you told me it takes time to think. Well, I gave you time, but it was met with the most vicious, ruthless, and tactful rejection. Ask for Su Ying's consent? Hehe, this is probably the most ridiculous joke I've ever heard in my life, you let a third party ask for the consent of the main house? ”

"I thought about it for a long, long time, and I tried to give myself hope that I could continue to live, but I really couldn't find a goal to stick to. I forgot to put the spices in my cooking, I forgot to turn off the lights when I went to sleep, and I was almost hit by a car when I went shopping, and I felt like I had lost my soul. Really, I really can't find the persistence to stay alive. ”

"Xiaoman, farewell..... I died in my wedding dress just to be your bride in the afterlife. ”

The notebook slipped weakly from his hand and fell to the ground, Meng Xiaoman looked at the ceiling above his head in a daze, and his blurred vision could no longer find the focus.

Just lying quietly beside Nie Ying, time passed slowly, the sun set from noon, and a night covered the sky.

Meng Xiaoman's eyes gradually regained a trace of brilliance, sat up a little stiffly, picked up Nie Ying with one hand, tore the space with the other, and then stepped in.