On the letter, Xie Ronghua personally opened a few familiar big characters to make his eyes hot, when they were together, he would teach her to practice words in his free time, but she was always lazy when she practiced, and hugged him coquettishly and said: "I'm not like you, I have to practice my words well to maintain majesty in front of my subordinates, and not be laughed at, as long as I can see what is written, what is it good to write?" ”

With such no perseverance, practice and practice, her handwriting is still as disgusting as ever, but now, even seeing her disgusting handwriting has become a luxury. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Xie Ronghua's hand trembled slightly, and he took the letter, and he stared at those words for a long time before slowly opening the envelope and opening the letter.

"Rong Hua: Seeing words like faces, time flies, farewell years, when you see this letter, I think, I am no longer there!

You must be complaining about me, hiding so many things from you, and even the last side, I don't want to see you, but I, not because I don't want to, but I don't dare, when I killed my most respected father with my own hands, I knew that I had been dragged into hell by the Gu in my body, and I would never recover, this body was full of sin, I had lost my father, I didn't want to have any more possibility, let me lose you again like I lost my father! So I can only choose this way to say goodbye to you.

Born by chance, and death is inevitable, maybe when I appeared in this world from the moment I appeared, it was already destined for my departure, this life may be as short as fireworks, but let me experience the most extreme splendor, and those splendor, in my heart spelled out the most unforgettable you!

When I was still an inconspicuous speck of dust, the moment you were rescued from the arrow, you have been a bright moon that illuminates my life, I never dare to hope for any possibility between you, but when fate allows us to meet again and again, the short life of Qinglan Xiaozhu, the moment of warmth on the mountain, the life and death under the Moon Cliff, everything we have experienced together, will burn you into my heart little by little, deep into the bone marrow, and can no longer erase a bit.

It's a pity that providence makes people, when I know that I have no future, I understand that those mountains and sea oaths we once had will become a shackle that binds you, and I don't want you to be bound by it, so I never give you any reply, don't give you any expectations, I hope you can get tired of me, give up on me, and even resent me, but when you announce to the world that I am your concubine, I know, life and death are broad, and Zicheng said, hold the hand of the son, grow old with the son, you have not forgotten everything between us, and I, But I can't go on with you anymore, and in the end, I still lose you.

Heng'er, our child, since he was sensible, he often asked me for my father, I looked at his longing eyes, I knew that I couldn't be so selfish anymore, I had selfishly matched you and Yeluyan, selfishly hid from you to give birth to him, but I can no longer selfishly not let him see his father, I have made him lose his mother, I don't want to let him lose his father again, he is an obedient good boy, please take good care of him on my behalf.

Brother Ye is a good person, and he is also the benefactor of me and Heng'er, he has helped us a lot, when you know the truth of everything, please don't embarrass him and his people, everything is my willingness, and it has nothing to do with them.

The Buddha said: From love to worry, from love to fear, if you are separated from the lover, there is no fear. Forgive me for not being able to accompany you to the end, I hope you will let go of this love mistake as soon as possible, forget the oath between me and us, and pursue your own happiness, Xi Ning wishes for the rest of your life, only hope for Jun'an, please take care of yourself, don't be sad for me, this life is over, if there is an afterlife, I hope we will no longer meet in the troubled times, and there will be no more differences between clouds and mud.

Tidal condensation! “

The letter was stained with tears, so that Xie Ronghua could not imagine what kind of mood she was in to leave him this book, she wrote down Xie Heng's birthday and habits and hobbies in detail on another piece of paper, Xie Ronghua's heart was dull and unbearable, it turned out that the pain was extreme, would it be numb?

"Yan Xining, why is everything up to you, I am the Son of Heaven, why should I listen to you, in this life, I will not forgive you, never." The force in his hand was extremely great, as if he was about to crush the letter paper in his hand, Xie Heng saw his gloomy face, shrunk in his arms, and whispered a little scared: "Daddy!" “

Xie Ronghua suddenly came back to his senses, looking at the little body with fear in his arms, he restrained his expression, how could he scare the child who finally came back.

"Heng'er, daddy has something to say to godfather alone, let the fourth uncle take you outside to play, okay?" Xie Ronghua coaxed softly.

Xie Heng nodded obediently and stretched out his hand to Xie Lingzhen: "Fourth uncle, hug!" ”

Xie Lingzhen stepped forward and picked him up carefully, with a slightly worried look on his face: "Brother Huang, you are okay!" ”

Xie Ronghua nodded, looked at him and Xie Heng, and said softly: "Don't worry, I won't do stupid things anymore, I've worked hard for you in the past few days, and in the future, you don't have to worry about me anymore." ”

Xie Lingzhen listened to his words and breathed a sigh of relief, he coaxed Xie Heng lightly and took him out of the house, and soon, only Xie Ronghua and Ye Xiuze were left in the house.

Ye Xiuze looked at him quietly, this was the first time he saw him in the real sense, when he was in Luoyang, he was not unconscious, but just a glimpse on the road, now Xie Ronghua's face has returned to normal, as if the tearful gaffe before was his delusion, he suppressed all his emotions under a calm face, such good self-control made Ye Xiuze marvel in his heart, if it wasn't for the gaffe before seeing him, he almost thought that he didn't care about Xi Ning.

When he looked at Xie Ronghua, Xie Ronghua was also quietly observing him, this man not only appeared in Yan Xining's letter, but also his son's godfather, thinking of the days when he was not by her side, it was this man who was by her side, he gritted his teeth with hatred, and his intuition told him that the man in front of him was not just a benefactor for Yan Xining.

"Ye Xiuze!" Xie Ronghua looked at him and took the lead in breaking the silence: "You and Teng Qian are old acquaintances?" Are you from Miaojiang? ”

"Your Majesty is wise, Teng Qian used to be my clansman." He guessed his identity all of a sudden, which made Ye Xiuze a little surprised.

Xie Ronghua nodded, and said in a deep voice: "Why is there a Gu in Xi Ning's body, and how did Teng Qian use her to refine Gu, I hope you can tell me everything word by word, without missing anything!" ”

"Yes!" Ye Xiuze nodded, and told him everything from beginning to end, word for word, when Xie Ronghua heard him talk about Yan Xining being manipulated by the Soul Gu, killing his father with his own hands and implementing the soul body separation technique for her, those forcibly pretended calms finally collapsed completely, his body trembled slightly, and his heart was distressed beyond recovery, she suffered so much, but in her letter, she didn't say a word about him.

"Your Majesty, in order to save you in Luoyang, Xi Ning forced me to use the golden needle sealing technique to force the poison back into her body, and later when the poison occurred, she endured unimaginable pain for ordinary people, and after that time, her body completely lost consciousness." Ye Xiuze's words were like a sharp sword inserted into Xie Ronghua's heart, making him feel painful, she had done so much for him, but he didn't know that in Luoyang not long ago, she saved him, Xie Ronghua's teeth were bleeding, and he swallowed the blood raw, and when he tasted the fishy sweetness, the pain in his heart was finally relieved!

Xi Ning, since you want me to forget you, why do you want to do these things, you have done these things, how can you let me forget you.