Chu Siyao stroked her stomach, she had often been sick before, but she felt that this time was different, today should be the last day of her life. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

She had thought about this day before, what should she do? She lives alone in this rental house and no one will find out, the house she lives in is a house specially used for rent in an urban village, according to the way she thought before, she tried to get up and open the door with a palm-wide slit, there is surveillance in the corridor, the people in the management office on the first floor, seeing that the door has been open, should feel wrong, come and see.

After doing everything, she lay down on the bed with peace of mind, recalling her lonely life. Regret it? I don't regret it, she worked hard, but she blamed her for her bad luck, her lack of financial luck, and the fact that she didn't meet the right person. PS: People are dying, what else can't be figured out.

If she had a man and a woman, she wouldn't have died like this, would she? After thinking about bringing an innocent person into this world, it's better to suffer like her again, right? Your choice is right, don't burden innocent people.

As a left-behind child of the second generation of farmers, she worked hard to be admitted to university, thinking that life would be better after graduation, but she didn't expect that this was the beginning of the suffering. In the end, I figured it out, find a foreign aid, get married, have children, and have a partner, life should be better.

However, most of the people who went on a blind date with her were like, I can't remember most of them, only two or three of them, one of them she was very satisfied with, the two got along very well, once, she was sick, called him, he reluctantly came to the hospital, came empty-handed, and said things like that after coming. "Why are you in such poor health, I don't want to marry a sick man to support my hind feet." Hearing this, he said expressionlessly: "I'm sorry to disturb you, it's not a serious illness, you go and do your own business!" ”

When the man heard this, he walked away, and when he left, he clutched the hospital quilt and cried. After that, the man looked for himself again, and he ignored him again, and it was gone.

She is such a woman who wants to save face, and in this metropolis, the poor are only left with self-esteem. She never lets herself shed tears in front of anyone, and her upbringing has taught her that crying in front of people who don't care about her will only make her ugly. In her life, except for her grandmother and parents, no one really cared about her. It's a pity that in order to make a living, my parents went out to work when they were very young, and it is rare to see one or two of them throughout the year. After years of hard work, they don't live long and have left themselves, so there is no one in this world who cares about themselves.

Since then, I have been on a blind date with a few men, hoping to find someone who can support each other for the rest of my life, but these men just want to find a long-term free nanny, and they are lukewarm and can't afford to support their families.

Regret it? I don't regret it, even if I do it again, I will eventually choose this way, she is not a beautiful woman, and the definition of herself is average, the reason why she is not married, in addition to not being beautiful, introverted, and being too strong and unwilling to grieve herself.

In fact, this ending is not too bad, thinking that I have rented a small one-bedroom apartment for more than ten years, in this metropolis, many foreign families of three also live in such a big room, although it is far from their ideal house, but, thinking about their own situation, even if she is married, it is possible that three people live in such a big house, plus the things that should be in the rental house, she is not lacking herself, and she is satisfied.

It doesn't matter if she dies early, or later, if she gets sick often, it will be more difficult to find a job, and it will be a problem to support herself, she doesn't want to live on the streets, sweep the floor, pick up garbage for a living, but although she has been doing chores in the office all her life, but, on the surface, it is also glamorous. Judging from this matter, God has finally been merciful to her.

What's going on? With the rows of books in front of her, didn't she die in her own bed? How did you get here? It has to be heaven or hell or something, the library pavilion, the novels she chased all her life in her last life, and she didn't see it here after she died. Who's going to tell themselves what's going on.

Chu Siyao floated in the library for a few days, and she didn't see a single creature, it seems that she is a bookmaker in the library, forget it, don't think about it, she started to be very motivated in her last life, and read all kinds of books that are conducive to her career, but later she found that there was no use for eggs, so she turned her interest in reading books to dog blood novels and dog blood dramas.

It's that on the day she died, she was lying in bed reading novels on her mobile phone, and she suddenly felt unwell. Don't mention the tragedy of the past, there are so many books, and I don't have a better choice, so let's take a look! It's good to pass the time when you're bored.

Looking at Chu Siyao, I felt very incredible, is there really a world of immortals? As a funny and curious baby, Chu Siyao didn't care whether it was true or not, according to the books in the library pavilion, and began to practice in the experimental area in the library pavilion.

There is no alternation of day and night in the library pavilion, Chu Siyao learned these new knowledge out of curiosity at the beginning, and then it was purely to pass the time, after living alone for a long time, Chu Siyao was bored and wanted to go crazy, and he couldn't die if he wanted to die. In the last time, Chu Siyao's greatest interest was to learn to make some highly dangerous things, hoping to kill herself.

It's a pity, she is a dead person, no matter how she tosses, she can't die, there is nothing more speechless than this, looking at the high library, Chu Siyao thought, there are people dying every day in the world, why is she the only one who stays here, not dead or perishable, this is not a normal image. If it's not a normal image, then there must be a solution, does she really have to read these books before she can get out.

Do what you want, at this time, Chu Siyao is no longer like before, only reading the books she likes to read, she finished reading all the books on the first floor, remembered clearly and then went to the second room, and then went to the third room, thinking about the books on the ninth floor, when she finished reading them all, unexpected things would happen. Full of energy, back to the previous enthusiasm.

However, she had just finished reading the third floor and walked to the stairs on the fourth floor, the stairs that had been walked countless times before without accidents, suddenly collapsed, the person fell rapidly, and everything around disappeared, Chu Siyao shouted, "What's the matter, I haven't finished reading the ninth floor yet!" "Fainted.

When Chu Siyao woke up, she saw her baby's body, people and things flying around outside the window, Chu Siyao screamed "ahhhhhhhhhhh

She still has so many problems that have not been solved, so it has been passed on, only to arouse her desires, and if it is not solved, is there such a thing. There was once an opportunity to dominate the world in front of her, but she lost it like this, and she only saw three floors! After reading it all, she will definitely be able to mix in this world, and she will no longer have to suffer from the bird gas of her previous life.