After that, dinner was eaten in Sanae's hospital room in the east wind valley. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Although the atmosphere of the meal is lifeless.

Sanae had no appetite, and she had been dizzy all the time, but she still drank two bowls of soup under Yutong Shiai's silent gaze. Misty rain Qingzhi also seemed to feel the coldness of the current atmosphere, and just sat quietly to the side, looking at Yutong Shiai, who was silently staring at Sanae in Dongfenggu, and Sanae in Dongfenggu, who was bowing her head.

The atmosphere was so cold. Later, the nurse came in and changed the infusion bottle once, but she was frightened by this strange atmosphere, and even tiptoed when she went out.

Sanae of Dongfenggu did not speak, and Yutong Shiai did not ask questions.

In this way, the sunset outside the window finally set below the horizon, and the night was about to come again. Yutong Shiai still didn't say a word, brought the pot, and then beckoned to the foggy rain and sunny branches.

"It's time to go back, Harueda."

"Huh!?"

Misty rain Qingzhi obviously didn't expect these two people to end today's visit like this without saying a word, she looked at Yutong Shiai in amazement, and then saw the calm night sky in those black pupils. She was suddenly relieved that the teenager had not let her down. She turned her head and looked at Sanae again.

"Then, let's go first, take a good rest, Sister Sanae."

Sanae of Dongfenggu just nodded, but she didn't even raise her head. Seeing her like this, Misty Rain Qingzhi could only look at her a few more worriedly, and then walked out of the ward with Yutong Shiai.

The ward was quiet again, and Sanae continued to lie quietly on the bed with her head down. After a long time, she gently stretched out her left hand and touched her beaten cheek. Yutong Shiai didn't use much force, and at that time it was only to the extent that she was able to make that slap sound, but she knew that this slap was not to make her feel pain, but just to show Yutong Shiai's attitude.

[Is willfulness enough]

This is what he expressed. Sanae lowered her head and frowned, feeling something flowing in her heart, and she knew it was guilt.

Yutong Shiai naturally didn't know what happened to her, but he found that he was the one who found himself in the apartment with a high fever and sent him, and he was the one who ran for himself, but he remembered that the gray cat who finally struggled to get out of the box in the rainy night. Although she fished it back into the box and pushed it into a place where she could shelter from the rain, she was still worried about the little one.

They're all the same, but it's always good if one more can survive and find a home.

If the gray cat could survive this rainy night, if it could find an owner who liked it, then it would not have to wander alone in this steel city like himself. It was with this thought in mind that she ran out of the hospital to find the gray cat, despite her dizziness.

But when she got there, she found the cardboard box with a strange feeling, and the child's body inside was already cold.

She then placed the box aside from the bin, and she went back to the swing. In the rainy night, she survived, and it didn't. She had a feeling that this child was dying in her place, a person like her, who no one needed, who had been abandoned by the two adults she dreamed of, died and died, and no one would say anything. But that child, so young, struggled so hard when he saw himself in a cardboard box.

But it still died.

Sanae was afraid to see its corpse, to be afraid of the dried lens folds on its cloudy eyes, of its open mouth that could not utter a cry of despair, and of the fur that began to dim and begin to fall. It was as if she would be so pitifully abandoned on a rainy night in Tokyo.

Yutong Shiai's slap hit her in the face, and she felt a little alive. This person named Yutong Shiai is still worried about her. The woolen coat she wore afterwards was also very warm, making her feel that her soul was being pulled back to the world little by little.

So she touched her face now, remembering the time when she was slapped by that person. The man's breath, the man's hands, the man's silent gaze, the man's warm coat. Her eyes moved.

The coat was still over her quilt, and she gently slipped her hand into it. It was as if the person's temperature was still warming himself inside. It's like Meowtaro that day, and he gently wraps it in his coat and then holds it in his arms.

"It's warm......"

She gritted her teeth. It must have been very warm, but only Meso Taro was saved for such a thing, and the gray cat last night had only one powerless self to block a few meaningless drops of rain for it. She was so a failure, she was abandoned by the gods, she couldn't do anything, Yutong Shiai could save it, but she could only let the other party's body lie in the cardboard box, left by the garbage heap. Now she has survived the rainy night, but she is enjoying the temperature in the other party's coat.

This is the temperature of the living.

So, this is the shame of the living, the shame of the dead by the living, the shame of the fortunate by the unfortunate. Sanae of the East Wind Valley abandoned the cat on this rainy night, and the wind that was abandoned by the gods, insisted on spending the rainy night with the gray abandoned cat on this rainy night, but she was rescued, but the guy didn't.

Therefore, this is a shame, a shame that has to be had.

But at the same time, as a rescued person, she ran outside because of her guilt, which made Yutong Shiai worry again, which deepened her guilt again. A person who doesn't even cherish the lives saved by others has what qualifications to be saved, not the gray cat to be saved.

She gently wiped her tears, picked up the coat, hugged it to her chest, and buried her face in it. There is a smell of rain on the coat, the smell of sunshine, the smell of wind, the smell of dust, all kinds of smells, it seems that Yutong Shiai's work is quite busy, tossing and turning. The smell was as clear as the young man's path, and it was impossible to determine which one was his scent.

Sanae of the East Wind Valley had a bit of pity in her emerald green eyes, and then sighed.

At this time, there was a soft knock on the door, and the nurse lady who had changed the potion slowly walked in with some trepidation, and after seeing that there was only Sanae in the room, she breathed a sigh of relief and walked over with a stable mood.

"Are you feeling better?"

Sanae of Dongfeng Valley nodded, although she was still a little dizzy, but it was indeed much better than before, and it was estimated that the fever was about to subside. This attitude made the nurse nod in satisfaction.

"Although it has improved, I still remember to pay attention to rest and not get cold, and I am especially not allowed to run outside."

The other party's words reminded Sanae of the previous incident, and she showed a somewhat apologetic smile.

"I'm sorry, I'm not going to do it again."

Hearing Sanae's assurance, the nurse was a lot satisfied, she nodded, said two more words, and then went out. After the nurse left, Sanae Honaya's originally supported smile also disappeared. She continued to look down at the coat she was holding.

“…… Probably. ”

She added the last word that was left unfinished. There is only one cat that has been picked up, which is both Meowtaro and Dongfenggu.