(This chapter is the birthday of the head of the first leaf of the boat!) ）

"We both want to take each other for ourselves, haha, this is really ridiculous, do you know, Jiang Ye, I will actually eat with you and Qin Wan and Su Rong now, and I will have that kind of jealousy and resentment, and if it is difficult to control, I will be in a bad mood, I originally thought that I would be able to endure it for at least three months without disturbing you and Qin Wan, but I found that I was quite wrong, I can't wait to eat you now, let Qin Wan and Su Rong leave your side, although I understand what you mean to Qin Wan. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info" Xu Qingying's eyes were full of rational and emotional struggle.

Angels and demons, all hovering above her.

Xu Qingying's words sent chills down my spine when I heard it.

"I originally thought that you might be a symbol, like the toy I wanted to have when I was a child, and I had to get it, but I found that when I kissed you, my body's reaction, and the emotions that kept exploding in my mind, were different from the toys that I said were good, you were not a symbolic thing, but a living, emotional, and clumsy person, obviously trying to struggle to prove that he was different from others, and was obviously full of enthusiasm and dreams like the youth of the Republic of China in the last century. But it's just such a scumbag, so indecisive that I'm anxious for you, emotional things, all the same can't be handled well, women are very good at it one by one, I didn't think about it with my toes, I didn't think I would really like you. ”

"Originally, I thought that you wanted to go far from the Prince Charming in my heart, and you can't be my hero at all, except for cooking and writing some scripts, what else will you do? More talented than you! ”

"But I can't find a substitute and can't find the same, that is, I am willing to expose my side in front of you, I will not show my side on weekdays, I can criticize and joke at will, pretend to be a little woman at will, or your big sister, you can accept anything, you can arouse your desire in any way, and you will love me no matter what."

"And what you think from beginning to end, not to take advantage of my convenience, you know that you don't even need the principal to grab wealth from me, but like a fool, you say that you have to rely on your own efforts, rely on your own efforts, haha, in such an era of capital monopoly emotion, you can actually endure the temptation of money like this..."

"You exaggerated this, Sister Ying, it may be that I am still young and don't know the benefits of money, or it may be that I found that money is always enough, there is no need for so much, compared to proving myself, I still think that a little wealth is good, as for grabbing wealth from you, the fundamental reason why I haven't thought about it is because you are so powerful, I can think of a P, conspiracy and trickery, it is something I can't learn since I was a child, I am thin-skinned." I shook my head.

"You're so thick-skinned, every time you look at me, you only have me in your eyes, don't you think about Qin Wan and Su Rong?" Xu Qingying chuckled.

"We are all sinners, don't say such words, in this world, there are only Xu Qingying and me, I have no way to meet others, you are too seductive, I confessed, I even wanted to give up Qin Wan and Su Rong more than once, but I knew that I couldn't..." I suddenly fell to the side a little depressed.

"You and I are thinking very confused, just like two drug-addicted hallucinogenic patients, I don't know where tomorrow is, my thoughts change every day, but the only thing that remains the same is to try my best to keep you by my side, such me, it's really sad and ridiculous." Xu Qingying also fell beside me, her eyes closed, and my hands with her were still tightly clasped.

"I asked Mengyun..."

"Sister Leng, she should be quite clear about such things, she should be able to reason one by one very rationally and objectively..."

"No, she said, sometimes, it's good to just snatch the man she likes, she doesn't have the courage to do it, and she doesn't meet someone who is worth doing it."

Xu Qingying's words, although they were said lightly, I could feel the sadness in her and Leng Mengyun's hearts, and some of them couldn't be dissolved.

No matter what the fate is, it is quite sad.

"Sometimes I think about it, if I had met you earlier, but I did meet you before, at that time you were still a stunned boy, a high school student, at that time, we would never have a spark, my communication with you, can only be from now on, I can only be the one who arrives late." Xu Qingying unbuttoned my shirt one by one before I had time to take it off.

"Huh?" I looked at Xu Qingying with some surprise.

Now the problem is not just a simple pursuit of cheating and joy, I found that this proposition about ** has been extended to a very serious distance, drawing countless branches in my night sky, my values and cognitive system, there is a serious distortion, and I am about to face the risk of collapse.

"Let's do it." Xu Qingying's cheongsam has long been missing, and after she unbuttoned me, she also took off her stockings.

The whole body, naked, smooth, flawless, I used to think that the feeling of great impact, like the first time I watched a Hollywood blockbuster when I was a child, or the first time I boarded the suspension bridge in Guilin, and looked at the bottomless abyss on the mountain plank road of Huangshan, I used to think that women should still hold the pipa and half cover their faces is the ultimate beauty, but now I am wrong, sitting in front of me alive, Xu Qingying without cover, thousands of green silks fall like the Milky Way falling for nine days.

I can't describe it as a living color, a blue sky and a warm jade, I seem to have seen a century of Michelangelo's carving.

For the first time, my greed was curbed.

The little thief would stop when he occasionally stepped into the palace and learned that all the treasures were his own and not a dream, which was a greed beyond the reach of man.

I have always longed to possess Xu Qingying, go to Wushan with her to the clouds and rain, the spring night, I don't know what year it is.

But when Xu Qingying put his hands up, I stopped again, a kind of despair that rose from the bottom of my heart.

If it were Yan Yu'er, my guilt would be even less, but Yan Yu'er would not have been able to arouse me to such a step.

Xu Qingying's indescribable beauty, at this moment, I just dare not hold it.

It's not because of guilt and self-blame in my heart, it's purely that I don't dare, I'm cowardly, I don't know what I'm cowardly, it's obviously an undefended city, but I'm just cowardly.

This confusion flowed slowly in my blood, and time seemed to stand still.

"Let's do it, shall we?" Xu Qingying looked at me deeply, but she didn't make the next move, and neither did I.

"Just, now?" I looked up with some difficulty, looked at Xu Qingying, and swallowed.

"Right now." She pursed her lips a little whitish, and the plain lip flaps without lipstick looked more natural and soft.

I didn't speak, I didn't know what to say, and neither did she.

Then she sneered, "That's really weird." I hugged her tightly, "Although the air conditioner is on, it will catch a cold, so let's put on the clothes, put the clothes, put them on." ”

This is not a reason at all, but Xu Qingying still nodded, left my embrace, got out of bed, opened the wardrobe, picked out another cheongsam, slowly wrapped himself, took out a pair of stockings, and put them on slowly in front of me, and his skin was covered by the faint mist.

I couldn't help but hug her again, "At least, wait for me to succeed, wait for me, sort it out, sort it out, wait for me to give up." ”

"When you give up ruthlessly, then I won't be a star, quietly retreat behind the scenes, and be your Mrs. Jiang." Xu Qingying kissed me calmly, the future she outlined was really beautiful enough.

"But I know you can't do it, I won't love you if you can do it, I can't do it, but I'm sad again..."