Extra: A letter buried in the bottom of my heart

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If I could do it all over again, I hope I could give up everything and take you away.

Seeing you drift away in my sight, but beside others, becoming a beautiful and gentle girl, my heart is trembling, sad, the loneliness that quietly strikes with me, in the smoke ring that is extinguishing and rising, I slowly fall into nostalgia, into the college time that gave me happiness and gave me happiness.

"Me at the Same Table" slowly swirls, reminiscing about the lively basketball court, the unforgettable years of youth.

It's graduation season again, and in Massachusetts, I've completed my Ph.D. and fulfilled my promise to a girl.

I don't know, if you can do it all over again, can you renew your old relationship with me?

Eating the desserts you made with your own hands, watching your busy figure in the kitchen, I will always be jealous, jealous of the man who snatched you, my cowardice and hesitation, and finally made me completely lose you, I don't know, this label on my head is so embarrassing, so that I want to completely overturn it, your kind but extremely polite language, let my heart slowly drop to the freezing point.

The girl I once loved was close at hand, but far away.

The story of Uncle Wu Moyun, I already know it, in this life, he only loves a woman named Leng Yunmei, and he is engaged to a woman named Yu Meiyuan, in the end, because of the sudden change in the family, he had to go far away, but he was gone, he always thought that he had a child with her, but, he never thought that her child was someone else's...... That disgraceful child, everyone was protecting her, a beautiful surgeon took her away, and he and his relatives finally gave up that blood feud, I don't know, what did his heart think? For more than 20 years, my aunt has been following him unabated, will I feel too sad in my heart?

I don't know the final outcome of love, is marriage the last harbor to smooth out all that has been?

Watching her happy may be the best ending, she has been in my heart, and that's enough!

I can only be a beautiful back, but I will never be able to continue to write the most beautiful story of JM University!

Father, please give me wings that can fly, Mother, your sorrow will never make me realize my wish to move forward calmly, Li Mei, Wu Moyun's own sister, Lin Yue's brother's mother, a strong woman who became an orphan at a young age and was taken in by the family surnamed Li, buried the deepest wounds in her heart in a daze, and achieved an equally excellent soul.

Father and mother, please give me the best love, right? I just want to be the most ordinary kid and don't put your thoughts on my head, right?

If there is an afterlife, I would like to be reincarnated, live opposite Zihan's house, and be an ordinary and happy child.

Zihan, I know that the shadow cast by your lonely childhood has not changed your enthusiasm and tolerance for life, but it has quietly changed you, destined, in this life, we are just two parallel lines that cannot be reunited, that you have been afraid of the dark, and you who want to have a gentle reliance on you most is the most real you!

Having someone who understands you and loves you is with you, watching you be happy, may become a desolate topic in my life, but, so hesitant and sentimental, can I really admire you?

This is a letter that will always lie in the corner of my heart, and slowly, it will precipitate into a faint memory as the years go by.

If you have loved a girl, you may still look at this girl silently in this life, look at her, and watch her be happy forever from afar......

Thank you, Brother Lin Yue, when you gave me this opportunity, I have already lost most of it, please, well, give her happiness, just like now, that woman named Leng Yunmei is getting married to a university professor who is happy, and her uncle Wu Moyun is blessing her from afar......

Perhaps, all love is not a model, perhaps, in the end, the precipitated years have sealed those stories, and the thoughts in the depths of the soul have been frozen.

Bless you, lovely girl!

Be kind to you, love crying girl who gave everything for me!

Please don't keep saying that frightening internet term: "Kill him!" "That's not what you intended, was it?

Perhaps, I should have a good chat with Uncle Wu Moyun, maybe, this is the highest level of cultivation to the extreme, right?

I think my uncle should be called Wu Muyun, right?

By the way, the man named Mo Jialin heard that because his son was facing life imprisonment, he suddenly suffered a stroke and lost his speech, and I don't know if he became a vegetative person?

Time never fails a good person, I think, God must have understood all his deeds at the beginning, right?

All right! I'm going to see her if I'm fine, lately, I've been smoking a little too much, and it's nothing to clean my teeth, right?

I actually became her brother-in-law, I don't know whether to vomit blood or be happy, happy is the best, the best model is to become a family!

Brother Lin is indeed a very good brother, he accommodates everyone around him, his light also infects everyone around him, many people regard him as a model of the grassroots realm, S City is proud of him, after all, let the old and foreign young people who are willing to pay for it ruthlessly, he is the only one, S City, that beautiful place of outstanding people, I think, I should go there to develop! By the way, I'm going to rub my brother-in-law's specialty dish again!

Think about it, my only success is that there is a person who is older than me, has deeper experience than me, has stronger ability than me, and has a higher education, hehe, he is only a visiting scholar, honorary doctorate, in fact, how much the professor appreciates him, everyone understands, after all, the most famous person among international students is him, but he can only call me brother-in-law.

It's as if my life has suddenly become sunny, hehe!

By the way, I also heard that Brother Lin just came to Harvard to find out the truth, and he didn't want that degree at all, so I found out that I was a little girl buried deep in my handsome soul, I think, that's the ultimate reason why I lost to him, and I now learn to taste all kinds of wine, adding ingredients and not adding ingredients, who would have thought that there was a girl who would be so hard for me? Perhaps, once upon a time, I never kept her in my heart and ignored her......

I don't know if this loveless marriage is a pain for me, but in Nana's relationship with Zihan, slowly, I learned to change, I learned to be brave, I learned to be strong, and I learned to tolerate, I am happy to see her grow, in fact, we all need to grow up when we are young, we all need time, right?

Our marriage, I thought it was a wave of stagnant water, but because of the changes in the people around me, it quietly changed, I don't know, is Zihan like this? She is sometimes pure and wild, sometimes elegant and sometimes quiet, she learned the ultimate pastry from Aunt Zheng Lan, but her favorite thing to make is scallion pancakes, of course, I have seen her hold bloody tooth tongs a few times, and she actually fainted!

The doctor said that I had fainting, so I used to be afraid of Nana's blood and hesitate about Nana's blood.......