Chapter 116: Damn Throbbing
The night was deeper, there was only silence between us, looking at her, my heart suddenly throbbed, for some reason, I had an impulse, I wanted to hug the figure next to me, and then really live together as boyfriend and girlfriend..........
A gust of cold wind blew, Xia Yuan tucked her clothes and said, "Luo Bing, it's late, let's go back." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”
My breathing was very short, and my heartbeat was much faster, Xia Yuan saw that my expression was wrong and asked, "Luo Bing, what's wrong with you, are you uncomfortable?" ”
"Uh........."
"What's wrong with you?"
Coming into contact with Xia Yuan's gaze, my heart was extremely confused: "That...... You..... Are you hungry, we ..... We.... Let's go have some supper..."
Xia Yuan looked at me suspiciously and said, "Luo Bing, do you have something to say to me?" ”
I didn't dare to look directly at Xia Yuan's gaze, patted my ass and stood up, pretending to be very relaxed, and said, "How can I be, it's just that I'm hungry and want to eat something......"
"Really?" Xia Yuan continued.
"Of course not, what else do I dare not say in front of you......."
Afraid that she would see something, I continued: "Let's go, let's go, go to the intersection and buy some corn for supper." Without waiting for her to speak, he walked forward.
We bought two ripe corns at the intersection and walked home while nibbling on them, and on the way home, I was inexplicably nervous and quickened my pace to move forward.
Back in the courtyard, I walked into the house with flustered steps, and I didn't even say a good night to Xia Yuan.
Leaning against the door, my breathing became more rapid, I ran to the sink and buried my face in the cold water, the feeling of suffocation stimulated my brain, I raised my head to look at myself in the mirror, and said to myself in the mirror: Are you worthy? Can you get her to lean on?
Sitting on the toilet, lighting a cigarette, and gradually calming down your nervousness.
After a long time, I walked out, the room was dark, I turned on the light, lay on the sofa, thinking about everything that happened with Xia Yuan in the past few months, after thinking, I slowly realized that maybe I had subtly fallen in love with the woman who was only separated by a wall from me..............
After experiencing the hurt Jiang Yan gave me, I was suddenly very afraid of this feeling, and I didn't even dare to have illusions about anyone, feeling that I was not worthy of anyone.
I don't know how Xia Yuan feels about me, and I don't dare to have any illusions about her, because out of this courtyard, she and I are not people of the same world..........
I spent the night in a state of cranky thoughts, so much so that I woke up at noon the next day.
Climb out of bed, wash up, and clean the house inside and out.
Sitting at the stone table boringly, calculating the time, it has been four or five days since I came home from Xiamen, I don't know how Hao Yue's girl is doing, I may be very lonely when I am not there.
In my impression, she, like Xia Yuan, doesn't have many friends, Hao Yue, a girl who looks lively, but in fact, she is often anxious and insecure in her heart.
Thinking of this, I dialed her number.
After answering the phone, I said, "Ah, Miss Hao Yue! ”
"Hello, Mr. Luo Bing." I thought I would hear Hao Yue's surprised voice, but I didn't want her tone to be surprisingly calm.
Her calm reply made me not speak well, "That, Miss Hao Yue, what's the matter with me not working these days!" ”
"Well, it's okay, Brother Zhi'en will guide me often."
After hearing the name Han Zhien from Hao Yue's mouth, I was inexplicably emotional, and replied: "Ao, Ao is like this, that ....... Miss Hao Yue, please work hard........."
After saying this, we were silent with each other, and the atmosphere was suddenly a little awkward, and after a while, I said, "Miss Hao Yue, I should go back in a few days.........."
"How many days was that?"
I thought about it for a moment and said, "It should be three days.........
There was silence on the other end of the phone, and after a long time, Hao Yue replied: "Mr. Luo Bing..........."
“...... What's wrong....."
Hao Yue wanted to speak and stopped: "No..... Nothing ........"
I was about to say something, but Hao Yue hung up the phone before me.
After hanging up the phone, I felt a little uneasy, she had never spoken to me in such a cold tone before, even if she was angry, she also beat and scolded me, what happened today?
....................
In the afternoon, Gong Chuan called me, and said that he would let me go to the coffee shop first, and his tone was very anxious, as if he had something very important to discuss with me.
When I came to the coffee shop, Gong Chuan beckoned to me, and sat opposite him, he said with a serious expression: "Luo Bing, we have to fight side by side in the future." ”
Fight? What do you mean?
I asked, "What, what go hand in hand." ”
Gong Chuan took a deep breath of cigarette, spit it out heavily, and said, "Before Qiao Yi left, he told me that I was half of you and you in that office building." ”
I was stunned and couldn't believe it: "Qiao Yi is gone?" When did he leave? ”
"I left last night, and I took him to the train station."
I yelled, "Damn, this turtle grandson won't tell me when he leaves, what can he do if he has to go out?" Isn't this sick? ”
At this moment, I am very angry in my heart, I really can't rest assured that Qiao Yi has always been a headless person who does things, and he has so much money on him, in case he meets someone with a thief's heart...............
I can't wait to chase him now and beat him up.
Gong Chuan patted me on the shoulder and said earnestly, "Do you know why I didn't stop him?" ”
I shook my head.
"Because we're all the same kind of people, including you, we've all experienced feelings of being too much in love and slowly turning into despair. That kind of pain is deeply rooted in people's hearts, making people confused, and they can't see the road clearly........"
Gong Chuan's words evoked the feeling of loss in my heart, maybe Gong Chuan was right...........
"Qiao Yi will find her, she will definitely find her." Gong Chuan said with a burning look in his eyes.
I lit a cigarette, savored Gong Chuan's words, and thought of Qiao Yi crying bitterly when he looked at Lin Xueer's photos in the first few days when he came back, and gradually I stopped complaining about Qiao Yi, after all, he was persistent for love..............
After thinking about it, I said, "Qiao Yi, why did he give me half of the office building?" ”
"I asked him that, too."
"What did Qiao Yi say?"
"Because we are brothers, he believes in you for free."