Chapter 143: Get used to being alone
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I still laughed at her, and my voice became louder and louder, Xia Yuan glared at me fiercely, and couldn't say a word for a long time.
After a long time, I saw that she was no longer noisy, so I went to help her comb her messy hair, and said softly, "Don't be angry, let's go into the house." ”
"Don't touch me, I don't want to talk to you anymore." After saying that, he turned his face away, but stayed where he was.
"Okay, okay, you just stay here, I'll help you hang up the lanterns."
Xia Yuan still replied coldly: "No need." ”
Ignoring her refusal, I took a large string of lanterns from her hand and smiled at her, and then climbed up the fence and fastened the lanterns to the fence.
When I hung the lanterns, I pretended to glance at Xia Yuan inadvertently, and saw her looking at me with a worried expression, but the moment she came into contact with my gaze, she turned her head coldly.
I lament in my heart: O woman...............
After about 20 minutes, I put colorful lights on the fence inside and outside the yard, and then I slowly climbed down the fence, but I didn't step on my foot steadily, and suddenly I fell on my ass.................
"Luo Bing! Luo Bing, are you okay, where did you fall! Xia Yuan also rushed over with an arrow and lifted me up on the ground.
Originally, I didn't feel much pain, but when I saw Xia Yuan's nervous appearance, I immediately changed my expression and said tremblingly: "I, oops......... I feel like my leg is broken, it hurts........."
"Don't scare me, how can this be, Luo Bing, don't worry, I'll take you to the hospital right away.......... Woo woo, I knew I wouldn't have hung any lanterns................"
I was stunned for a moment, opened my eyes and looked at Xia Yuan,! Crying so soon...........
Once again, I scolded myself for being a fool and said to her, "Don't cry, I'm fine, I'm really fine, I'm making fun of you." ”
Xia Yuan sniffed and squeezed out another tear.
I immediately panicked, immediately stood up and turned around twice and said to her: "Look, look, I'm really fine, but my butt hurts a little, do you want to see it?" ”
"Why are you such a scoundrel, who's going to look at your ass?" Xia Yuan wiped her tears, and she didn't have a good airway.
I sighed, didn't want to quarrel with her anymore, so I pulled her into the room and whispered, "Okay, okay, don't be angry, I apologize to you, we can't reconcile." ”
"No way!"
"So how do you not get angry?"
"I don't know."
"Do you really want me to reconcile?"
Xia Yuan still didn't feel good and said: "I just don't want to." ”
After saying that, I shrugged my shoulders and said to her, "Okay, if you don't get along, you won't get along, let's go, let's go out and see the lanterns." ”
"I haven't reconciled with you, why should I go to see the lanterns with you?"
I took her hand and said coldly: "Who said that you can't watch the lanterns if you don't reconcile, I hung up this lantern, you have to watch it today, you have to watch it today, you have to watch it if you don't see it, what's wrong with Lao Tzu being a scoundrel!" ”
"You ............" Xia Yuan was so angry that I couldn't speak.
She struggled symbolically, but finally let me pull her into the courtyard.
Xia Yuan sat quietly at the stone table, after a moment of silence, I pressed the switch, and in an instant, the entire dark courtyard suddenly became extremely bright, under the colorful lights, I seemed to see a castle belonging to me and Xia Yuan under the dark night............
Xia Yuan warmly looked at this beautiful picture of the old house under the dark night, and we were all silent.............. At this moment, I really want to stay quietly with her in our castle for the rest of my life........ Forever...........
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The night was deeper, a gust of cold wind whistled by, I subconsciously tucked my clothes, and then pushed Xia Yuan, who was still intoxicated with fantasy, and said, "It's late, let's go into the house, you just wear a piece of clothing, don't freeze." ”
Xia Yuan turned her head and smiled at me and nodded.
After returning to her house, Xia Yuan walked directly into the kitchen, and then shouted, "Are you hungry, let's eat rice balls." ”
“OK,OK。”
Lying on the sofa, I felt that I was surrounded by happiness at the moment, and I forgot all my unhappiness and troubles for a while, and I thought: how nice it would be if she was just an ordinary woman. Then there won't be so many material boundaries between us, and I can love her boldly...............
After a while, Xia Yuan brought out two bowls of hot rice balls from the kitchen.
I habitually joked: "Why did Chairman Xia think of hanging lanterns today?" ”
"Don't you think it's scary that there's only one light in the yard and it's dark every night?"
"It's okay, I've gotten used to it since I was a child."
Xia Yuan ate the rice balls and replied, "I don't like the dark." ”
"People who don't like the dark are afraid of being alone, and so are you?"
"Very scared....... But it can't be helped....... I've always been lonely. Xia Yuan paused, looked at me and continued, "Aren't you afraid of loneliness? ”
I smiled indifferently and said to her, "You know what? I have spent countless lonely nights in this courtyard, with smoke as friends and wine as companions, lonely...... Hehe, I'm used to it......"
Xia Yuan stared at me for a long time, her eyes were full of indifference and sympathy, and after a moment of silence, she finally said softly: "I don't smoke or drink, after my father left, only Su Chen has been with me........ Until I met you....... Otherwise, I'll be lonely forever........"
Hearing the name Su Chen, I felt inexplicably sad in my heart, but I still smiled: "Su Chen is a very important friend to you." ”
Xia Yuan nodded: "Hmm....... He was two years older than me, he always treated me like a sister, and my mother liked him very much. ”
The melancholy in my heart gradually turned into loss, and I suddenly realized that I was so redundant, maybe someone like me should not intrude into her life, and she was only the most suitable with Su Chen...............
I finally smiled and pretended to be calm and said to Xia Yuan: "Then you must be very happy together, she is so good to you, and your mother likes him, right..........?"
Xia Yuan put down the bowl, lowered her head and was stunned for a few seconds, and was silent for a moment before saying, "I don't know .........."
I don't know what Xia Yuan's ambiguous reply means, but I understand what cruel darkness she bears behind her glamorous beauty, and I can't bear all this, only Su Chen............. (To be continued.) )