Chapter 41: Hardship

Ye Suifeng said: "At first, I was just a model boy, and later, I don't know when, my psychology has changed, and even my orientation seems to have changed, I don't know if I'm gay or not, but, I seem to really like you, because of you, I even have changed my sexual orientation." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info I promise that I can't help but reappear in your life for the second time, and as for the third time, I have made up my mind to be transgender, and I am going to be a real man to face you......"

"Enough, I don't want to hear it." Zhang Yiru stood up and left.

Ye Suifeng asked: "Yiru, you really refuse to give me a chance at all?" ”

Zhang Yiru didn't look back, she couldn't see Ye Suifeng's expression, but she could hear Ye Suifeng's voice full of pain.

The pain is not only her leaf with the wind.

Zhang Yiru returned to Lu Congbai's house and saw that Feng Xiaoji and Wutong were there.

The most gossipy Wutong ran over as soon as he saw Zhang Yiru and asked: "Yiru Yiru, we all watched the live broadcast on the Internet, but we saw that the critical moment was interrupted, what happened?" Is Ye Suifeng really that? ”

"Which one?"

"I saw a girl screaming as soon as she sat on it, and now there are all kinds of speculations on the Internet, and even a vote has been initiated, and even the gambling game has been opened, and the most people have been cut off."

Zhang Yiru's face was full of tiredness and said, "I'm tired, can you let me sleep for a while?" ”

Lu Congbai said: "Forget Wutong, let Yiru take a break." ”

At this time, the doorbell rang, and Lu Congbai looked at the camera, recognized the person, and said, "Daytime?" How did he find here? ”

"I don't want to see him, you can help me send him away."

Lu Congbai instructed the family not to open the door.

Bai Tianyong shouted outside the door: "Yiru, why don't you answer my phone, I know you are here, and I also know that you can hear me, are you okay?" I didn't come to you for anything, just to see if you were okay. ”

Good? How can it be good?

But this daytime still has a little conscience, at least he won't mention the live broadcast as soon as he opens his mouth.

Zhang Yiru returned to the room, and Feng Xiaoji saw that she didn't even have the strength to walk.

Feng Xiaoji came over today to find Zhang Yiru for something, but now, there is no need to expose other people's scars.

She and Sycamore went back first.

Lu Congbai entered the room to see Zhang Yiru, and when she saw that she didn't close her eyes, she sat on her bed and said, "Everything is fine, it will pass." ”

"I can pass because I can forget, but my memory is getting better now."

"Time dilutes not only memories, but also feelings."

"Congbai, thank you for taking me in these days, I'm afraid, I still need to stay for a few more days, I have no place to live now, during this time, I should not go out."

"You can rest assured, you can stay as long as you want."

"I don't have any close friends, thank you for helping me."

"What? Aren't we friends? ”

"Yes, of course."

"Since we're friends, I'll lend my ears to confide in you, what happened?"

Zhang Yiru was silent.

Lu Congbai said: "I promise to keep it secret, maybe it will be more comfortable to say it, and I will be careful of suffocation." ”

Zhang Yiru sat up, bent her knees, sighed, and said, "Ye Suifeng is a woman." ”

Lu Congbai's expression was shocked: "What? I thought he just cut it. ”

"I started to think so, too, if so, at least he's still a man."

Lu Congbai knew that Zhang Yiru must be uncomfortable, so she hugged her to show her support.

After a long sigh, Lu Congbai also said: "Now that I think about it, it seems to be the same, no wonder her brushstrokes are so delicate, and she understands women's hearts so much, I see." ”

"I wanted to take revenge on him, but I didn't expect to be retaliated by the truth."

"Why does she pick on girls? Is it gay? ”

"She doesn't know herself," Zhang Yiru smiled bitterly and said, "She also said that she was willing to change sex for me." ”

Lu Congbai asked, "Do you still love him?" ”

"I don't know, my mind and brain are in a mess right now."

"If you love, you only love the person, not her gender, not her body."

"I love her based on his gender, and he lied to me from beginning to end."

Lu Congbai also felt tired when she heard it, she held her forehead and said, "Hey, it's really a bad fate, going around for so long, and in the end it turned out to be such a truth." Don't think about it, get some sleep first. ”

"Where can I sleep?"

"Need some sleeping pills?"

"Yes, you'd better give me a big bottle."

"Stupid, don't do stupid things in my house, don't make my house a murderous house, you don't take good care of yourself, who will cherish you." After Lu Congbai finished speaking, he asked someone to bring two sleeping pills.

After Zhang Yiru took the medicine and closed her eyes, she went out gently.

Feng Xiaoji returned to worry-free and saw that Xu Yiwei did not go to work.

"Master, you don't have to go to work today?"

"Someone is back for duty today, and I'm on vacation."

"Master, someone is back to work, don't you need me to help?"

"I never needed you to help me."

"I haven't had memory therapy and training for a long time, and now that the Spring Festival holiday is almost over, if you can't open your mouth, you want to drive me back, I'll go back myself."

Is this the attitude you should have? You should be dead and stubborn and refuse to go. Hurry down and test your memory. ”

After the test report came out, Xu Yiwei smiled and said: "As I expected, you are an unruly wild horse, let you train according to other people's methods every day, your comprehensive memory does not rise but decreases, no matter how many days you have, you can recover a loss." ”

"Really? Am I hopeful of recovery? ”

"I still owe the east wind."

"Who is Dongfeng?

"Zhang Yiru."

"She? She didn't have the heart to do this now, she was trapped in love. ”

"I told you to go find Ye Suifeng earlier, didn't you look for it?"

"What am I doing with other people's affairs?"

"Tut-tut, it's not like our crazy chicks at all."

"Who's the crazy chick? How many names do you have to make for me to be happy? ”

"Didn't your mother think about this homonym when she named you?"

"You're all too old, why are you sometimes naiver than me?"

"Are you naΓ―ve? I don't think so. ”

"Don't talk nonsense with you, when I talk back to Zhang Yiru, I don't understand, why can she help me? Is it because her memory patterns are similar to mine? ”

Xu Yiwei nodded and said: "Yes, your brain has been damaged, and many memory nervous systems cannot be built completely, let me give you an example, you have a nervous tissue that initiates some signals, but because the communication bridge between the neural tissues is cut off, I can't observe who they want to send it to, what their intentions are, but with a specimen like Zhang Yiru, I understand, after finding your memory rules, you can treat them in a targeted manner." ”

Feng Xiaoji probably understood, and said, "She may not be in the mood to do this kind of thing now." ”

Xu Yiwei suddenly asked, "Do you want to go back to school?" ”

Feng Xiaoji nodded: "Of course, there are people I want to meet there." ”

"That's okay, when you come back next semester, the Rejuvenation Academy will announce the recruitment of social students, and Zhang Yiru is your only chance to return to school."

"Why should she help me?"

"You don't have to worry about this, I'll go out myself."

"What do you want?"

"I'll help you find one more senior sister to come back."

"I'm your first apprentice!"

"Are you still fighting for this little false name? I'm only going to talk about seniority. ”

Xu Yiwei said that he would do it, and the next day, he went to visit Zhang Yiru.

Zhang Yiru was a little surprised when she saw Xu Yiwei: "Doctor Xu? Are you looking for something with me? ”

"Yes, I think I should tell you the truth about your memories."

As soon as Zhang Yiru heard the word memory, she was in no mood for a moment, and said: "The matter between me and Ye Suifeng will go with the wind, I don't plan to study it in detail." ”

"No, it's about your talent, because after a memory elimination operation, your memory potential has been stimulated, you are now a genius in the memory world, I don't want to waste a talent like you."

Zhang Yiru seemed to listen to the desolate night talk: "Hahaha? Are you trying to motivate me to save the world? ”

Xu Yiwei answered: "No, you can save yourself." Here's your memory test report, you look at it before you laugh. Yes, the full quota of these indicators is 360, and before you, the highest memory protection is 353, and you, it is 354. ”

Zhang Yiru took the report and read it, handed it back to Xu Yiwei, and said, "I don't understand." ”

Xu Yiwei handed her another piece of information introducing the comprehensive ability of memory, and said, "With your current IQ, you will understand after reading this." ”

Zhang Yiru finished reading it in just a few glances, and she froze: "Is it true or false?" Why didn't I find out before? ”

"You haven't realized that you can see ten lines at a glance before, the human brain is very magical, a lot of potential has not been developed, you accidentally hit it, and the potential is accidentally opened."

Zhang Yiru looked incredulous.

"Let me explain it this way, but once someone who has had amnestic surgery can remember the erased memory, it means that her potential has been developed, and her memory talent has been ignited."

Zhang Yiru will be skeptical.

"If you don't believe me, you can test your memory instantly, do you remember how many mosquitoes you were bitten when you were 3 years old? Do you remember before? Why did all these memories come back to life all at once? ”

Zhang Yiru closed her eyes for a while before she opened her eyes and said, "Doctor Xu, I believe what you say, but so what? What are you looking for me for? ”