Chapter 203 There are no words for each other, only a thousand tears
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The cold wind was bleak, and Fu Xiu was helping the emperor to drink medicine.
The emperor snuggled into Fuxiu's arms and watched quietly as Fuxiu fed the steaming decoction into his mouth spoonful by spoonful. The emperor said lightly: "Fu Xiu, I have really suffered you these days, my body has already felt that it is not as good as day by day, and now that I am here, do you still talk to me?" Fuxiu. ”
"Ahh Nope! No matter what Ah Zheng becomes, Ah Zheng is Ah Zheng, the only Ah Zheng of Fuxiu, Fuxiu can have no one else, but Fuxiu can't live without Azheng! That is, everyone in the world has lost Ah Zheng, and Fu Xiu will never lose Ah Zheng! ”
The emperor slowly stroked Fuxiu's fair face and whispered, "It's because you're working too hard, aren't you?" Or is my body not good again? ”
"Nothing! It's just that when it's cold, there is more blood in your stool. You don't know how much you have eaten these precious medicinal materials such as ginseng, angelica, and purple river car, but I feel that the effect of the medicine is not as good as before. Those doctors! If you are not good, you will be responsible for those waiting doctors and me. So, Ah Zheng, you must get better quickly! ”
The emperor held Fuxiu's hand tightly, "Fuxiu, it's really hard for you." You are the only luck in my life, as long as you are there, I have no regrets. ”
Fuxiu smiled, "Between you and me, what are you talking about?" ”
The emperor sighed: "Husband and wife...... Fuxiu, I only hate why I believed the villain's slander in the first place, misled you, lost you, and hurt you. I should have apologized to you earlier, or else...... In fact, now, as long as I see you busy next to me every day, I already feel very happy, and I don't dare to ask you for anything else..... I hate it..... Why did the queen mother want me to ascend to the throne of God in the first place......"
"The throne is not something you took the initiative to fight, it was for the sake of the great cause of the Hemeng Empire and for the longevity of the foundation of the Hemeng Empire that you had to be supported by the queen mother to ascend to the throne and sit in this position that you will never be able to get rid of for the rest of your life. You are really hard, you sit on this throne, I don't know how many pairs of eyes are staring at the throne of the Gao family, this position, you sit too hard. I've always known your suffering, but I'm no longer willing to talk about it, I don't want to ask, but I know it. You never willingly became the puppet of the queen mother! ”
The emperor smiled: "It turns out that it is not me who knows me best, it is you, Fuxiu." Fuxiu, you have always been like this, you don't know what to do on the surface, but in your heart you have long been clear like a mirror, you are my mirror, and it is also my luck. Fuxiu, I always hated you before, my elbows turned out, I always saw Mo Chu privately, helped Mo Chu, and now I help me. ”
Fuxiu smiled: "What nonsense! It's not that you don't know me, I've never been right about things or people. Jun Mo Chu is Jun Mo Chu, you are you, he can never replace your position in my heart. It's been so many years, are you still worried about Jun Mochu and me? ”
The emperor smiled bitterly and said, "Blessings! Did you know that when you used to have dreams, you often called a person's name in your dreams, and that person's name was "Mochu". Fuxiu was taken aback.
"Later, after a night banquet in the palace, after Mrs. Jun told me, I learned that Mrs. Jun's nephew was called Jun Mochu, and I only fell into the palace to serve him later."
Fuxiu hurriedly explained, "Ah Zheng, I'm not ......"
The emperor gently scratched the bridge of Fuxiu's nose, "Shh, Fuxiu, I don't mean anything else." I was really sulking for a long time. But then I figured it out, when you were the most miserable when you were a child, he was always by your side. Your childhood plum, his bamboo horse. ”
Fu Xiu settled down, and after thinking about it for a while, he said for a long time: "Ah Zheng, those are all in the past, don't take it to heart." Now I only think of him as a good friend to me and you, and no matter how much he pursues me, I regard him as a good friend of mine. ”
"That's right, it's because you'll never call his name in your dreams now." When he heard this, Fuxiu's eyes suddenly turned red, and drops of crystal tears continued to fall.
The Emperor continued: "The two of us have been tossing and turning for so long, and now it is not easy for us to really live a happy life that belongs to the two of us, and I don't want to lose you. Fuxiu, promise me that if there is an afterlife, we will continue to be together, okay? ”
Fuxiu held back the tears gushing out, "Say what you can't live in the next life, your illness will be cured soon, me and you, what kind of afterlife comes from there!" If there is an afterlife, I would rather not see you, not be with you, don't hurt you, you continue to be your high emperor, I would rather be locked up, and I will never see you again for the rest of my life. ”
A gust of wind blew slowly, and a white plum blossom gently landed on the emperor's couch. The emperor picked it up lightly and put it between Fuxiu's buns, "Yes, whatever the lady says, it must be what it is." Fuxiu looked at the emperor, who looked haggard day by day, his eyes were sour, and he fell into the emperor's arms with sadness and joy.
Snowflakes fell, and Fuxiu walked out of the attic where the emperor was.
Fukuyu looked at the snowflakes flying all over the sky, and remembered the day and night of that year, month, and night.
Jian Xi gently helped Fu Xiu, who was still in Nafu at the time, to come out to watch the fireworks, which was the last time Fu Xiu saw Jun Mochu when he was in Nafu. Jian Xi helped Fuxiu to walk in the direction of Kirin Pavilion, suddenly stepped on the snow, slipped and fell, and almost slipped with Fuxiu. At the moment of emergency, a man came out of the slope and held Fuxiu.
"Jun Gongzi!"
Jian Xi was shocked, looked at the two of them, and quietly retreated. Jun Mochu and Fu Xiu looked at each other for a long time and were speechless for a long time.
At this time, several clusters of fireworks slowly rise, blooming colorful flowers in the dark and snowy night. Fuxiu and Jun Mochu watched at the same time.
"A few years ago, in Bihe Temple, you and I promised to watch fireworks together every year. Unexpectedly, this is the first time and the last time for me and you. ”
Fuxiu looked at Jun Mochu and wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything.
"Mo Chu, so many years have passed, you and I have grown up, when you were a child, are you still serious? You are about to go on the expedition, don't delay your career because of the two of us! You and I will eventually be like strangers, and we will end up in this life! ”
Jun Mo Chuqiang smiled: "Yes! After so many years, I still remember my childhood jokes! I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid! Too stupid to know you, too stupid not to like you, too stupid not to pay attention to you, too stupid to be so affectionate to you......"
Dong Jun said
A little princess who was busy with couldn't control her beautiful male pet for a while, and she was turned upside down! was occupied, robbed of a job, bewitched his subordinates, and that's it, and slept in her bed! By the way, I slept with her......
It's the other way around! What about saying that you are only a male pet? What about letting her be in power? What about letting her be the empress of the world?
How can it change from "banzai" to "chitose" in three days!
It was too late for her to react, so she had to scold: "Inhuman! ”
He smiled contemptuously: "Yes, I am a dragon! ”
A certain empress who has been forced to abdicate resists and resists again!
A certain American emperor who successfully ascended the throne was impressed and convinced!
A man's thousandth and first threat: "You never obey? ”
A woman's thousandth and first refusal: "No! I'd rather die than obey! …… Yes! Ya Butterfly! ”
Junjun recommends a novel, I hope you don't mind the name of the novel "My Phoenix Chitose"