As soon as Grandma Li left, the cottage she left behind was owned by the community according to the agreement she signed with the community before her death, Aunt Jiang and Xia Yao have always had a good relationship, so naturally they will not drive their mother and daughter out, Xia Yao only needs to pay the monthly rent to the community in the future. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

It's just that in the small room, there is one less Grandma Li, and it looks extremely lonely.

Every time Xia Yao looked at the kitchen, he seemed to be able to see the back of the old man cooking side dishes and boiling mung bean soup, as if he could still hear her kind greeting, and his nose couldn't help but be sour again.

"Xia Yao," after lunch, Xia Fanglian put down her chopsticks, "I have something to say to you." ”

"Mom, what are you going to say?"

Over the years, I don't know why their mother and daughter have become more and more separated, when Grandma Li was there, she helped reconcile the atmosphere, and as soon as she left, the atmosphere between mother and daughter became more awkward.

"Grandma's funeral, I want to thank you well, I can't help anything, it's all your help, money and effort......" Xia Fanglian lowered her head, her voice was a little choked.

"Mom, we are mother and daughter, don't be so polite to me." The more Xia Fanglian is like this, the more uncomfortable she feels in her heart, they are biological mother and daughter, and if you count it seriously, Grandma Li is an outsider, but she came to thank her for Grandma Li's future.

"Well, I know," Xia Fanglian wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, "I am an ominous person, and the people who have a relationship with me are unfortunate, my parents, my brother, Grandma Li, and you, if it weren't for me, ......"

"Mom, grandpa and uncle are fine, don't say that."

"Don't lie to me, I can't continue to lie to myself after so many years of no news." Xia Fanglian wiped her tears here, and tears kept pouring out over there, as if the tears couldn't be wiped clean.

Xia Yao was silent, now that Xia Fanglian's sanity has recovered, she wants to deceive her with the same way she coaxed the child at the beginning, no matter what, she can't be fooled.

"Grandma Li is old, there will always be such a day, it has nothing to do with you." She could only comfort dryly.

"I want to become a monk." Xia Fanglian said in a low voice.

Her voice was small, but to Xia Yao, it was like a thunderbolt from the blue.

"No way!" She stood up, "I don't agree. ”

"I'm going to live in the nunnery, it's good for you and me, I'm an ominous person, I don't want to bother you anymore." Xia Fanglian's voice was gentle and soft, but her attitude was very resolute.

"Mom, you didn't bother me, if you didn't have you, there would be no me!" Xia Fanglian not only gave her life, but also her spiritual pillar, she was reborn, and all the struggles were for her!

"No, you can live better without me," Xia Fanglian looked at her deeply, "I'm really an ominous person. ”

"What bad guys? It's all superstition! Xia Yao's emotions were excited, and there was a bit of anger on his body, "I absolutely disagree!" Whichever nunnery you live in, I'll smash it! ”

Xia Fanglian raised her head and looked at her with a hint of fear, "Xia Yao, don't let me hate you......"

Hate?

She actually hated her!

Xia Yao froze in place, looking at her in disbelief.

This is her biological mother, her beloved relatives who have lived a new life and vowed to protect with her life, but she hates her?!

Just because she didn't allow her to leave her home?

In order to get rid of her, she did not hesitate to threaten her with hatred?

They are mother and daughter, how did they become enemies?

Looking at her dejected appearance, Xia Fanglian's face was full of regret, "Xiao Yao, mom didn't mean that, you can fulfill me, only the long-term companion of the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha can calm my heart......"

"Mom, I can set up a Buddhist hall at home, as long as you are by my side, you want to burn incense and worship the Buddha every day, I will support you! Please, don't leave me! She looked at her earnestly, and pleaded lowly.

"It's different, only a monk can atone for my sins." Xia Fanglian has been completely brainwashed, even if it is her own daughter in front of her, she is unmoved.

"I'm just a kid, are you really going to leave me?" Xia Yao squatted in front of her, she also wanted to cry, but she couldn't cry anyway.

She is different from Xia Fanglian in the end, she is used to being strong, and she is destined to not be a girl like water.

"You are very mature and able to take care of yourself, I am only a burden to you when I am around you......"

"I'm not afraid of you, I just want you to be by my side." She trembled involuntarily, hoping that she would change her mind.

"Xia Yao, you can fulfill me." Xia Fanglian actually knelt down directly at her.

"Mom, don't do this!" She pulled her mother up in a panic.

But Xia Fanglian was extremely stubborn and resolute, her knees were firmly planted on the ground, and she had the courage to never get up if she didn't agree.

"Mom!" She screamed in pain, Xia Fanglian turned her face away and stopped looking at her.

In order to leave her, her mother would rather kneel down before her, but what else could she do now?

Xia Yao was discouraged, and ran out of the house desperately, as if he didn't look, listen, or face, he could treat it as if nothing had happened.

Where should she go?

She walked on the streets alone with a lost soul, lost her place of origin, and couldn't find her way back, what is the point of her reliving this life?

The weather has been bad these days, the gray sky has been raining, she held her head high, let the drizzle hit her body and face, so good, even she herself can't tell whether it is rain or tears on her face.

She wandered the streets aimlessly, not knowing how long she had been walking, not even knowing where she had gone.

"Xia Yao, you're crazy!"

Suddenly, a large umbrella appeared above her head, and she was pulled into a warm and dry embrace, and the sound of anger and corruption came to her ears, making her a little dizzy.

She looked at the person in front of her a little blankly, and she couldn't react a little, how could she in the past let people approach so casually without knowing it?

But she is really tired now, so tired that she has no energy to defend or calculate anything, and even revenge has become meaningless.

People like her shouldn't have lived in this world in the first place, and God even let her live again, just to let her discover how ridiculous and pathetic she is?

She will never forget Xia Fanglian's eyes just now, she must have remembered something, so deep down in her heart, she hates her, in the end, she is the real ominous person.

If it weren't for her existence, the Wang family wouldn't have drugged Xia Fanglian and made her mentally insane for so many years, her grandmother wouldn't have died of anger, her grandfather wouldn't have disappeared for no reason, and her uncle's family wouldn't have been implicated and killed, she was the source of all misfortune! (To be continued.) )