Nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

- Even if she comforted herself like this, Sanae of Dongfengya couldn't let herself go.

When she returned to Suwa, she still remembered the despair of that rainy night and the warmth that the boy brought afterward, and she knew that she still carried the sustenance of that teenager. She will never allow herself to fail, not only for the future she is looking forward to, but also for the sake of that person who conveys hope to herself is not a failure.

She fought for two days against the two gods. In the past two days, she has expressed her wishes to the two adults with her own will. Lord Yasaka and Lord Ya naturally want to make a final effort for her, and Gensokyo is their last retreat, but for the young Sanae of Dongfengya, it is inevitably a cage that is too small.

This is exactly like everything Yutong Shiai said that day, and Sanae Dongdongya also resolutely insisted on her attitude and persuaded the two adults she served. After all, no matter how reason reminds them, they can't deny their feelings, not to mention, this is the common will of the three people. It was very smooth all the way to this place, and Sanae Kazuya was even thinking a little shyly, so she went back like this and told the young man what she thought. I'm sorry, but no matter what, she wants to express her feelings before she can see each other again.

It's really selfish, so I threw the problem to the other party, but I hid in Gensokyo...... Not really! She also wants to be by the other party's side, she also wants the other party to accept herself, and she also wants to be able to feel the other party's body temperature from the palm of her hand just like when she said goodbye that day, but in that case, she will have to leave the two adults.

That's why I made an appointment, and after that, after the matter was successful, I called him, and then Sanae was going back to Tokyo, back to the city that made her know him, and then, Sanae Dongfang would seriously, no longer hesitate, to tell him what she had repeated in her heart hundreds of times, and had rehearsed thousands of times. Although the words that are carefully considered cannot completely replace her mood, the only words she can express are such words.

After saying such words to the two gods, they showed distressed expressions. That's right, Sanae of Dongfeng Valley will say goodbye to this relationship that has not yet begun, although Dongfeng Valley has already made a decision, but it is precisely because of this that the two gods will feel pity for Dongfeng Valley. Sanae Higashiya embarked on her final trip to Tokyo with the encouragement and solidarity of the two adults.

She thought a lot along the way, such as whether it was possible to take him into Gensokyo if Yutong Shiai was also willing, or if he directly refused to confess that he had no future, then how to face him. Even if he kept himself......

The more she thought about it, the more confused she became, and the girl hugged her backpack tightly on the train, turned her head sideways, and looked at her beautiful and delicate face reflected in the window.

“…… Ah, yes, this. ”

She muttered, reaching out and stroking her reflection in the car window.

She also wanted a parting kiss if she could. This may be the last time they will meet, and asking for a kiss shouldn't be denied, right? Thinking like this, she shy for a moment, and then her mind began to recall all the things she had experienced in this steel city.

Every memory will precipitate a feeling of her own, but I don't know when, this feeling has been so surging, the tide is surging, and her heart is rippling in it without any power to fight back. Sanae Dongfangya already knew her intentions, and now she wants to let the other party know no matter what.

In this way, the train carried a girl's heart to say goodbye and drove into the dark gray steel city. But it wasn't the man's smile that greeted her, nor his call. She hadn't been able to make a call before, but she simply thought it was the other party who was busy again. But when she came to the man's dwelling, and found that there had been a change of owner, she felt something strange.

The mobile phone could not contact each other, and the change of residence, everything was unexpected by Sanae in the east wind valley. She never imagined that the connection between humans and humans was so fragile, that after cutting off the mobile phone, changing the residence, and making the contact information that was originally within reach difficult to implement, people could no longer find each other's whereabouts.

But that's not all.

The unwilling Sanae of Dongfeng Valley found the school where Kiriyu Harue once studied, and was in charge of the teacher of Sunset who was the head teacher of Kiriyu Harue. Ms. Sunset, who is nearly forty years old, does not seem surprised by the arrival of Sanae Dongfanggu, a runaway girl who has been coaxed by Yutong Shiai, but gently comforts her, until Dongdongya Sanae interrupts her a little anxiously and asks her for information about Yutong Shiai's parents.

But this information does not exist, and the school does not even have an enrollment record of Misty Rain Qingzhi, and it is not known why.

It's like that person never existed, and only the child named Usami Hayatsuha has always been worried about it, but she can't provide any information to Sanae Toshiya. Yutong Ten Love, Fog and Rain Qingzhi, Alice, Yakumo Purple, those few people who once appeared, now seem to have evaporated from the world, leaving nothing.

Sanae of the East Wind Valley can't even prove whether they really existed. In response, the new occupant of the kind house even proposed to send Sanae Toshiya to see a doctor. In this regard, she could only force a smile and shake her head in refusal. After that, Sanae of the East Wind Valley stopped talking, but searched the city for a week. Then she returned to Suwa with a full of physical and mental exhaustion, and in her own family, tears that had never fallen kept rolling down her eyes, leaving the two gods in a hurry.

It was a pain like that night, and Sanae felt it very well, something had been sucked out of her life. She knew that she had never had it, but she didn't even have a chance to say goodbye, the world was too much.

After that, no matter how you try to use your brain, no matter how much you want to cheer up, the boy will always be in your mind. He stood between the lamps, facing her sideways, his soft features and docile hair were familiar, and he held the delicate monster cat in his hands; He kept his head down, and there was no expression on his face, but his outstretched hand gave her a slap, and then opened his coat; He sat in the Ferris wheel, looked up with her, looked at the stars in the sky, and then tried to take her away from the battle that had been too brutal...... No matter how many times or how you think about it, it's that face that has never changed.

Although the two gods had been comforting her, it didn't work well. Sanae of Dongfeng Valley was originally reluctant to separate, but she couldn't do anything, and she didn't even leave the last bit of memorial for that person. And we will never see each other again in the future.

After the goodbye on platform 12, I didn't expect it to be really goodbye.

She has always been so ghostly, being touched by her father on the head. She hugged her father, no longer crying, but kept reminiscing until the two gods came to tell her that it was time to leave.

It's time to go.

She gave her father a deep hug, then wiped away her tears. From today on, she is no longer a high school student Sanae Dongfenggu, but Sanae Fengzhu Dongfenggu. Inheriting that person's hope, Sanae Toshiya, who is walking on the path she chose, has cried enough, even if she can't say goodbye to that person and can't show her heart, she will do something worthy of the other party's hope.

Sanae of the East Wind Valley followed the gods and embarked on a journey.

The place where they settle is called Yokai Mountain, and there are various types of yokai, but there are mainly two types of yokai called [Raven Tengu] and [White Wolf Tengu]. Although they are afraid of the people at the Moriya Shrine, the Tengu clan will not attack and expel them because the youkai sage that Kanako mentioned before has already greeted them.

The days passed peacefully for a long time, and the peaceful and innocent personality of Sanae in the East Wind Valley made it easy for her to make friends with some tengu who didn't recognize life on the mountain, such as the very shy and shy Inugo, or the unusually jumpy Shotimaru Wen, and the old rival Ji Haitang Yuli.

So, another shrine in Gensokyo, Hakurei Shrine in the east, also heard from Shotimaru Fumi. It was a poor shrine with only one shrine, and even the shrine maiden didn't know who the goddess she was worshipping was.

In this regard, Yasaka Kanako decided to eliminate the shrine from Gensokyo's territory, so that Moriya Shrine could truly support Gensokyo's pillar of faith. Sanae of Toshiya also clenched the imperial coin in her hand here, and came to Hakurei Shrine under the guidance of Shotimaru Bun.

The old is destined to be replaced by the new, full of life, and this is the revolution. If you can't collect faith, there is no need for it to exist, so it is better to become a stronghold of Moriya Shrine and burn the remnants of this land that lacks faith.

So she stepped up the stairs of the Hakurei Shrine, and before that, she never thought that the shrine maiden would come to the door after that. So a few days later, when she was cleaning the shrine, she was surprised by the strength of the other party when she saw the witch lady and another black and white girl entering the shrine in a menacing manner.

She lost that one. Even if she was able to borrow the power of the two adults, I have to say that the power of this shrine maiden named Hakurei Reimu was indeed stronger than herself, and even if she borrowed the power of Kanako-sama and Suwako-sama, she still lost.

Defeat is defeat, the royal coin in her hand can't resist the other party's spiritual power at all, even with the help of the power of the gods, she still can't resist the other party - she is not as good as this girl called Bo Li Reimu, she is a loser.

Nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory.

Even if she comforted herself like this, Sanae Dongfuya couldn't forgive herself.

Her choice brought more than just a life with the two gods, but also unimaginable losses. Whether it was the evaporation of that person's world, or the separation from her father, she reluctantly accepted it, she was telling herself that it was okay, she was still Fengzhu, and she was absolutely competent to collect faith for the two gods.

For myself, for my father, for the sake of the two gods, and for that person.

But now it seems that this is also false.

Thinking like this, Sanae of Toshikaya couldn't stop the red and white shrine maiden, and after she defeated herself, she entered the shrine with the black and white guy and fought with Kanako Yasaka. After that, there was another battle with Suwako-sama, and now the four of them are talking about post-war things in the shrine after the battle, such as showing each other conditions, making concessions, and forcing each other.

Sanae Kazuya is not good at these. She didn't return to the shrine, but sat outside the torii gate, on the long staircase leading to the bottom of the youkai mountain, hugging her knees and burying her head in the crook of her arms. Her heart was hollow, and she couldn't explain it.

Her last remaining Feng Zhu was also defeated. The other party, who was also a person who served the gods, did not even use the power of the gods to defeat himself. Sanae in the East Wind Valley lost its last foothold.

Her gaze retracted from the endless horizon beneath the lofty sky, across the ever-rising jungle mountains, and the long stone steps of countless torii gates erected until the tiny cracks in the stone steps at her feet. She just looked at the rift, and it seemed as if it were spreading all the way to the girl's heart.

Could it be that coming to Gensokyo was really a bad decision?

The girl asked herself. It's as if everything went bad because of the decision I made.,Disobey the will of the gods.,Fighting spirit with Yutong Juai.,Goodbye to him without saying goodbye.,But now it's not possible to become a god-sama's help.,Is such a decision really meaningful?

The uneasiness and panic in my heart were greater than ever, and even on that rainy night, there was no such cold wind blowing from the foot of the mountain, and Dongfeng Valley couldn't help but close his eyes, afraid that the wind would bring tears to his already moist eyes. Didn't you shed tears, wasn't that enough?

So, so, Sanae, be strong.

There is no turning back.

She won't regret it, Sanae Higashiya is a clumsy child who never knows what regret is. Even if she fell to this point, she would not regret following the two gods, not regretting meeting that person, not regretting the three friends she made in the outside world, and not regretting coming to Gensokyo. If I have to say anything, it can only be that I haven't said goodbye to that person yet, that's all.

Has the world been so cruel that it is not even allowed to say goodbye?

The sun shone on her body at the end of summer, but she could only feel the feeling of her body being gradually emptied, like a bottle of mineral water with a hole in the bottom, little by little, her whole body was only an empty shell, and the inside was empty, just like her brain now.

Until one hand pressed on it and pressed the weight.

"Sanae?"

She looked up suddenly, and in the hazy teary eyes, it was a face that could not be true no matter how much she thought about it. She could feel the sudden burning fire in her hollow body. In the completely empty body, only the flame kept boiling and bursting, burning all reason and thought. Her tears blurred everything in her vision, and only the face in front of her was left.

Then the girl leaped towards the boy.

ps: Four thousand words, tired to death.

It may feel a little wrong.,Because today's code word has been playing DJ in public.,It's annoying, but it doesn't seem to be able to beat him.。