Chapter 44 Afterward
After Eunuch Pang got the letter, he returned to Fengyang Palace with peace of mind. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
On the other side, after Cuinong came back, Qing Yu bit his lower lip and retreated silently. Compared with these later ones, the master of course prefers to use the old people. She came halfway in the end, and she can't compare to the friendship that others have formed with her master. Although I really want to cling to my master, I am really worried that it will hinder the eyes of the two people, and if I stumble and fall down, I will not be able to get up again, but it will not be good.
But the coming days are long, the master can't always use only the people around her, sooner or later, one day she can also stand by the master's side and be a righteous palace maid!
I practiced the song of a stack of paper characters, and finally put down the pen completely and stood up from the bookcase. Raising her feet and walking to the window to look at the scenery outside, she asked lightly, "Cuinong, have you thought about the future?" ”
Later? Cui Nong's expression was a little stunned, didn't he just stay in the palace in the future and stay by his master's side all the time? She shook her head lightly and said, "Cui Nong hasn't thought about it since she entered the palace, but it's nothing more than always following the master and accompanying him." ”
"What about before entering the palace?" Yuan Ge turned his face sideways and said, "Before entering the palace, did you think about what kind of life you would live in the future?" ”
Of course, this one has been thought about.
In March, Cuinong and Luyang saw that they were only a few months away from their girl, so they sat down together and discussed. It was discussed that after the girl and Lu got married, they would be the girl's housekeepers.
It's just that no one waited for this day, because their girls entered the palace and became the mothers who served the emperor, and from their girls to the masters of this Fengyang Palace.
Cuinong knew that the master was reluctant to enter the palace, and she was afraid that what she said would irritate her even more, so she said steadily in a flat voice: "I didn't think much about it before entering the palace, the slave maid and Lu Yang will follow the master for the rest of their lives." ”
For a lifetime?
Yuan Ge's heart was sore, but he had already followed her for several lifetimes! Her eyes immediately sparkled, so she quickly turned her head to look outside, blinked away her tears and said, "Cuinong, you didn't tell the truth, didn't you really think about the future?" ”
It is impossible not to think about it, she asked this question in previous lives. Every time, the two of them said that they wanted to be her housekeeper's wife, marry a person who was not ugly and not too poor as a wife, and then have two children, and finally they could be a nurse for the little master.
It's just that she doesn't have a future, and because of her relationship, the two of them don't have a future......
Although Cui Nong couldn't see Yuan Ge's expression, she could feel the sadness revealed by standing by the window, showing a more petite body because of the gorgeous clothes.
After a pause, Cuinong said in a firm voice: "Cuinong is telling the truth, the slave just wants to be by the master's side, presumably Luyang has the same idea." ”
"From the day they came to the girl's side, the slave maid and Lu Yang were the girl's maids first, and then Cuinong and Lu Yang. The slave's heart is very small, and she can no longer pretend to be anything else when she only believes in this. ”
Cuinong didn't pay attention for a while, and called the name before entering the palace, but no one would care about this at this time.
Seeing the shoulders of the person in front of the window trembling, Cui Nong's eyes widened, and he exclaimed in a low voice: "Girl, what's wrong with you?" ”
What's wrong?
No one saw Yuan Ge's face facing out of the window, and a small piece of his clothes were already wet in front of his clothes. The guilt was like a knife, pulling back and forth in her heart, making her feel like she was suffocating.
If Cui Nong and the others knew that they had died tragically because of her in several lifetimes, would they still say this to her? Even if she fell into this nightmare, did she really have to drag the two of them to suffer with her?
Now even in the face of Emperor Qiyuan, she can be calm, only when she sees the two of them, the guilt and self-blame are like a *** that completely swallows her.
Slowly wiping away the wetness on his face, Yuan Ge slowly turned around and said to Cuinong who looked surprised: "It doesn't matter, there will be a chance, at least until I completely fall, no one will look for you." ”
"Before being implicated by me, you can marry an ordinary man who treats each other sincerely and give birth to a few white and chubby children. Until that day comes, you can live a happy, peaceful and secure life. ”
Yuan Ge said to herself, with Lu Yang and Cuinong by her side, she felt that everything was bearable. But as long as she thinks of letting them accompany her in the palace, she will not die well in the end, and she can no longer stand here as if nothing happened.
Therefore, she might as well marry them off early, and then before she is affected by the Prime Minister's Mansion, they can live well only for themselves. And she doesn't have anything to do anyway, she doesn't know when everything will start again, so it's better to live a more willful life.
Around...... Nothing will change either.
Cui Nong was first shocked by Yuan Ge's red eyes, and now she was completely shocked by these words. What does it mean to fall? What is the name of someone looking for them, and what is the day! Why did you suddenly get up and marry her and Lu Yang!
She had countless questions in her heart, but she couldn't ask any of them, and she didn't dare to ask!
"Master, the slave doesn't want to marry." Cui Nong took a deep breath, moved closer and carefully helped Yuan Ge to sit on the chair behind the bookcase, and said, "But where did the slave and the green yang not do a good job, so that the master disliked it?" ”
"Please also ask the master to dial a word, the slave must change!"
"Master, don't scare the slave and maid, that is, the slave and maid are bold and rough-hearted, if the girl in Luyang hears it, she must think that you don't want the slave and the maid, and you will immediately cry like a little doll." Cui Nong said with a smile, but his hands couldn't help but tremble, and the master's description at this time seemed to be a nightmare.
But how can you be caught in nightmares when you don't fall asleep? Cui Nong was afraid in his heart, the master's appearance at this time was like the rumored evil person!
Yuan Ge was thinking in his heart about how to send the two of them to a safe and hidden place, and he had no idea about Cuinong's face. At this time, when I heard the last sentence, I couldn't help but slightly curl the corners of my mouth.
She also remembered the first two times, when she decided to marry the two of them, Lu Yang cried tears.
Yuan Ge sighed softly, obviously she was still by her side now, but as long as she thought that she was going to send them out of the palace soon, she felt reluctant and faint remorse in her heart.
Raising her hand, she turned her head sideways and said, "Go and call the girl out of Luyang, the furnishings in this palace don't have to be in a hurry, just take your time." ”
"Take advantage of the moment, you stay with me more."