Qin Yang's words still inexplicably touched the most painful place in Shen Mengyi's heart. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoHow long has it been since you opened your heart to others? Back in his room, every time he closed the door, Shen Mengyi felt that he had shut the whole world out, this was his own quiet world. But is everything okay? Whenever I wake up from my sleep, tears always flow from my sleep. It was a past she never wanted to mention to others, and in the past, she was once considered quiet and gentle. But everything came to an end five years ago, and the taste of being betrayed was not pleasant, not to mention that his life was rewritten from that place.

For Shen Mengyi, she once thought it was a beautiful first love, pure and ignorant love, she wrote one love letter after another like a fool, thinking that as long as she relied on the simple feelings of two people, she would be able to have a fairy tale story in the future. Shen Mengyi always seems a little silly in the eyes of others, she always looks like she has a bright smile on her face, and her life is always so carefree until that day......

She wanted to surprise him, so she didn't call him and rushed straight to where he lived. Unexpectedly, he gave himself a bigger surprise: she saw him in disheveled clothes, and Leng Mei, who looked right-believing, his best friend! No matter how unexperienced she is, she can guess what is happening.

"Why are you here? Why not say it in advance. There was a touch of embarrassment on his face, as if he wanted to resolve the embarrassment in front of him.

She felt her body begin to shake like a leaf in the wind, and the smell in the air made her can't help but gause. The friendship she thought she thought she had and the love she thought had all came to naught in an instant.

Leng Mei stood in front of her half-naked, and said with her chest puffed out as if demonstrating: "It seems that I don't need to hide it anymore, I'm with him...... It's been three months. Now you should be able to see that the person he loves is my ......"

"Don't listen to her, she seduced me first......" He blushed, obviously trying to defend himself.

"Don't think of yourself as a little fairy who doesn't eat the fireworks of the world! Who does he love, can't you still tell? If he really loves you, where will he give me a little chance, do you really want to pursue any spiritual love? Men are more practical than you think. Shen Mengyi, you should die. I'm already his person, and we're happy together......" Leng Mei's face was a little more arrogant.

Shen Mengyi has always regarded this relationship as a treasure, and it is also all her pride, but she never thought that the person she loved would be with her friends. This undoubtedly trampled her self-esteem under her feet.

Shen Mengyi gritted her teeth, she didn't plan to suffer this dumb loss, so she rounded her arm and slapped him hard. And Leng Mei knew Shen Mengyi's strength very well, and after a scream of "wow", she hid in the bedroom.

After rushing home, she had always been very sick, and she lay on the hospital bed for half a month. It is said that he once went back to Shen Mengyi, and Leng Mei didn't know what medicine he had taken wrong, so he actually took the initiative to apologize.

Do you still need their cat crying mouse fake mercy? Shen Mengyi's pride didn't allow him to see them again, and he didn't want them to see that he was deeply affected by this incident. In addition, a series of changes happened in the family later, so that she had no time to pay attention to those trivial things. It wasn't until time had passed that she knew that the two had already gone to work in other places.

But that day was a nightmare for her, and she dreamed of that scene again countless times, in which she was so helpless, and when she woke up, she was exchanged for a long sleepless night.

That's just one of many things. And after that happened, there was everything. This is what really makes Shen Mengyi difficult to let go, every time she wakes up from a dream, she will always think about everything carefully before and after, so that her already numb heart will be stabbed awake again.

It still hurts! Although I know that everything in the past has long passed. But that face...... Overlapping with the other face, everything looked so ironic. That is, everything has changed since that day, hasn't it? It wasn't just her nightmare, it was her mother's ...... I have always laughed at the nightmare of my mother's life.

It wasn't until later that she learned why her mother tried her best to prevent her from being friends with Leng Mei, and why her father was always so special to Leng Mei. It wasn't until the woman named Leng Shuang appeared that Shen Mengyi knew what a terrible price his mother had paid for her ignorance.

"Don't blame your father, it's not him, it's not cold frost, we just met the wrong person at the wrong time. Even if it were to do it all over again, it would probably be the same result. Everyone has a dream in their heart, and you also carry your mother's dream in your body. So...... One by one, I hope you can let go of everything in your heart and start your own life, so that I can walk with peace of mind......" The mother, who had been tortured by illness to the point that only a handful of bones remained, still had a strong smile on her face.

Shen Mengyi couldn't help but shout at his mother, "Why do you want me to forgive? They ruined my happiness and all my mother's pride, so why forgive? ”

"Child......" The mother grabbed Shen Mengyi's hand with some difficulty, and said indifferently: "My baby, you are just a little unwilling now, and the people of the previous generation are not something you can understand." Don't punish yourself for the mistakes of others, forgive them, not because they deserve to be forgiven, but because you can live a better life...... I just hope that in the future, you will be happier than your mother and meet someone who really loves you and loves you......"

Shen Mengyi tried hard to put a smile on her face, her life had already started again, but she didn't intend to forgive. In her opinion, her mother is an innocent and optimistic person, and the years have not made her life so complicated, but what kind of fate did she end up with, but her father is still at ease with the woman named Cold Frost, and he doesn't even feel guilty about his mother.

"It is said that the sky has eyes, but why does it look so ironic? Looks like God must be napping. Shen Meng breathed a sigh of relief, glad that she still inherited her mother's optimistic character, and she was able to face everything calmly.