The first aid cost of the two children alone was more than 10,000 yuan, and I only knew about it at that time, such as electrocardiogram, blood pressure measurement, oxygen delivery, and consultation...... This string is not all processes and numbers, but requires real money!

I was stupid! My pocket is only more than 300, the addition of the card is only more than 2,000, and my mother is only more than 1,000.

Uncle Chen said that he would go back and get some, but it was not enough! If the child is transferred to the hospital, with the current condition of the child, it must be escorted by ambulance, it is an unimaginable expense, I have never felt so desperate, borrowing money, borrowing money, but where should I go to borrow?

Coupled with the 3,000 that Uncle Chen said, it is only 5,000, but after this large amount of expenses, the cost of the hospital in this mountain city will be at least more than 20,000, not to mention the expenses after the transfer. Pen~Fun~Pavilion www.biquge.info If I want to ensure that I am hospitalized normally in the provincial capital, I think I need at least 50,000 yuan now! And the 50,000 yuan can only ensure normal admission, and I am afraid that the follow-up medical expenses will have to find another way.

I used to hear them say hundreds of thousands, millions, but I felt that it was just some simple numbers, and I thought I was a pure woman who didn't love money. Now I know, don't say hundreds of thousands, millions, just this simple tens of thousands is an astronomical amount for me now! Enough to block all my life's hopes!

I suddenly remembered Lan Bing, he just said that he could lend me money! I rushed out of the emergency room, but there was a shadow of him there! He and the two doctors never seemed to come back!

Yes, yes, I still have classmates, but most of them are not around now, and they have less contact after my father's accident. I can't try to fight it, but the result is almost as expected, and the more I fight, the more I lose confidence, and the more I fight, the more chilling I feel......

I think about it again, I also have a good girlfriend, Yu Wenwen, her family background is also good, although she is still studying in other places, she should be able to help me some, but the phone called, but surprisingly no one answered, why did no one answer!

I fell into despair all of a sudden, and finally understood the true meaning of "a penny is hard to beat a hero".

I crouched at the door of the emergency room in despair, and found that my family was lonely and I didn't even have a single relative, otherwise there might be a glimmer of hope.

But my father has been alone here for as long as I can remember, and my mother seems to have had an aunt and two uncles, but strangely enough, there is almost no contact. Even if I have a cousin who used to be in contact with her, it was also a distant relative. Continuation of the family, is it so lonely in this world?

The feeling of despair tore at my heart, and at the moment I hated myself for not being able to get into a good university or a good job......

It's too late to ask for help from society right now!

"Man, take it first." Suddenly, a low male voice sounded in my ears, and I raised my head with teary eyes, Bai Zixuan?

He handed over a stack of things wrapped in newspapers, very square, very thick, I knew it had to be money, but how would he know I needed it? Why did he come here again?!

I couldn't reach out to take his money, and the bitter past was like an ice thorn planted in my heart that could not be melted, and I found that the scar that I thought had been scarred was dripping with blood again.

Bai Zixuan, my fiancé, in those desperate days, I no longer believe in love, I seem to be for revenge, I said to my father and myself, I want to get engaged, whoever is the first to propose to me, I promised to live with him for the rest of my life, like negative anger, like revenge for my past love, my academic performance plummeted, fortunately, there is also a specialty in art, right to make up an art candidate, at that time, art candidates are relatively faceless, it seems that they are students who do not study well to seek another way out.

The next year, Bai Zixuan found me, he was two years older than me, studying in the same city, after he came to me a few times, I took the initiative to have a showdown, asking him if he liked me, if he liked me, he would be engaged to me, and he would get married after graduation! He looked surprised at the time, but when he saw my determined and unrequited look, he agreed!

Maybe he also understands that if he doesn't say yes, I won't give him any chance again!

In this way, I got engaged at home during the winter vacation of my sophomore year, and my family knew about my stubbornness, but no one objected.

In fact, I was very, very puzzled in my heart, feeling like my parents were deliberately ruining my happiness.

Qin Yu's family background and appearance are stronger than Bai Zixuan, maybe Bai Zixuan is not bad, but in my heart, I am still compared to Qin Yu. Moreover, Qin Yu's family background was much stronger than Bai Zixuan at that time. Bai Zixuan's family background was too ordinary, and it couldn't be compared with the situation of my family at that time, I thought other families would definitely oppose it, but surprisingly my parents were happy to facilitate this. And Bai Zixuan's family was also very proud of this for a while, until our family suddenly collapsed.

They are very unhappy, three days and two ends of the noisy door to withdraw from the family, and my family has not even been able to pay off the tens of thousands of dowry, at that time our family did not want their dowry, other people's engagement is hundreds of thousands of dowry, garage has, and my parents just simply said the bride price or something, you look at it, as long as the two children are happy, so their family took 30,000 meaning, mother and father were waiting for us to get married when they bought well, and the scenery was beautiful with a gift, but I didn't expect such a big event.

Bai Zixuan seemed to be very embarrassed in this matter, but I didn't have the money to pay it back, so the matter was put on hold.

And now, how am I going to ask for his money again?!

And there is a more important point, that, just, yes, Bai Zixuan, yes, Qin Yu's good friend!

It's a bloody plot, but that's it, maybe out of revenge, I chose to do it at the time!

"Xiaoman, catch it! Even if it's for the sake of the kids. Bai Zixuan seemed to know the struggle in my heart, and persuaded softly.

"Well, uncle and aunt know ......"

"They won't know, it's my own money, hurry up, the child's business is bigger than anything else......"

My tears couldn't help but slide down again, I knew that there was actually nothing between us anymore, and if I did, it was also that kind of awkward debt relationship, I didn't expect that he would come to my aid when I was most desperate.

I never resented him, knew that his parents didn't approve of everything, and that our unformed marriage was a loveless contract. So I didn't hate him, but I scattered all the memories of my association with him in the wind, and I didn't even have any ripples, no nostalgia!

"I, I'll definitely find a way to pay back your ......"

In fact, even I feel the paleness of saying this, yes, if I can live, I will definitely pay it back, but now I can, how can I guarantee when I will be able to pay it off?!

But I had no other way, and although I was very reluctant, I could only take it tremblingly.