Chapter 15: The Dream of Spreading
There was no such thing as pain, there was something deeper, wet, slimy, and repeating, allowing the fine substance to move slowly or quickly, or wriggle or gnaw at it......
There was no such thing as shame, hatred, and tears of despair, and as day after day, the colors reflected in my eyes were the pitch-black, tones that would not change for a long time, dim, and without half of the rest of the color. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info
Even if the door is opened and the light is in, it only makes people more clearly realize that the texture of the walls and floors is cold, and it has never changed, just like the purple eyes that have long been solidified, unable to contain light or shine......
Consciously repeating every day, walking every step in depression, walking through the school, classroom, and street normally, and then fading away all the outer layers, entering the dense sea of insects, following the instructions of the old man in the haze, accepting everything, enduring everything, no, it should not be said to be enduring, because it has long been more than what it is, and it has long been no longer necessary to endure it, and it is possible to accept everything......
Day after day, no matter how many years there are, or how many times they shrink, it doesn't make a difference, it's just that kind of scene......
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This is a dream that I don't know where the root is, but the real, the feeling that seems to be integrated into the dream, and like a bystander, but I can't forget it, it's not the beauty of a fairy tale, and there is no passion and tragic blood in the feeling, but I can't stop the sadness......
“……”
I opened my eyes and looked at the slightly white bed decoration above that was dark but could still be seen with the naked eye, and after a long time, I eased my mind and rediscovered that sense of familiarity, clearly knowing where this place was, and clearly remembering who I was.
However, the wet touch on the cheeks, the slight stickiness transmitted on the side of the ear and the soft pillow, and the cold uncomfortable feeling, all showed that the tears overflowing from the eyes had been flowing for a long, long time......
Illya quietly explored the darkness with her own eyes, the silence that she had never had, or the stability, could not be dispersed in her heart for a long time, she had only felt loneliness and fear in this darkness before, but she had never had such a feeling of wanting to continue......
Illya is sad, irrepressible sadness, even if she wakes up from a dream, she can't stop, not just because of the dream, maybe she is grieving for herself......
People in this world are selfish in some ways, because only in their own affairs, only what they can feel, can bring the deepest emotions, whether it is the most complete love, or hate, or sadness......
Slightly, the little girl who had woken up and awakened turned her face slightly, her silver hair was directly scattered, messily pressed under her head, and a little hair was sandwiched between her cheeks and the pillow, bringing a little itchy feeling, she looked at the other girl on the big bed.
Illya can be sure that it is precisely because of the existence of this lonely girl that she will have such feelings, although it is selfish pathos, she is sighing for herself, but she still hopes that this peace, this peace can continue, I hope that this steadfastness, this quietness will continue forever and ever......
Without warning, or rather, for this girl, it is a situation that may occur at any time, she slowly opened her eyes, and the pair of crystal blood eyes that were still bright in the darkness looked at Illya, not looking terrifying, but reassuring......
"Did Illya just cry?"
A cold, completely loud and loud whisper came out of Sakura's mouth, and the target of her inquiry was only a slight nod, not refuting anything, not saying much, just looking at Sakura, after a long time, she slowly shook her head, although she was not sure, but she could say that it was not the same person, one was such a pure shadow, and the other was moonlight-like Qingming......
"It's nothing, it's just a dream, and speaking of which, Sakura, we just have to wait, okay? If that's the case, it's boring! ”
Sakura just lay quietly, calmly looking at the innocent girl, she didn't say, she actually had a dream, as a dreamless person, she had an incomparably clear dream, an old dream, but a new dream, and after Illya asked her softly, she just nodded calmly......
"Mimm~"
At this moment, Aki, who had been holding Sakura's hand tightly, suddenly moved, making the same glutinous sound as ever, probably because of Sakura's slight change of movement before, this girl also woke up, unlike Sakura and Iliya, this girl is always carefree......
"Really...... Sakura-chan and Illya woke up behind my back so early...... It's too much......"
More lazy and confused than usual, the voice came from the mouth of Aki with her eyes closed, and in the middle of her sleep, Aki inserted herself between Sakura and Illya, leaned into Sakura's arms, rubbed like a naughty kitten, with a satisfied or happy smile on her face, hugged Sakura's waist, and continued to sleep, looking at her posture, as if to say "It's just mine" again......
“……”
Blinking, Sakura reached out to Aki's face very easily, but stopped, and instead put it on the head of the girl who was sleeping happily, and gently touched it, smoothing out the blonde hair that seemed a little messy, and the movement was unexpectedly gentle......
"Woo~ This is too cunning! Just one person took over the entire Sakura! ”
Although it was dark at night, it was not difficult for these girls to see all this, and at this moment, Illya was puffing out her bun face, looking childish, and she didn't have the same look as before, but looked at Aiqi who was holding Sakura with her hands and feet in a daze, and Sakura who was quietly looking at herself......
"Damn! Tomorrow, Sakura will remember to compensate me! You want to go out with me all day! ”
After a while, after confirming that she didn't seem to have any way to Aki, Illya looked directly at Sakura and said to Sakura with a forced gesture, and then simply wore the loose pajamas and walked around the bed, came to the position behind Sakura, and leaned on Sakura's smooth back, and slowly fell asleep......
Sakura only squinted her eyes slightly, unlike the rest of the people, she had now faintly discovered something, it was no longer planned, she couldn't be sure, it was just that bursts of heart palpitations that were getting stronger and stronger, telling her something......
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I have to say that the weather in Dongmu these days is quite good, although it is a relatively cold season, but the wind blowing from the sea is tending to be gentle, and the sun in this season is not likely to be so dazzling, just the right amount of brilliance, just to make people feel very suitable for travel.
Sakura didn't fall asleep again after waking up, but closed her eyes and enjoyed the silence in the silence, while Illya and Aki quickly fell asleep, and early in the morning, if it wasn't for Sera coming in, they probably would have continued to sleep......
"So, Berserker, you're spoiling them too much!"
That's what the maid complained about Sakura, but for Sakura, she didn't feel anything, she didn't feel spoiled or anything at all, or rather, for Sakura, she didn't know the concept of excesses and moderation......
And after enjoying breakfast, she probably couldn't stand Illya's coquettishness, and at the same time, she was very relieved to be accompanied by Sakura, and Sera could only agree to Illya's request to go out to play, but it is conceivable that she would probably be nagging Lijielit all day today......
Einzberen Castle is not very far from the city of Fuyuki, and since this section of the road is quite sparsely populated, it will only take a short time for Sakura to take Illya to enter, and only at such times will Illya behave more like a child......
For Illya, the biggest attraction is nothing more than the last time, Sakura took the fishing roast and marshmallows she had eaten, so after reaching the more lively neighborhood, she ran to the street vendors on the side of the road as soon as possible......
It is worth mentioning that in fact, Sakura and Illya didn't bring any money, as for the source of the money, Sakura said that the afterimages scattered around her can be passed a lot casually......
"Na Na ~ Sakura! Do you want to try it too? This taiyaki is really delicious! That's right~ There are these two other copies~ Aiqi will take it herself! Ay? Is it hiding on my side? ”
Illya said with a smile on her face as she held a bag in one hand, and at the same time, she smiled mischievously as if she remembered something, looking at Sakura's shadow and saying, but just as she said this, a hand reached out from her own shadow and snatched the whole bag away.
"Damn! Age! Leave me a little! You can't eat so much! ”
Illya looked around, and couldn't find where Aiqi was for a while, frowning and muttering, and Aiqi also stretched out her hand holding the bag in the shadow of some hidden positions from time to time, teasing Illya, making her run around, and then at a certain corner......
"Smack-"
"Ahh I'm sorry! Hey? You are?! ”
Illya bumped into a person, and then took a few steps backwards because of the reaction force, and the hand that Sakura put on her shoulder steadied, and at the same time, Sakura and Illya looked at the boy they met at the same time.
With his short red hair and harmless appearance, he is Emiya Shirou......
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