Chapter 166: There is no other person in his life
The faint morning light penetrated through the window lattice, Su Dai slowly opened his eyes, and when he was sleepy, he saw the curtain hanging low, and a room was hazy and ambiguous, between the curtain and curtain overlapping a line, the gap leaked a touch of blue morning light, and the whole room was dyed with a layer of blue and porcelain-like shallow luster, her eyes flowed slightly, but she saw Rong Bingye sitting on the Luohan bed reading a book, he saw that she was awake, so he put down the book in his hand, stepped forward and said softly: "Awake?" ”
She slowly got up with the hand he handed over, and asked softly, "What time is it?" Why hasn't Your Majesty gone to the court? ”
"It's time. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info" he looked at her with a smile, "what a lazy cat. ”
"What's the time?" She shook her head, she slept groggyly, and seemed to have had a lot of dreams all night, although she woke up, her mind was still very tired, and her mind was full of thousands of thoughts, but if she said it seriously, she didn't know where to start.
Su Dai raised his hand and shook the bell next to the bed, and after a while, Zhi Yan walked in from outside the door.
Zhenyan waited for her to get up and freshen up, and Rong Bingye sat on the Luohan bed, looking at her with a smile.
It seemed that since the first movement of the child in her womb, her attitude towards him had eased a lot, but she was not as cold as before, which was a good thing for him, and he was happy to see it.
"Your Majesty has just come down to the court?" Su Dai sat in front of the makeup mirror, let Zhenyan groom her makeup, and asked softly.
"It's been a while, I wanted to come and see you, but I didn't expect you to wake up yet, so I just read a book on the side." Rong Bingye looked at her with a smile and said slowly.
Su Dai nodded and said, "There are not many political affairs today?" ”
"Where can it! The more recent the year, the more things to deal with accumulate. ”
"Then why is Your Majesty still free to come and see me? In the end, national affairs are important. Su Dai smiled slightly.
Rong Bingye didn't answer her words, but put down the book in his hand, slowly walked behind her, and after signaling his face to retreat, he picked up the conch in the makeup and traced her eyebrows with a serious expression.
"State affairs are not as important as yours." He smiled at the corner of his lips and said softly.
She was stunned, when did he have such a flamboyant tongue, she raised her eyes to look at him, only to see that he looked serious and gently painted her eyebrows.
After a while, he slowly put down the Dailuo in his hand, stared at her face, his eyes were full of infatuation, and said in a low voice: "Zhuozhuo, I don't want to leave you for a moment." ”
Su Dai lowered her eyes slightly, she was still not used to his intimacy, even though the child in her womb made her no longer treat him as before, but there was still a gap in her heart.
At this moment, the child in her womb seemed to feel her thoughts, moved slightly, she couldn't help but smile, put her hands on her bulging belly, and said softly: "Your father is really more crooked than your mother, isn't it?" ”
Rong Bingye smiled dumbly, slowly squatted in front of her, put his side face on her stomach, and quietly felt the movement of her lower abdomen.
The little thing in his stomach seemed to feel that someone was talking to him, and moved again.
Rong Bingye said with a smile: "The little guy should grow up quickly, don't let your mother be so tired." ”
The little guy moved again, and Su Dai couldn't help but smile and bend his eyebrows: "He really heard it." ”
"He must be as smart and beautiful as his mother." He said with a smile.
Su Dai curled the corners of his lips slightly, and said with a smile: "If you are a prince, how can you still be beautiful?" ”
"If it's a prince, it's like me, if it's an emperor, it's enough to be like you." His eyes were slightly raised, his eyes staring at her with sparkle eyes, and his voice was full of thick tenderness that could not be dissolved.
After a while, Rong Bingye slowly got up and said slowly, "I'm gone, there have been a lot of excerpts in the past two days, I guess I can't come to see you, if you have anything, let people come to the Qingxin Palace to find me." ”
He leaned over slightly, dropped a kiss between her foreheads, and smiled softly, "I'm always available." ”
Su Dai smiled and said, "Your Majesty, just go and get busy." ”
After lunch, Zhi Yan slowly walked in from outside the hall, and looked at Su Dai with a look in his eyes.
Su Dai glanced at her lightly, and then instructed Du Ruo, who was making children's clothes, "You go to the Accounting Division to get some silver frost charcoal." ”
Du Ruo put down the work in his hand, did not doubt him, and walked out with a low promise.
After Du Ruo went out, Zhi Yan slowly took out a letter from his sleeve and handed it to her.
Su Dai took the letter, unfolded it, and the smile on his face suddenly seemed to be dispelled, and his eyes were in a trance.
"Mother?" Seeing that she was silent for a long time, Zhen Yan couldn't help but shout.
Su Dai came back to his senses, threw the letter into the burning charcoal basin on the side, and suddenly a cluster of flames ignited, like a giant beast, swallowing the letter cleanly.
"What's wrong with the mother?"
Su Dai's eyes overflowed with a touch of amazement, and he smiled lightly at Zhenyan and said, "Not much." ”
She said that it was nothing, but she didn't believe it, and the mother's expression was in a trance, as if she had something on her mind, but she didn't want to say it.
"Niangniang, if there is anything unpleasant, the slave can share it for Niangniang." Zhenyan pondered for a while, and said slowly.
Share? No one can help her in this matter, only herself.
Su Dai pulled a far-fetched smile at the corner of his lips, and said softly: "It's okay, it's just a little tired." ”
Since that's the case, it's not good to say anything more, some things, she said deeply, not shallowly, all have to rely on the mother herself to figure it out.
"Zhenyan, I want to sleep for a while." Sudai said softly.
When Zhi Yan heard this, he hurriedly stepped forward to help her up, helped her sit in front of the makeup dowry, and after taking off the hair ornament on her head, Su Dai walked to the bed and lay down.
Seeing her with her back to her, Zheyan couldn't help but sigh softly, put down the curtain on the bed and retreated.
Su Dai lay on the bed for a long time and couldn't sleep, the thoughts in her mind were myriad, like a mess that was cut and unorganized, and when she reacted, she realized that the tears had already wet the pillow towel.
The night shrouded the entire Glass Palace, a full moon hung high in the inky sky, the clear moonlight sprinkled on the ground like water, the lights in the Weiyang Palace had been extinguished, and the palace was gradually quiet.
"Why don't you reply to my letter to you?" He stood in front of her, the cold moonlight leaking through the carved window, and a faint light all around him, as if coming from the sky.
"I've been waiting for you for three days, but you haven't let Zhiyan pass on the news to me." His eyebrows furrowed slightly, and his voice seemed to be moistened with frost and snow.
She lowered her eyes, her fingers gently grasped the Jinpa in her hand, and she was silent for a while.
He sighed lightly, slowly walked in front of her and squatted down, his clear voice seemed to be a cup of freshly brewed tea, and a faint mist came out, "Dai'er, what's wrong with you?" ”
She slowly raised her eyes, and a pair of eyes as bright as stars showed a hint of moisture, "Ziyu, do we really have a future?" ”
He was stunned, his eyes fell on her body fixedly, and after a long time, he said softly: "Of course." ”
"Ziyu, you are wrong, we have no future at all." The smile on the corner of her lips was full of bitterness, and the tears in the corners of her eyes were condensed in her eyes for a long time, but they never slipped down.
"Dai'er, listen to me, I came to you today to tell you something." He gently held her hands, his eyes were full of tenderness, and his voice vaguely revealed a bit of joy.
She stared at him and whispered, "What is it?" ”
"The current emperor of Nanhua is no longer in good health, he has no heirs, the queen mother will unite with the ministers of the court, please ask for me to be taken back, if nothing else, Nanhua's envoys can arrive in Beijing in April next year, and we can leave here at that time." A warm smile spread across his lips, and there was undesolutable pleasure in his eyes.
After listening to his words, she did not have the joy he expected, but lowered her eyes again, and smiled mockingly: "Ziyu, are you going back?" ”
The look on Xu Yu's face was stunned, and then he smiled: "It's not that I'm going back, it's us." ”
"How can I walk the way I am now?" She hooked the corners of her lips mockingly, "I don't want you to turn against Da Chu because of this, if it is because of me, the two countries are at war, I don't want such a situation to happen." ”
"Dai'er, I've already thought about it, your birth date is in April next year, and when the time comes, the Nanhua people make good use of poison, and then you can take a pill of Eternal Ageure, which can create a state of blood collapse......
"Did you fake your death?"
"Yes, if you can't bear the child, I will arrange it again and replace the child." He held her hands tightly, his eyes full of seriousness, "Although this method is difficult, I am willing to plan for you." ”
Listening to his words, she couldn't help but hug his waist, buried her face in his chest, and sniffed the unique smell of Su Hexiang on his body on the tip of her nose, but tears couldn't help but burst out of her eyes, she couldn't do it, she couldn't take the child back to Nanhua with him, he had a greater future, he went back to inherit the throne, his queen mother would not allow him to have a woman from an enemy country standing next to him, not to mention that she still had a child, she couldn't do it, it was too unfair to him.
This child is a burden, but she can't let go.
He reached out and held her tightly in his arms, and seeing that she had not spoken for a long time, he noticed that she seemed to be crying.
He hurriedly lifted her face, only to see her tears falling violently, like pearls with broken threads, dripping down one by one.
"What's wrong?" He cautiously asked, "But what did I say wrong?" ”
She raised her hand to gently wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, endured the remaining tears, and forced a smile at the corner of her lips: "Zixi, hug me again, okay?" ”
Xu Yu looked stunned, but hugged her into his arms according to his words, his arms were so warm, and Su Hexiang on his body made her feel calm, but she couldn't hold him like this in the future, and it would be difficult to see each other again in this life.
She stretched out her hand and hugged him tightly, greedy for the warmth in his arms, and whispered, "Ziyu, don't forget me." ”
He stiffened, grabbed her shoulders sharply, and asked softly in disbelief, "Aren't you going with me?" ”
She didn't answer his words, and she didn't dare to look directly into his eyes, the light of her eyes fell on the embroidered shoes on her feet, the upper of the shoes was the pattern she had drawn at the beginning, a plum forest with a dark fragrance floating, the red petals were as gorgeous as fire, and there were two Kong Ming lanterns hanging high in the sky, such a beautiful time, she will remember it for the rest of her life.
"Zixi, you will be a good emperor." There was a satisfied smile on her lips, but her lowered eyes were as lonely as wilderness.
He pursed his thin lips and said softly, "Dai'er, don't make trouble." ”
She sniffed Su Hexiang on him, and the smile on the corner of her lips was helpless and lonely: "Ziyu, I can't grow old with you in this life, I am not blessed." After speaking, her hands gently stroked his cheeks, her fingers slowly rubbed on his facial features, the reluctance and infatuation under her eyes were like thick water that could not be dissolved, she wanted to deeply imprint his eyebrows and eyes on the tip of her heart, she was so afraid, she was so afraid that after he left, she would gradually not remember his appearance, thinking about it, she only felt a sour feeling in her heart, between her lips and teeth seemed to have a mouthful of ice water, the pain was terrible, and the tears of the bean were dripping down drop by drop, dripping on the ground, and there was no trace in an instant, just like her relationship with him, After all, it's just a puff of dust.
She had said before that the child in her womb had come at a bad time, and she used to hate it, but now, this child was separated from her and him, like a thousand mountains and rivers.
She was reluctant, but she didn't want to drag him down. Maybe her destination is destined to be this deep glass palace.
"Dai'er......" His eyes were dim, and his thin appearance was distressing, "Have you decided?" ”
She smiled and nodded, gently stroked his face with both hands, and said softly: "Ziyu, I am fortunate to be able to meet you, and I have no regrets." ”
He didn't speak, just lowered his eyes, and when she smiled lonely, he suddenly looked up, and before she could react, his lips were already kissed.
His kiss was gentle like water at the beginning, but the more he kissed, the more fierce he became, the tossing and turning between his lips and tongue, she should have indulged in it, but the tears couldn't stop falling, she responded to his kiss, resisting death, like from the old to the wilderness.
I don't know how long it took, he slowly left her lips, stared into her eyes, lightly landed a kiss on her forehead, and whispered, "I should go." ”
Her eyes were full of tears, but she still smiled and nodded.
He walked to the door and stopped, and said softly, "Wait for me." ”
She watched him go and never come back.
This jade-like teenager.
Her chest was dull like a boulder pressed on it, she couldn't make a sound for a long time, her throat was so astringent, like a fish in her throat, her hands grabbed the armrests of the chair under her, until her fingertips turned white, and her heart seemed to burst out with a dull sigh, as if someone was saying that she had no other life.
I can no longer be with him in this life, and the age and Jun Tong can't resist the reality of frost and snow after all.
The room in Weiyang Palace is as warm as spring, and the charcoal basin is burning with silver frost charcoal, but her heart seems to be placed in the ice and snow, she raised her eyes to look out the window, only to see the cold moonlight sprinkled on the ground, reflecting the dazzling white, she slowly got up and walked to the window lattice, raised her eyes, it turned out that I don't know when it was snowing outside, the glass palace ushered in the first snow, the palace was covered with a thin layer of snow, pure as ever, but her heart was no longer when she first entered the palace.
At the beginning of last year, she was completely dead to the first person who was tempted, and she no longer had the original intention. At the beginning of this year's snowfall, she lost him, and there was no going back.