Chapter 142: Fairy tales are all lies
After a while, Hua Ming sighed deeply and said, "Girl, we can't, I still have to take you to play music together, if you fall out because of emotional matters, then how can we get along together in the future?" ”
Hua Ming really thinks that he really can't afford to accompany the vigorous love that Teresa Teng wants, especially when he has now gotten together with Cai Xinyan. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
How do you know that Teresa Teng has a tendon: "I don't care, if I don't even try, I'd rather not have music." Go, stop working, go to dinner with me, and go to the movies with me after eating. ”
Hua Ming's head is really big, Deng Liqin even said that she doesn't play music anymore, this girl is embarrassed, but it is not so easy to convince.
Okay, don't work, and meet your little request for the time being. Hua Ming had no choice but to close the computer and get up to accompany Teresa Teng out.
At this time, Teresa Teng, who was careful to fulfill her wish, regained some excitement, and happily took Hua Ming's arm, a little intimate.
Now Hua Ming is even more depressed, he can neither respond to this girl's intimacy, nor shake it off.
What to do?
Forget it, so be it, let her use the delaying tactic first.
When eating a big meal, Teresa Teng was happy, she ate so quietly, and she didn't talk much, she only felt very sweet in her heart, which led to a big appetite.
Hua Ming was also eating quietly, but he felt that it was the same as chewing wax, because he knew that Xiaoyanmei was such a kind and simple girl, he couldn't afford to hurt her, and he really couldn't give her the affection she wanted.
Two people, eating the same delicacies, the same quiet, but with different thoughts and tastes different.
The same is true when watching a movie, Teresa Teng hugged one of Hua Ming's arms tightly, feeling so happy, a small plot can make her happy.
And Hua Ming, his eyes were staring at the big screen, but he was thinking about things in his heart, he had no impression of what was in the movie, and he even forgot what the name of the movie was.
He was wondering how he could get this silly girl back to her senses and give up this easily hurtful relationship.
Hua Ming watched the movie, but suddenly thought of a song sung by Guangliang - "Fairy Tale".
is like Teresa Teng herself said: A beautiful love story really only exists in fairy tales.
But what Huaming wanted to tell Teresa Teng was: fairy tales are all lies.
If he can, Hua Ming really wants to compose a fairy tale with Teresa Teng, and he also wants to sing the song "Fairy Tale" to her. However, he felt that he couldn't do it, he was a muddy ball, and he could only bring her harm.
What to do? Let her continue like this, immerse her in the fairy tale of her imagination?
Reason told Hua Ming that this would not work. The deeper she immersed, the more she suffered.
You have to cut through the mess quickly! Hua Ming finally made a decision in his heart.
After watching the movie, it was still early, and Teresa Teng still wanted to pester Hua Ming to do something. But Hua Ming quit and insisted on sending her back to the dormitory.
Teresa Teng followed Hua Ming back to school with a pout, like a wronged little daughter-in-law.
When he arrived at a relatively secluded place near Teresa Teng's dormitory building, Hua Ming stopped, turned around, and said to Teresa Teng very seriously: "I'm sorry, I can't accompany you to start this relationship, because at the beginning, you will be hurt immediately." ”
Deng Liqin was stunned, she didn't expect that the sweetness of the night would get such a sentence. She was a little unwilling and asked, "Why?" ”
Hua Ming said cruelly: "Let me tell you the truth, I have a woman now." ”
Deng Liqin was dumbfounded, she remembered the abnormality between Cai Xinyan and Hua Ming, she had never dared to confirm it before, but now she is sure. She still asked unwillingly, "Is it Cai Xinyan?" ”
"You just know it. So, let's be ordinary friends, like brothers and sisters if you want. When Hua Ming said this, he really felt a little cruel.
Teresa Teng couldn't say anything anymore, she didn't expect that her fairy tale would not even last for one night, so it would be shattered.
She couldn't control it anymore, tears came out of her eyes, she couldn't stay any longer, and rushed to the dormitory.
What will happen after Deng Liqin goes back, Hua Ming can't guess at this time, he only feels that his heart hurts so much. It turns out that refusing to hurt someone is also such an uncomfortable thing.
Hua Ming returned to his home calmly, but he couldn't do anything, he kept thinking about Teresa Teng hiding her face and leaving, and once again remembered the song - "Fairy Tale".
If he could, he really wanted to sing this song to Teresa Teng. But he really couldn't.
Then let me sing it quietly for you once! Hua Ming picked up the guitar and began to chant softly:
I don't remember how long I haven't heard you again, and I told me your favorite story
I thought about it for a long time, and I began to panic if I had done something wrong again
You cried and said to me, fairy tales are all lies, I can't be your prince
Maybe you won't understand, since you said you love me, my sky and stars have lit up
I would like to become the angel you love in the fairy tale, open your hands, and become wings to protect you
You have to believe, believe in us, it will be like in a fairy tale, where happiness and joy are the end
……
Hua Ming sang it twice, and he decided to simply write the song.
After writing it, he didn't plan to release it, so he quietly hid it, as a gift to Teresa Teng, as a gift that he couldn't give.
After memorizing lyrics, memorizing songs, arranging, orchestrating, and completing the whole song, Hua Ming still didn't feel sleepy, he was worried about Teresa Teng.
It is really a very cruel thing to destroy the most beautiful fairy tale in the heart of a simple girl with your own hands. Hua Ming can imagine how sad and painful Deng Liqin should be in her heart now, but he can't imagine what Deng Liqin will do next.
She wouldn't be unable to think about it, would she? She wouldn't do anything stupid, would she? She should go back to her dorm, right? There should be someone in her dorm room to appease her and accompany her, right?
For a whole night, Hua Ming was thinking in a mess, he really wanted to call and ask about the situation, but he knew that no!
Since her fairy tale has been shattered, it should be broken a little more simply, and if you give her hope again, it will make her rekindle hope, which is the worst thing.
Thinking of later, Hua Ming began to have a headache about his feelings again, from rebirth to the present, he has experienced Jiang Ziling emotionally, and now he has experienced Deng Liqin, but now even he doesn't know whether he is emotionally invested or not.
Can you still be emotionally invested? Hua Ming is now very skeptical of this issue.
Hua Ming suddenly felt very sad, he was a human being in two lives, plus the memory of that muddy ball, but he still felt that he didn't understand what feelings were about.
Hua Ming thought about feelings, and thought of more people.
He thought of Zhou Haiyan. Zhou Haiyan's past should be very emotionally invested! However, her later marriage had no feelings at all, which also led to the tragedy of her marriage.
And he and Zhou Haiyan are now ambiguous, is there any relationship between the two? Probably not! Hua Ming felt that between himself and Zhou Haiyan, there was a love between men and women, and there was a desire, but the feelings between men and women really couldn't be talked about.
Hua Ming thought of Cai Xinyan again. Do you have any feelings for this woman who has already been a man and a woman with herself?
It shouldn't be obvious either! Hua Ming believes that it is more because of desire, and maybe a little more moved.
Alas, the more rational it is, the more chaotic it becomes! Feelings are really complicated!
Is it that in this regard, just go on like this?